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[euphorinyaa]

Hello! I’m now opening commissions for some money to support myself. I am a mentally ill, autistic, trans/nb bi person and I love drawing. I currently am living in an abusive household and have nearly no means of finding work outside commission work. I would love love love it if you could help me by letting me draw for you!

If you can’t afford these prices and wanna donate/support me because you like my content (I am also the creator of the Minecraft resource pack Lemonade and also made these cat pride icons):

my ko-fi cash.me: $blooky

I’m also willing to do Ko-fi doodle commissions if you want to throw a few dollars towards that, please just leave a message of what you’d like and I’ll doodle something small for you! [example]

Please reblog this even if you aren’t interested/can’t spare the money, I would really appreciate it!

If you’re interested in a commission please read more :>

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Base prices are shown with the examples, but a sketch with or without rough coloring is half-priced (i.e. a sketch bust/chibi/animal would be $10, sketch half-body would be $17.50, etc. Example shown above is of a $10 sketch.)

Base prices (if you can’t read the above) are: Bust - $20 Half-body - $35 Full-body - $45 Chibi - $20 Pokemon/small animal - $20 Additional characters - Half of base price added per extra character Full scene (holding props, background, etc) - Please message me

Examples of things I can draw: furries/fursonas, OCs, DnD characters, fanart, portraits, icons, chibi, small animals and toys (including Pokemon, Digimon, Neopets, Furbies, etc), aliens, monsters, angels/demons, robots/androids, nonsexual adult nudity, pretty much anything that I don’t explicitly say I won’t draw

I will NOT draw: NSFW, kink/fetish related things, complicated mecha designs, characters who are p/dophiles or r/pists, sexualized m/nors (including revealing clothing), genderbends, anything that’s transphobic/homophobic/racist

More examples on my blog and in these imgur albums [link 1] [link 2]

Please message me on here if you would like to work with me! Thank you so much for the interest and have a good day!

[euphorinyaa]

thank you so so much to the people who have donated to me so far, i really appreciate it, i have gotten about 210 dollars so far in donations and i don’t know how to express my gratitude because that’s so much more than i was expecting… thank you thank you thank you and if anyone is interested in a commission please just message me, i’m willing to negotiate prices or something, i would like to move out as soon as i can and need money to support myself! donations are nice and so so appreciated but i understand wanting something in return for giving me money and i’m more than happy to draw something for you.

thank you so much again to everyone who’s supported me by donating and reblogging my posts! have a good day!

[euphorinyaa]

Hello! I’m now opening commissions for some money to support myself. I am a mentally ill, autistic, trans/nb bi person and I love drawing. I currently am living in an abusive household and have nearly no means of finding work outside commission work. I would love love love it if you could help me by letting me draw for you!

If you can’t afford these prices and wanna donate/support me because you like my content (I am also the creator of the Minecraft resource pack Lemonade and also made these cat pride icons):

my ko-fi cash.me: $blooky

I’m also willing to do Ko-fi doodle commissions if you want to throw a few dollars towards that, please just leave a message of what you’d like and I’ll doodle something small for you! [example]

Please reblog this even if you aren’t interested/can’t spare the money, I would really appreciate it!

If you’re interested in a commission please read more :>

———

Base prices are shown with the examples, but a sketch with or without rough coloring is half-priced (i.e. a sketch bust/chibi/animal would be $10, sketch half-body would be $17.50, etc. Example shown above is of a $10 sketch.)

