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"I only know how to destroy, and I don't want to learn anything else. I am a wasted life, plagued by a fever and uncontrollable frustration. Until my thirst is quenched." Roleplay blog for Subaru Sakamaki from the otome Diabolik Lovers. Please read the rules before asking for a roleplay. {Current status: Not accepting requests}

[ceri-ethereal]

silverknifeandwhiteroses:

He stared at the redhead’s face, surprised himself that she was already fighting back to consciousness. But he wasn’t upset about it. The sooner he could get this over with and get some blood, the better. Plus, he didn’t want to spend any more time being interrogated. If he’d had to wait any longer, he might have just knocked out the witch girl, taken the blood that rightfully belonged to him, and punished the witch for meddling by destroying her stuff. He could practically smell the anxiety pouring off the girl watching him. It was unpleasant, and a bit annoying. The sooner, the better.

“Fine,” he said. Letting go of her hand, he moved his hand to her uninjured shoulder and began shaking her, not unkindly. It wouldn’t have caused her much, if any, pain. “Hey, how long do you plan to sleep for? Wake up!”

Valerie stepped into the kitchen, preparing a pot of hot tea for her patient. She’d need ginger, some honey…quietly, she collected the strong plants she’d need to perk up the redheaded girl, as well as the natural things she’d need to counteract their bitter taste. For her and Subaru, however, she pulled out a cold pitcher of sweet tea from the fridge-something she drank almost as much as water. She wasn’t about to find out what he liked-the brunette had no intention of seeing him again, though she knew the kind of sugar he needed to fix that temperament was one she wouldn’t provide.

In the back room, slowly, straining, Ceri began to open her eyes. A magnificent blue, they happened upon Subaru’s face first-and stayed there. She was awestruck. Had he been the one who’d held her hand so kindly? Dazed for only a moment, a faint blush soon came over her cheeks. Oh, her savior was so handsome and kind, her very own prince…she’d been completely taken in by his vampiric allure.

[silverknifeandwhiteroses]

By the time that the girl returned with the tea, the redhead had opened her eyes--a strikingly deep blue--and had them trained on his face, dazed and captivated. This took him by surprise as much as it didn't. On one hand, he had expected that he might have had to take her blood the hard way. But it turned out that she had the same sort of reaction that other humans often had. Her succumbing to him was almost enough to make him gag. While a human could be entranced easily by a vampire's beauty, only he knew just how hideous he truly was. The foolishness only made him thirstier. He wanted to punish her for being so blind. He'd show her just what kind of awful person he was--the kind that could drive even white roses mad.

"You awake? You took quite a beating out there," he muttered, waving a hand disinterestedly toward the direction of where he'd seen the blood trail. "You're lucky this woman found you, otherwise who knows what could have happened?"

[ceri-ethereal]

silverknifeandwhiteroses:

Subaru resisted the urge to growl, instead settling to run his hand through his hair. What a pain. He shouldn’t have spoken too soon. His being a vampire was certainly an advantage. It was very unlikely that either of these frail humans could resist him if he decided he needed to overpower them. Then again, who knew what sort of things this girl had lying around her witch room? “As if I care about something like that,” he muttered. Which was true. Her body meant nothing, just her blood. Shifting the sheet slightly, he took her hand in his own, sorely aware of the herbalist’s perceptiveness. It was still sticky with a mixture of blood and aloe.

At her interrogation, Subaru bit the inside of his cheek. “Not married. She’s living with me at my mansion. My family is rich, so I can afford whatever treatment it is she needs.” Persistent creature. Subaru could only describe her as something like a fly, or perhaps a weed. Relentless. Most humans would have been too blind to their instinctive feelings.

