I am a JJ kinnie (I also have a bunch of other kins but Jameson is my highest)
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In my cannon Chase and Henrik were dating/married, they bothĀ āadoptedā me, taking care of me and loved me like a son. Jackie and Marvin were dating, they were both super cute together, though I was confused by Marvin at first haha.
The 1920s was wayy different from now. Sure Drag Queens and Kings were things but they just werenāt as open about it i guess, and I just was genuinely confused at first when I saw Marvin, I thought he was a women from his longer hair, makeup, nails and fashion choice, also because I hadnāt realized that gay people were more open now a days, so i assumed it was a straight relationship. Of course, Chase explained to me quickly after telling me and explained it to me, I had nothing against it i was just confused. Donāt blame me I also just thought before that that Chase and Henrik were just really good friends, after the explanation it made way more sense. I myself actually found a term in the LGBTQ+ community that I use, asexual. I simply do not experience sexual attraction to others, I remember panicking about it to Chase and Henrik but they taught me the term and showed that it was normal. It was caused by trauma, trauma with Anti, Iād rather not talk about it.
Too late Iām talking about it. Anti was never nice to me. I feel sick even writing his name down. I tried to be nice and polite, only to be literally shoved to the side. Well, more like up to the wall and he watched with a grin as I struggled to breath underneath his squeezing hand on my neck. I was the new ego, the weakest, of course heād pick on me. It only continued to get worse from there. I forgave him over and over until it went too far. He took my voice away. That was a nightmare... I canāt quite remember how he did it, but he did. It was either by doing something physically to my neck/vocal cords or he stole it with some weird glitchy magic. I didnāt leave my room for a couple days as my only means of communication was writing. Chase and Henrik started teaching me ASL so I could talk, I eventually got it down. It wasnāt even all that with Anti, oh god there is so much more that he did. Strings, I hate them, I hate being restrained now. My wrists are sensitive, donāt like it when people touch there, thatās why I wear long-sleeves. Henrik wants to put me in exposure therapy but the idea of that terrifies me, I know itās good but itās scary to think about. Anti could swipe me up at any moment he pleases to, and I hate having to life in fear like that, so I try to stay positive. Sometimes itās all too overwhelming.. After all Iām just a puppet arenāt I?
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Iāve found a Chase and Henrik, maybe an Anti, maybe a Marvin. I still need Jackie and Anti, iāve found many Antis but none truley fit my cannon.
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Even if Iāve found a cannonmate already of your kin Iād still love to talk with you! I have 3 timelines, bur this one is my biggest and most memorable one. Anyways Thank you for reading all this, hope you have a wonderful day/night! :D
