Not really human enough, I guess.
Just a monster.

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@sickly-squid
Not really human enough, I guess.
Just a monster.
The day I die will be the day they notice me
Sometimes I forget that I have no real friends and go on my phone expecting something; I don’t even know what, maybe them texting me first for once? Someone actually caring? Someone being interested in me or my life at least a little?
The worst part of being terribly sick? People come into your life expecting you to change, while pretending they'll accept you the way you are.
They'll accept you until you open up and show them your reality. After that, they just grow tired and eventually leave.
I'm cursed and sometimes I think I should just be alone for the sake of not just not hurting other people, but also not hurting myself.
But I'm so alone...
Why me?
why does everyone leave me? you won't leave me right? tell me you won't leave me.
Always helping others but if i need help, everyone gets distant.
When will I be happy again ? When will you look at me and comfort me again ? Whenwhenwhenwhenwhenwhenwhenwhenwhenwhenwhenwhenwhenwhenwhenwhenwhenwhenwhenwhenwhenwhenwhenwhenwhenwhenwhenwhenwhen
why does no one EVER have time for me? why are other people more important than me? I seriously just want to die. I'm tired of everything.
When you reach the point where your planning your suicide but still no one even noticed you were struggling in the first place <<
loving me is like watering a dead flower
I did my best to be lovable.
should’ve taken the chance to unalive myself
i miss my best friend :(
they will never want me as much as i need them
the masculine urge to be a pretty cis boy, walk outside on a cool, autumn night, go to a gas station, grab a monster after starving all day with scars littered across my arms like a sad canvas, and stare at the cashier with nothing but numb, guilty eyes because nothing will ever fill the void.
Has anyone else gotten to the point where they’ve had such a shit life for so long that they fully believe they’re one of the people that’s going to die by committing?
Idk it really just feels like a matter of time for me. I’ve heard other people’s stories about how they were doing really really terribly but hung on and were able to turn their life around but like.
It’s been bad for so long, I’m so fucked up and I really don’t think I’m one of those people that can get better.
how to cope with the fact that you’re a burden that no one will ever love question mark