“Well, then, whatever.” Subaru wasn’t good at playing the nice guy, anyway. An edge cropped up in his voice. All he really needed to do was keep up the appearance of caring about the girl, and maybe her delirium would cause her to say she knew him or something, if he was extremely lucky. But at this point, he was beginning to think it would turn ugly. More than likely his whole scheme would fall apart. There was something exciting about the idea of it, too. He wondered what he would do first–destroy her, or destroy her precious stock of plants and ingredients, shattering glass all over the place. He was becoming frustrated. No doubt it would make him feel good to take out his anger. “I’m not leaving, so do as you will.”

“Mmm, but she might be opposed to it.” If he didn’t care, it was likely they’d already seen one another like this numerous times. Still, coming from a rich family herself, Valerie didn’t quite understand the girl’s position. To live in a mansion with someone she wasn’t related to…she must have either been working for or engaged to him. Or, perhaps, was renting a room. But it wasn’t in the brunette’s nature to pry unless it directly impacted someone’s health.

As the two’s hands interlocked, the girl’s eyebrows twitched in her sleep. There was an unmistakable tenderness to the way he held the redhead’s hand. Perhaps Valerie had been too quick to judge. She sighed in defeat. “Somethin clawed through her left shoulder awfully fierce, have that doctor of yours take a look at it.” Noticing the subtle movement in the other woman’s face, she gave a tight lipped smile. “Seems like she’s already fightin to wake up. She’ll be up and at ‘em in no time.” 

The redhead was stronger than she’d given her credit for. “Tea? She’ll be needin somethin to give her energy. I didn’t expect her to wake for at least another half hour or so.” Her voice softened. “I think it’s her way of keepin you from worryin.” The sooner they were out of here, the better. She didn’t like that someone so reckless was near all of her things. A wrong move and she’d have to get more than her door repaired.

[silverknifeandwhiteroses]

He stared at the redhead's face, surprised himself that she was already fighting back to consciousness. But he wasn't upset about it. The sooner he could get this over with and get some blood, the better. Plus, he didn't want to spend any more time being interrogated. If he'd had to wait any longer, he might have just knocked out the witch girl, taken the blood that rightfully belonged to him, and punished the witch for meddling by destroying her stuff. He could practically smell the anxiety pouring off the girl watching him. It was unpleasant, and a bit annoying. The sooner, the better.

"Fine," he said. Letting go of her hand, he moved his hand to her uninjured shoulder and began shaking her, not unkindly. It wouldn't have caused her much, if any, pain. "Hey, how long do you plan to sleep for? Wake up!"

[ceri-ethereal]

silverknifeandwhiteroses:

His features twisted for the slightest fraction of a second before he realized what the herbalist was talking about–his reaction half from the unpleasantness of her accent, and half from her having made the assumption that he was close with the pitiful creature that was slathered in plant goo. But it also could have come across as shock, conveniently. Shock that the love of his life was lying on a cold stone slab and bleeding out, maybe dying. If it weren’t for the appetite he’d worked up, he probably would have barked a laugh at the thought. But in his starving state, he was more concerned about securing his meal. Eyeing the unconscious girl once more, he widened his eyes as though recognizing the obscenely bright red of her hair. “No,” he whispered, heightening the pitch of his voice ever so slightly. “About that, we got separated somehow. That’s all I know. Then I saw this place and the trail of blood.” He resisted the urge to smile. This felt too easy. Humans were a gullible species. They deserved to be prey. Normally he wouldn’t have lowered himself to using such tactics, but what was the fun in just seizing what belonged to him, when the work that would lead to it would make it that much more satisfying? Feigning a crack in his voice of despair, he choked out, pushing past her into the room and to the girl’s side, “Is she going to be alright? I need to get her back to our house. We have a family doctor who can help.” His mouth tasted of poison even uttering the words when an image of his father flashed in his mind.

Something was odd about this teenager. Valerie scrunched her face as she tried to read him. He still didn’t seem trustworthy. There was still a possibility he’d inflicted those bruises, and her patient had been trying to escape their abusive relationship. Surely, the girl had found his rough exterior endearing, and had been taken with the thought that she could change him for the better.

