Impure Thoughts

Everyone's out to get me

[remanence-of-love]

[silencestolethevoices]

Dear MCF...

On April 5th 2013, you posted

"I'm probably gonna kill myself soon..."

To your Tumblr page.

You posted that on the day before I left your house. After you posted that quote, I watched you play Russian roulette. You pulled the trigger and scared the absolute fuck out of us both. I thought me leaving would help. We were just kids though...

On February 4th, 2025,

...You actually succeeded....

I...wish we'd have gotten to meet another way, another day, another time...I've still never connected with anyone else like I did you in terms of emotional/musical/interests...honestly I'd forgotten a lot of back then until recently.... truly do not know why it hurts knowing that you actually did it...

...You. Really.Fucking.Did.It...

...RIP, my old friendly fire...I wish I could have saved you just one more time...wish you could have seen how goddamn BEAUTIFUL you could be, just one time through someone else....soon, I will come and visit you on your hillside man and play you music, drive n smoke with your lil cuz, just like I promised I would that one day when you actually took us and showed us the spot...💔♥️ Fuck dude..

[silencestolethevoices]

Put me back in my cage if I try to escape, I'm a countdown away from the truth. After all of these talks, are you ready to stop with this twisted traumatic abuse? You're playing broken records, it's like they're on repeat. I know those words you're singing before you even speak. I can see right where you are, you don't need to hide in the dark...

[silencestolethevoices]

I wouldn't hold my breath if I was you 'Cause I'll forget, but I'll never forgive you Don't you know, don't you know? True friends stab you in the front I wouldn't hold my breath if I was you You broke my heart and there's nothing you can do Now you know, now you know. True friends stab you in the front.

True Friends - Bring Me The Horizon

[quotemadness]

I hate the idea of lonely. And I hate the reality of attachment.

Reyna Biddy (via quotemadness)

[teenscoolest]

[typography-images]

So we all have secrets…

[typography-images]

[delightfulllamasong]

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[shortvideosandstuff]

[hipnerd]

This is the same man.

[comic-chick]

I think about this a lot.

[girlbehindthisblog-deactivated2]

I can feel this heaviness in my chest and i can feel that i’m not really okay. But the worst part is, i don’t have someone to tell how i really feel so i chose to keep everything inside me and pretend that everythig’s okay. No one noticed it, no one asked how i feel so i chose to stay silent.

(via girlbehindthisblog)

[silencestolethevoices]

I’ve been falling apart, self distractive at heart. It’s okay, it’s okay if you hate me. I’ve been living my death over and over again. It’s okay, it’s okay if you hate me, ‘cause I hate me!

[towfriendscaps]

[itmedaddy-deactivated20180802]

Literally me.

[silencestolethevoices]

The worst part of leaving someone is that

Even though they are no longer the person you fell in love with

They still look like them...

[dearmyblank]

Dear past self,

You fucking idiot.

[sandandglass]

[paulblarts-blog]

self confidence level: kelso

[silencestolethevoices]

Tell me, tell me, do you like the person you see? Give me a slap on the face so we can call it a day. Tell me tell me, is it worth the time that you waste? You fucking love me. You wanna hate me, but you can't.

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