Base prices (if you can’t read the above) are: Bust - $20 Half-body - $35 Full-body - $45 Chibi - $20 Pokemon/small animal - $20 Additional characters - Half of base price added per extra character Full scene (holding props, background, etc) - Please message me

Examples of things I can draw: furries/fursonas, OCs, DnD characters, fanart, portraits, icons, chibi, small animals and toys (including Pokemon, Digimon, Neopets, Furbies, etc), aliens, monsters, angels/demons, robots/androids, nonsexual adult nudity, pretty much anything that I don’t explicitly say I won’t draw

I will NOT draw: NSFW, kink/fetish related things, complicated mecha designs, characters who are p/dophiles or r/pists, sexualized m/nors (including revealing clothing), genderbends, anything that’s transphobic/homophobic/racist

More examples on my blog and in these imgur albums [link 1] [link 2]

Please message me on here if you would like to work with me! Thank you so much for the interest and have a good day!

[sicirue]

Hey all I might be homeless soon because my family is threatening to kick me out if I don’t give up being trans and bi so I would really appreciate if you could reblog this. I’m kind of panicking now and I really need the support so I can get out of here on my own before I’m kicked out and have nowhere to live. Thank you

[hfjkdkdjskahfj]

hi all. i’m madison. i’m a 19 yr old uni student in/from philadelphia. i’m a short mentally ill jewish lesbian and over the past few months my life has gotten a lot harder. my mom is extremely abusive and in november after she threatened to cut me off i stopped talking to her, and because of her bpd this has really upset her. she is currently lying about cancer, and my 79 year old dad is in the hospital with heart issues.

i was recently hospitalized for extreme suicidality and then again for a sprained ankle. i really need help raising some funds. i currently have a job but i missed so much of it because of intense depression. i need funds for my hospital bills (my mom may be making me pay other ones which are 350+), transportation to and from work, therapy (25 dollar copay every week), medications, my extremely expensive rent, etc. i’m transferring schools and i do not currently have anyone to cosign for a loan so i may need to pay out of pocket so it would also go towards that.

my mom has also threatened to take me off the family insurance, and if so i’m qualified for medicaid. i have given my mom $1000 dollars in the past few months because my mom is physically disabled and my dad retired, and i had that money from student loans.

the letter above was sent to me a few days ago from my mom, blocked is some namedrops of my partner’s family and friend’s family.

please consider helping me out if possible.

my paypal is https://www.paypal.me/madisonmazeltov

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[hfjkdkdjskahfj]

here is a letter i got from my mom today (jan 13 2019)

[hfjkdkdjskahfj]

hey guys thank you so much for your help so far! along with everything, i need to pay a 350 dollar fee from the psych ward my mom wont pay (described in the letter) and a 50 dollar fee from labcorp for a blood test when my finger went numb.

i’ll post pictures for proof when im not at work

[hfjkdkdjskahfj]

here are my hospital and labcorp fees:

[euphorinyaa]

Hello! I’m now opening commissions for some money to support myself. I am a mentally ill, autistic, trans/nb bi person and I love drawing. I currently am living in an abusive household and have nearly no means of finding work outside commission work. I would love love love it if you could help me by letting me draw for you!

If you can’t afford these prices and wanna donate/support me because you like my content (I am also the creator of the Minecraft resource pack Lemonade and also made these cat pride icons):

my ko-fi cash.me: $blooky

I’m also willing to do Ko-fi doodle commissions if you want to throw a few dollars towards that, please just leave a message of what you’d like and I’ll doodle something small for you! [example]

Please reblog this even if you aren’t interested/can’t spare the money, I would really appreciate it!

If you’re interested in a commission please read more :>

———

Base prices are shown with the examples, but a sketch with or without rough coloring is half-priced (i.e. a sketch bust/chibi/animal would be $10, sketch half-body would be $17.50, etc. Example shown above is of a $10 sketch.)