“Hmm?” The brunette wasn’t finished making up her mind when he pushed past her. Slender fingers snatched the collar of his jacket from behind, as she tsked at him. “It’s rude to enter a lady’s room without her permission. Especially when she’s in a state of undress.” Even if this situation was uncomfortable, Valerie remained calm.

She released him, considering the fact that he was glued to the side of the table. “I stopped the bleeding. She’s merely fainted from the strain. I can see why she was wearing such modest clothing, now. The poor thing’s taken quite a wallopin.” The brunette eyed him suspiciously. “Family doctor? Are you two married?” Her gaze traveled down to the girl’s left hand. No ring. 

“In any case.” She swallowed. “She’ll not be going anywhere with you. Not until I hear her own say so. Besides…” The sheen from the goo was starting to dull. “If you don’t wait for that aloe to absorb into her skin, you’ll both be covered in it.”

[silverknifeandwhiteroses]

Subaru resisted the urge to growl, instead settling to run his hand through his hair. What a pain. He shouldn't have spoken too soon. His being a vampire was certainly an advantage. It was very unlikely that either of these frail humans could resist him if he decided he needed to overpower them. Then again, who knew what sort of things this girl had lying around her witch room? "As if I care about something like that," he muttered. Which was true. Her body meant nothing, just her blood. Shifting the sheet slightly, he took her hand in his own, sorely aware of the herbalist's perceptiveness. It was still sticky with a mixture of blood and aloe.

At her interrogation, Subaru bit the inside of his cheek. "Not married. She's living with me at my mansion. My family is rich, so I can afford whatever treatment it is she needs." Persistent creature. Subaru could only describe her as something like a fly, or perhaps a weed. Relentless. Most humans would have been too blind to their instinctive feelings.

"Well, then, whatever." Subaru wasn't good at playing the nice guy, anyway. An edge cropped up in his voice. All he really needed to do was keep up the appearance of caring about the girl, and maybe her delirium would cause her to say she knew him or something, if he was extremely lucky. But at this point, he was beginning to think it would turn ugly. More than likely his whole scheme would fall apart. There was something exciting about the idea of it, too. He wondered what he would do first--destroy her, or destroy her precious stock of plants and ingredients, shattering glass all over the place. He was becoming frustrated. No doubt it would make him feel good to take out his anger. "I'm not leaving, so do as you will."

[ceri-ethereal]

silverknifeandwhiteroses:

Subaru growled under his breath, cursing his damned four-eyed older brother. If it weren’t for Reiji, he wouldn’t be out here lost in the woods, looking for stupid ingredients for some potion Reiji wanted to create. He’d done everything he could in an attempt to weasel out of it, but no dice. Shu wouldn’t budge (not to mention Reiji would never have approached him about it), Kanato would have thrown a tantrum, Laito was the last person Reiji would want touching his ingredients, and Ayato managed to hide when he sensed Reiji was up to something. But for Subaru, who had been peacefully lying in his coffin, there was no escape. At least, not unless he wanted punishment of some sort.

He kicked a nearby branch and huffed. If he flew, it’d be no use. The canopy was too thick to see through. He could fly home, but Reiji would not accept empty-handedness. Whatever it was he was making had to be important, though it wasn’t as if he would tell Subaru anything. He must have been close to a breakthrough if he was desperate enough to make his brother participate.

Eventually, wandering long enough with no success at finding a single ingredient, Subaru stopped, pacing back and forth, clenching his fists in frustration. But the anger only lasted for a moment; having wandered to a nearby log to sit down, a strong scent of fresh blood flooded into his nostrils and lit up his tastebuds. Almost instantly, his mouth became slick with saliva. He couldn’t remember the last time he’d fed. Several days, he’d lost count. Whoever it was, they were about to become vampire food.

