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[siecobaina]

I'm taiwanese, in university studying film.

[siecobaina]

talking heads music is the kind of thing you’d hear after shooting yourself in the head and waking up in the afterlife

[siecobaina]

end credits of the world type music

[siecobaina]

me when the woman in the romance media has intimacy issues / is geniunely repulsed by romantic affection 🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️😁😁😁😁😁

[siecobaina]

talking heads music is the kind of thing you’d hear after shooting yourself in the head and waking up in the afterlife

[roseworth]

the best thing a character can be is passively suicidal and the second best thing a character can be is actively suicidal

[siecobaina]

you ever feel like you are so emotionally aware of yourself that it's impossible to play the game of dating because every form of affection feels ridiculous and indulgent... and your life is hella boring because you're too sober about everything.??

[siecobaina]

update i am just extremely neurodivergent and not very good at dealing with it.

[siecobaina]

I don't know why i feel the need to feminize every part of myself even writing here, even when it's anonymous and separate from my real life. I want to accept that deep down I am just a quiet man with no good reason why he doesn't express himself. Even though I know this is a rambling manifestation of one day after ovulation...luteal phase always hits me like a truck

[siecobaina]

i am an extremely laid back and easy going person which is why i’m doing hours of journaling and self interrogation to determine if being easy going means sacrificing the part of me that cares deeply about intellectualism and the state of the world

[siecobaina]

actually stood up a friend ohhhh i should go to hell

[siecobaina]

i think larping as a white man would fix me

[siecobaina]

FUUCKKK….

[siecobaina]

i love slowed versions of songs it's like what if this lasted one william years

[siecobaina]

i'm so done with human connection

[siecobaina]

every time i wear tights under my jeans i feel like a satyr

[siecobaina]

should i take russian next summer

[siecobaina]

why does every teenage dude that produces music look like that

[handweavers]

need to find more characters who avoid sex/dating not because they're asexual or because of sexual trauma but due to entirely unrelated lifelong psychological problems that have made them uninterested in acting upon desire or have a hard time feeling anything at all that isn't unrelenting grief. uh for a friend, not for me of course