⋆ ｡˚⋆ uhh interests and hobbies... i dooo get down with the arts (drawing, painting, photography, collages, clay) and i just recently started learning basic film/video stufffff c: but nature photography is my main interest currently
other things that bring me joy:
⋆ ｡˚⋆ local bookstores and coffee shops
⋆ ｡˚⋆ antiquing and thrift store treasure hunting
⋆ ｡˚⋆ gaming! (xbox and PC mainly rn) 🎮
⋆ ｡˚⋆ manga/anime
⋆ ｡˚⋆ parallel play of any kind
⋆ ｡˚⋆ smoking 🍃
⋆ ｡˚⋆ birdwatching and being in nature in general (Merlin my beloved!!)
⋆ ｡˚⋆ transforming my yard into a native pollinator paradise 🦋🐌🐞🌾
⋆ ｡˚⋆House Rules⋆ ｡˚⋆
🎀 this is my only blog right now. the theme is a bit messy and all over the place. be warned it will be filled incoherent and incomplete thought dumps
🎀 mostly sfw but occasional nsfw might end up here if it brings me joy. mature & adult topics will be discussed often
🚫no terfs, swerfs, or any anti-trans rhetoric 🏳️⚧️ this is a trans & agender friendly space 🏳️⚧️
🚫don't follow me if you post about weight loss or ED topics. i already battled those demons and won, so miss me with your boring fatphobia please and thanks.
🚫i don't interact with fascists, white supremacists, bigots, or bootlickers. Liberation for all.
It’s okay to be sad about or grieve the opportunities you miss out on/cannot take due to your health no matter how much you want them. It sucks and it can be heavy and it’s not your fault. You cannot will power your way out of it, it’s a disability because it is disabling. And that can hurt a lot. In a way it’s not an opportunity if you cannot take it, it’s a magical and unrealistic “what if” but they still hurt. So I’m here to tell you and myself that it is okay to be sad, it’s also okay if some people don’t get your limits. You are the one living your life, and I hope true and joyful opportunities are on the way to all who wants and needs them. 🌸
Convenience isn't bad because of some inherent value in toil or it rots your soul. Convenience is bad because it often comes at the cost of an exploited underclass. I don't care if someone wants to taxi their meal to their house instead of making it themselves or even driving to the restaurant themselves. I care that meal delivery apps underpay their workers (they don't even consider them their workers), provide no workplace protections, and prey on their desperation.
The desire for convenience is a morally neutral thing (no matter how many capitalists want their workers to see unproductivity or aversion to the "grind" as a moral failing). Companies that sell you only convenience by making it worse for yourself and for others are not.
I don't think people who have never been through it will ever understand how terrifying brain fog can be.
For my whole life, my mind has been my greatest asset. So when it feels like my mind is progressively malfunctioning, it is an absolutely horrifying thing.
It is scary, for someone who has always excelled at languages, to have a hard time getting everyday words out.
It is scary, for someone who has an eidetic memory, to not be able to remember the simplest things.
It is scary, when thinking has always been a strength that you can depend on, to not be able to think, about anything.
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