Following the scent for a little ways, he made his way out into a small clearing large enough to house a small white cabin. On the doorstep was a trail of blood that led across the grass and the dirt back from the woods, though a different direction from which he came. It pooled there bright as scarlet, sweet and saccharine. The fangs protruding from his gums felt particularly thick and pronounced in his ravenousness; giving them a quick lick, he marched to the door and let loose on it with a flurry of knocks not unlike the punches that so frequently destroyed his bedroom walls. He didn’t care about who lived there or if someone was injured. He was a vampire. What did human life matter to him?

The brunette inhaled sharply, staring condescendingly down her nose at the other. It was definitely some common delinquent making all this ruckus, but how did he manage to get all the way out here? 

His eyes were desperate, wild even. If he thought he was going to steal from her, he was sorely mistaken. Even if physical resistance was beyond her, it was a simple matter for her to use something foul on him as a deterrent.

What did some punk, wearing all black, want with-Oh. Her brain put two and two together. The redhead had been wearing all black, too. Valerie straightened her neck, her voice using the same tone a teacher would use with a student. “Your girl’s with me. May I ask, how, exactly, you let her end up bleedin and unconscious back there?” Her right hand was still resting firmly on the doorknob. If she didn’t like his answer, she fully intended on slamming the door in his face and calling the police for abandonment and destruction of property.

Behind her, Subaru would have been able to see a small glimpse of Valerie’s home. The room was covered in glass vials and containers, all clearly labeled with her meticulous writing. Among them were also various plants strewn about, some drying on the walls, others resting in baskets, and more still were in large jars, all easy targets for the vampire’s fits of rage.

Ceri was lying on what looked like a low coffee table made of stone, her skin glistening with all of the aloe Valerie had slathered on it. A short distance away, in a small room, only a spark of her red tresses was visible from the door. The girl had been stripped down to nothing, covered only in a cloth that wouldn’t interfere with the plant’s application. It was rare for the herbalist to remove so much, but this girl was covered head to toe in bites, scratches, and bruises, all in various states of repair. She’d have to live in aloe vera if she didn’t want to be covered in scars.

[silverknifeandwhiteroses]

His features twisted for the slightest fraction of a second before he realized what the herbalist was talking about--his reaction half from the unpleasantness of her accent, and half from her having made the assumption that he was close with the pitiful creature that was slathered in plant goo. But it also could have come across as shock, conveniently. Shock that the love of his life was lying on a cold stone slab and bleeding out, maybe dying. If it weren't for the appetite he'd worked up, he probably would have barked a laugh at the thought. But in his starving state, he was more concerned about securing his meal. Eyeing the unconscious girl once more, he widened his eyes as though recognizing the obscenely bright red of her hair. "No," he whispered, heightening the pitch of his voice ever so slightly. "About that, we got separated somehow. That's all I know. Then I saw this place and the trail of blood." He resisted the urge to smile. This felt too easy. Humans were a gullible species. They deserved to be prey. Normally he wouldn't have lowered himself to using such tactics, but what was the fun in just seizing what belonged to him, when the work that would lead to it would make it that much more satisfying? Feigning a crack in his voice of despair, he choked out, pushing past her into the room and to the girl's side, "Is she going to be alright? I need to get her back to our house. We have a family doctor who can help." His mouth tasted of poison even uttering the words when an image of his father flashed in his mind.

[ceri-ethereal]

There was a loud banging at the door. A visitor? Now? Valerie turned her head towards the source of the noise, one she was certain was about to break through and into the cabin. The knocking was so violent the glass vials lining the walls and counters were shaking, clacking together as if in an earthquake.

She rarely received visitors in these woods-they were almost exclusively people who were lost, but a few had heard of her homemade remedies and came to peruse her wares. This one was by far the rudest, threatening to ruin countless hours of work by shattering all of her ingredients onto the floor.

“Hold yer horses, I’m comin, I’m comin!” Looking back at the unconscious girl she’d been tending to for a moment, she stood, brushed herself off, and went to the door.