Base prices (if you can’t read the above) are: Bust - $20 Half-body - $35 Full-body - $45 Chibi - $20 Pokemon/small animal - $20 Additional characters - Half of base price added per extra character Full scene (holding props, background, etc) - Please message me

Examples of things I can draw: furries/fursonas, OCs, DnD characters, fanart, portraits, icons, chibi, small animals and toys (including Pokemon, Digimon, Neopets, Furbies, etc), aliens, monsters, angels/demons, robots/androids, nonsexual adult nudity, pretty much anything that I don’t explicitly say I won’t draw

I will NOT draw: NSFW, kink/fetish related things, complicated mecha designs, characters who are p/dophiles or r/pists, sexualized m/nors (including revealing clothing), genderbends, anything that’s transphobic/homophobic/racist

More examples on my blog and in these imgur albums [link 1] [link 2]

Please message me on here if you would like to work with me! Thank you so much for the interest and have a good day!

[euphorinyaa]

Hello! I’m now opening commissions for some money to support myself. I am a mentally ill, autistic, trans/nb bi person and I love drawing. I currently am living in an abusive household and have nearly no means of finding work outside commission work. I would love love love it if you could help me by letting me draw for you!

If you can’t afford these prices and wanna donate/support me because you like my content (I am also the creator of the Minecraft resource pack Lemonade and also made these cat pride icons):

my ko-fi cash.me: $blooky

I’m also willing to do Ko-fi doodle commissions if you want to throw a few dollars towards that, please just leave a message of what you’d like and I’ll doodle something small for you! [example]

Please reblog this even if you aren’t interested/can’t spare the money, I would really appreciate it!

If you’re interested in a commission please read more :>

———

Base prices are shown with the examples, but a sketch with or without rough coloring is half-priced (i.e. a sketch bust/chibi/animal would be $10, sketch half-body would be $17.50, etc. Example shown above is of a $10 sketch.)

Base prices (if you can’t read the above) are: Bust - $20 Half-body - $35 Full-body - $45 Chibi - $20 Pokemon/small animal - $20 Additional characters - Half of base price added per extra character Full scene (holding props, background, etc) - Please message me

Examples of things I can draw: furries/fursonas, OCs, DnD characters, fanart, portraits, icons, chibi, small animals and toys (including Pokemon, Digimon, Neopets, Furbies, etc), aliens, monsters, angels/demons, robots/androids, nonsexual adult nudity, pretty much anything that I don’t explicitly say I won’t draw

I will NOT draw: NSFW, kink/fetish related things, complicated mecha designs, characters who are p/dophiles or r/pists, sexualized m/nors (including revealing clothing), genderbends, anything that’s transphobic/homophobic/racist

More examples on my blog and in these imgur albums [link 1] [link 2]

Please message me on here if you would like to work with me! Thank you so much for the interest and have a good day!

[sicirue]

wrt my commission post, in case people are wondering, the situation with my abusive mother is getting worse and i need to try to move out as soon as possible. i live in the basement of our house currently and live off of mostly instant mashed potatoes, rice, and peanut butter because i can’t afford much of the food i need (i have a special diet because dairy and gluten makes me really, really sick). anytime the food i need is bought for me because i don’t have the money to buy it myself, it comes with the implication that i am a burden on my family and that it would be better if i would starve. i have lost huge amounts of weight the past couple years or so because of it. i am incredibly depressed and living here is making my depression exponentially worse.

i have been putting off trying to start commissions or do anything like that, mostly because i’ve been so depressed i was too anxious to try, but i need to do something now. i have repeatedly been threatened with being forced out of my home, and constantly been made to feel like an enormous burden and embarrassment to my mom especially. i am out to both of my parents but my mom is horrifically transphobic and homophobic and refuses to acknowledge me as anything but a straight woman. she has screamed at me, told me she thinks parents are justified in killing their gay kids, said she’s heartbroken over having a gay child, has an entire public twitter where she talks about how perverted and evil lgbt people are, among other things, and this is something i’ve dealt with my whole life. this doesn’t even touch upon her emotionally and verbally abusing me, hitting me, and making me hate myself and fear human contact for years. she’s left me alone for a while (because i spend most of my time actively trying to avoid her) but now she’s decided to start trying to control where i go and how i spend my time again. i constantly feel like i do not deserve a place to live, or even to live at all, because of the way i am treated.

