hello my dudes this is a long overdue post but pls read esp if we have plots kjbnjdf i love u all
first of all, i love you all (again) and nothing can change that. like, whatever next set of words below has nothing to do with anyone personally. this is all me.
second, i am dropping all of my characters and i have officially stepped off the main. iâve been deliberating this for over a month now and both mads & jenna know how much iâve been struggling with keeping my muse + activity afloat. as for my characters and overall how each one of them progresses in this group+setting, i feel really left out but honestly thereâs no one to blame but me & my anxiety. i canât seem to talk to anyone the way that i used to bc iâm always out of the loop and my brain apparently canât handle trying to spark up a conversation and keeping at it (also, my attempts of being more active in college and family and friends has drained me and i just... donât wanna talk, ya feel?) and i know this can be resolved in a few more ways than iâve already tried, but i just donât think i can really keep up anymore. itâs one thing to keep my shit together irl but itâs proven really difficult for me to keep up here at the same time as well. i feel like letting go is the best option for me at this point. although, things have been (uncharacteristically) looking up for me in terms of my schedule and other real life shit, i just realized that by being gone for so long has just left me with no muse and no other way to incorporate myself back into the group in a way that i feel comfortable. just to reiterate, nothing on you guys. you guys are just enjoying the rp life, and i just really donât know how to get back on track.
third, obvsly that means im not coming through with the starters that i put up a post for (when have i ever :() iâm so so so sorry. i still have muse for them but the pace that things are going for the group as a whole and me not keeping up end me up with none of my characters are really developing. again, my fault. so i just donât think itâs fair for me to keep these characters when iâm barely on.
those are three points that i poorly elaborated but please do understand that this is nothing held against anyone. i love everyone in this group and you are all amazing people.
iâm still in the discord chat though!! the only thing iâm leaving is the roleplay group here on tumblr. i may or may not set this up as an indie for a few select muses and venture out or... not at all. i might just archive this blog but iâm always at @janellaofrp, and my million 1x1 sideblogs if anyone wants to write with me still. i am seriously considering diving back into disney indie though lmao but yeah, iâll let you know if i put it up somehow!
ITâS BEEN THE REALEST THREE-ALMOST-FOUR MONTHS YALL YOU ARE THE BEST SET OF PPL IN THE RPVERSE ILY ALL
TIS I, ELLE, UR MOM, UR MAL, UR HERKIE, UR MIRA AND UR DESI AND ALL MY NEGLECTED CHARACTERS, ALSO UR EX-ADMIN, SIGNING OFF.
I LOVE YOU ALL. ITâS BEEN REAL.
