Haughtily, Valerie opened it, standing her ground. She’d accept no foolishness when someone was in her care.

[silverknifeandwhiteroses]

Subaru growled under his breath, cursing his damned four-eyed older brother. If it weren't for Reiji, he wouldn't be out here lost in the woods, looking for stupid ingredients for some potion Reiji wanted to create. He'd done everything he could in an attempt to weasel out of it, but no dice. Shu wouldn't budge (not to mention Reiji would never have approached him about it), Kanato would have thrown a tantrum, Laito was the last person Reiji would want touching his ingredients, and Ayato managed to hide when he sensed Reiji was up to something. But for Subaru, who had been peacefully lying in his coffin, there was no escape. At least, not unless he wanted punishment of some sort.

He kicked a nearby branch and huffed. If he flew, it'd be no use. The canopy was too thick to see through. He could fly home, but Reiji would not accept empty-handedness. Whatever it was he was making had to be important, though it wasn't as if he would tell Subaru anything. He must have been close to a breakthrough if he was desperate enough to make his brother participate.

Eventually, wandering long enough with no success at finding a single ingredient, Subaru stopped, pacing back and forth, clenching his fists in frustration. But the anger only lasted for a moment; having wandered to a nearby log to sit down, a strong scent of fresh blood flooded into his nostrils and lit up his tastebuds. Almost instantly, his mouth became slick with saliva. He couldn't remember the last time he'd fed. Several days, he'd lost count. Whoever it was, they were about to become vampire food.

Following the scent for a little ways, he made his way out into a small clearing large enough to house a small white cabin. On the doorstep was a trail of blood that led across the grass and the dirt back from the woods, though a different direction from which he came. It pooled there bright as scarlet, sweet and saccharine. The fangs protruding from his gums felt particularly thick and pronounced in his ravenousness; giving them a quick lick, he marched to the door and let loose on it with a flurry of knocks not unlike the punches that so frequently destroyed his bedroom walls. He didn't care about who lived there or if someone was injured. He was a vampire. What did human life matter to him?

[silverknifeandwhiteroses]

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[musesgonnamuse]

how could anyone love someone as broken as myself? have you seen my tarnished soul?  my heart is ruined and a mess. it hasn’t been beating properly in quite some time. loving me is like LOVING a disaster. i’m d e s t r o y e d. 

[diaboliksinners]

Starter for silverknifeandwhiteroses

[silverknifeandwhiteroses]

diaboliksinners:

Angel gripped Subaru’s hand as they walked up the steps. Her flats weren’t suitable for these stairs. She felt as if she made one wrong move, she would trip and she and, possibly, Subaru, would topple back down where they came from. Angel didn’t want to think about it, and so she gripped his hand even tighter. It was already such a stressful night for Subaru and she really didn’t want to cause anymore stress than she probably already had. The stairs were really slippery…

“Subaru-kun, I was wondering,” she said to keep her mind off it. “Can vampires change humans into vampires?” By now they had, thankfully, made it to the top of the stairs. “I-Is that a thing that can happen?”

          { ☾ }   Subaru stopped walking at her words           midway through reaching for the door handle           and turned his head, his gaze flashing as he           looked at her. It was strange; it was almost as           if she’d read his thoughts. And yet, what did it           mean that she was asking him? Was she simply           worried? “Yes,” he said, returning his attention           to the door, which he pushed open and led her           through. “In fact, you’ll become like me,           eventually. To stay by my side, you’re giving           up everything--including your humanity.”

[silverknifeandwhiteroses]

theinnocentblood:

She gasped in surprise when her body was suddenly lifted as if it weight nothing. She was scared, she didn’t want to be touched, but she also knew she couldn’t make it back to her room on her own. She had a sense that was where he was taking her, and was glad he hadn’t decided to just leave her there. A part of her wanted to thank him, it was instinctual and she almost did it, but instead she kept silent and studied his expression. He could have killed her, but he didn’t seem like a monster. He looked…troubled, maybe regretful? But he’d said he could have squeezed harder…Drained from her loss of blood and the ordeal she had gone through, she passed out.