on the money side of things, i also have car insurance i must pay, medical bills i have to help pay off (i am trying to figure out if this is a mistake but it’s worth 1300+ dollars...), food i need to buy for myself... and i would like to be able to eventually save up to move out, so i no longer have to live here which would hopefully make it easier for me to pursue other jobs. being able to reactivate service on my phone would also be nice.

i am mentally ill, autistic, trans, and bi, and i live in a conservative midwestern town. finding a job that would accommodate me would be difficult even if i was cishet, but considering that i am trans and i cannot be out to other people or my mom would also kick me out (not to mention that most places here would either fire/not hire me or completely disregard my gender and name if i came out to them), i cannot put myself through being deadnamed and misgendered every single day in a work environment, especially when my home environment is already horrible. if anyone has info on how i can try to get on disability in missouri please let me know.

anyway this is a long post but this is why i am in dire need of money. i am embarrassed to take donations and i would rather give people something in return, but all i have to offer is my drawing ability. i know times are rough for everyone but i greatly, greatly appreciate anything anyone can do to support me right now. thank you.

[euphorinyaa]

Hello! I’m now opening commissions for some money to support myself. I am a mentally ill, autistic, trans/nb bi person and I love drawing. I currently am living in an abusive household and have nearly no means of finding work outside commission work. I would love love love it if you could help me by letting me draw for you!

If you can’t afford these prices and wanna donate/support me because you like my content (I am also the creator of the Minecraft resource pack Lemonade and also made these cat pride icons):

my ko-fi cash.me: $blooky

I’m also willing to do Ko-fi doodle commissions if you want to throw a few dollars towards that, please just leave a message of what you’d like and I’ll doodle something small for you! [example]

Please reblog this even if you aren’t interested/can’t spare the money, I would really appreciate it!

If you’re interested in a commission please read more :>

———

Base prices are shown with the examples, but a sketch with or without rough coloring is half-priced (i.e. a sketch bust/chibi/animal would be $10, sketch half-body would be $17.50, etc. Example shown above is of a $10 sketch.)

Base prices (if you can’t read the above) are: Bust - $20 Half-body - $35 Full-body - $45 Chibi - $20 Pokemon/small animal - $20 Additional characters - Half of base price added per extra character Full scene (holding props, background, etc) - Please message me

Examples of things I can draw: furries/fursonas, OCs, DnD characters, fanart, portraits, icons, chibi, small animals and toys (including Pokemon, Digimon, Neopets, Furbies, etc), aliens, monsters, angels/demons, robots/androids, nonsexual adult nudity, pretty much anything that I don’t explicitly say I won’t draw

I will NOT draw: NSFW, kink/fetish related things, complicated mecha designs, characters who are p/dophiles or r/pists, sexualized m/nors (including revealing clothing), genderbends, anything that’s transphobic/homophobic/racist

More examples on my blog and in these imgur albums [link 1] [link 2]

Please message me on here if you would like to work with me! Thank you so much for the interest and have a good day!

[sicirue]

hey everyone, i know i dont use this blog much anymore but if you liked my cat pride icons, i would greatly appreciate it if you could take a look at this and/or reblog it. thank you!

[2000sweb]

[warmsuggest]

I genuinely love you so much, you make me really happy.

[officialworldcup2026-deactivate]

i can tell i’m in a fragile state of mind bc this meme made me legitimately sad for a fictional centipede

[pizzaback-deactivated20201011]

cis ppl really do think doctors are giving hormones to 6 year olds when many of them won’t even give hormones to 20 year olds

[1k2-moved-deactivated20180904]

Is anyone there? Please, it’s so dark

[jadenvargen]

in my mind i’ve already drawn this pic 1000 times but at 1am it has finally been put to paper

[verynicecaesarino]

[mlmconcepts]

Concept: coming home to your husband

[kitty]

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