          { ☾ }   The night passed uneventfully. Subaru           watched Yui for a long while after he’d put her           to bed to make sure his brothers wouldn’t come           for her. When she woke up, he’d gone.

          A week later, Subaru found himself wandering           around outside, a low growl escaping under his           breath. Though not the night of a full moon, his           thirst had him on an edge. He was almost certain           that Yui had been avoiding him since he’d choked           her. They hadn’t spoken since then--not even in           the limo or those rare instances he saw her pass           through the first-year’s hall. He didn’t run into her           much in the mansion, but when he did, he’d only           fixed her with his crimson stare, curious as to           whether or not they’d have some sort of interaction.           He hadn’t planned on being the one to actively           seek her out. Except now, he had to. He hadn’t           fed once in all that time, and by the ache of his           veins and his throat raw like it’d been rubbed with           sandpaper, it wasn’t as if he had a choice.

          Glancing up, he’d come to the church. It wasn’t           the last place on his list of places to search for her,           but it made sense considering she wasn’t in the           mansion. Pressing his lips together in a hard line,           he shattered the doors with one well-placed kick.

[silverknifeandwhiteroses]

Subaru | Ceri

[silverknifeandwhiteroses]

ceri-ethereal:

“Hah. Certainly it can’t be as long as it has been for me. Last night was the first time…I’ve had anything like that.” Ceri readily finished her fruit, and was clearly the most blissful she’d been in a long time. It’d be cute if he learned how to do hair someday, the prospect of having it braided or styled by her mate seemed wonderful. It was too much work to do a lot with on her own, she was content with the twintails nestled with the rest of her tresses. What the girl really wanted was a huge bow for the back of her head, but once her hands would move out of sight, she was lost. “Where are we headed today, Subaru-sama? I’m excited to spend the night with you.”

          { ☾ }   Subaru clucked his tongue, finishing           up with the brushing when he felt satisfied           it looked nice enough. “You don’t need to           know that. But...” Should he tell her to bring           that? If he didn’t, he supposed they’d be in a           bad situation if something happened...or she           might be upset with him for not preparing her           for water. It wouldn’t hurt him either to bring           one. He sighed, hating that he had to relinquish           even one hint. He stood up. “Bring a swimsuit.”

          He returned in seconds, able to bypass the           hassle of having to actually walk to his bedroom.           He’d taken his necklace off in his bedroom and           put it in the drawer; there wasn’t any way he’d           risk losing it. As for his own swimsuit, he changed           into a black pair of swim trunks and dragged           his pants back over them.

[silverknifeandwhiteroses]

Here you are! They're a few months old but I look pretty unpresentable right now, so they shall have to suffice! c:

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STAY TUNED LOVELY ANON. I have to upload it in a new post because mobile internet is lame~

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Fun ways for characters to be wrong

-Being intentionally mislead

-Naively thinking something won’t be that bad

-Ignoring facts so they don’t have to change their opinions

-Assuming something will always be the same

-Putting too much trust in something or someone

-Assuming everybody else holds a certain belief

-Assuming everybody else acts a certain way

-Not knowing all the facts and extrapolating

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mun's info

name: haylee birthday: july 5 gender: female preferred pronouns: she/her sexual orientation: straight occupation: hostess, student hidden talent: art or (not so hidden) writing relationship status: single height: 5’5” scars: one across the joint of my finger from when i sliced it cutting glass in art, and one by my heel where i cut it with glass physical illnesses: none

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                                                tsundere-delinquent

            R18+ Independent Semi-selective Subaru Sakamaki roleplayer.

                                          OC and crossover friendly

                                   4+ years roleplaying, 1 on Tumblr

                          One-liners, multi para, novella, etc. welcome

              “Even with those cravings gone…I want you. Do you…want me?”