Jurnalul unui visător

(conține sentimentalisme, contradicții, sinceritate, senzualitate și nuditate)

[shes-mad-but-magic]

[silviewsworld]

Pain

A feeling that just tare you apart.

I'm not writing about the phisical pain,I'm talking about the one that makes your whole soul crumble underneath those corners of your heart that nobody knows nothing about them.

I'm writing about that pain.

The one that makes every breath that enters your lungs be so heavy like there's no mountain in the world aoit there heavier.Like every drop of every tear seems an ocean in a desert of ...nothing...of an emptiness so heavy and so terrifing.

I'm talking about the pain of heart.Like...there is no heart left anymore.Nothing! Just a gap of...everything.

That pain...that is the one that actually changes you forever.

After that...you die.The one you ised to be dies.It transforms you.It kills you,every inch of the body and every breath of the soul.

That...that just kills you inside out for an eternaty.

[memoryslandscape-deactivated202]

“If the final love of your life must come late, then let it be a great love at last to last the rest of your days.”

— Amy Sage Webb-Baza, from “Nombre De Amor,” MockingHeart Review (vol. 7, no. 1, 2022)

[heavyrain-dc]

“You are worth finding. Worth knowing. Worth loving. You and all your one million layers. Always hold that close.”

— Danielle Doby

[pinkbowjournal]

“And yet to wine, to opium even, I prefer the elixir of your lips on which love flaunts itself.”

— Charles Baudelaire, Les Fleurs du Mal (via polykowiak)

[silviewsworld]

Did anyone ever felt like nothing you do is worth the effort? Like anything you do,every day,trying to make everyone feel safe,feel loved,feel like you're there for them,trying to make everything right and make some changes so everything be good...is just pointless and doesn't 'cause any change to nothing and everything is still just the same? Like at the end,your effort becomes nothing...if you haven't put it at all and it will be the same thing over and over again?

I just...I'm sick of trying and trying and trying...Is all for nothing.

I'm sick of... everything!

[mostlyklgirlsmsia]

[crissmadsblog-deactivated202007]

Off cors

[kinkyloveroo-deactivated2022092]

Yes

[nicenips]

Ahhh, yes please

[silviewsworld]

I woke up today thinking of you.Not sadness,not blameness,no nothing.Just you in my mind and a nostalgic and a far far away feeling combined with some kind of peace in me.

Don't know what it means...but this morning I felt something strange...I felt good,I felt like we're too far away one another,like things got lost in my soul and you're no longer there even if you are yet...

It feels like time wants his rights over this.

And that,woman,is peaceful today.

[silviewsworld]

♥️

[silviewsworld]

Let the middle of the night touch our souls

And make passionate sensual perverted twisted and with no boundries love 🔥♥️

[silviewsworld]

A game for the ladies.

A gift for Christmas.

[silviewsworld]

De ceva timp am făcut cunoștință cu un sentiment aparte - neputința.

E ciudat...e dureros... și în clipa în care faci cunoștință te pune pe gânduri și te întrebi oare cu ce rost.

Ce rost...totul? Sau toate?

Care-i șpilul? Unde-i șmecheria?

Te simți mic.Mic de tot.Ca un ac,un bold pierdut în vestitul car cu fân.

Doar că de data asta tu ești boldul...carul lumea...iar fânul ceea ce te înconjoară...

Nu cred să existe un sentiment mai neplăcut... să privești și-atât... fără să poți face nimic.

Nu cred să existe tristețe și revoltă mai mare de-atât!

[silviewsworld]

I want me to be the one to feel everything about you...your skin,your scars,your erotism,your passion and your soul...

I want to be the one that feels you.In every way possibile.

I want to kiss you,love you,heal you,make love to you and taste every drop of you.

I want us to experiece everything,no boundries attached and no limits. ❤️

[silviewsworld]

Let me taste you like there's no other day for this.Like there's no tomorrow.

Let me sip every drop of you like there's no water in this world anymore.Like the desert came into the world and I have the only fountain remained.

Let me...have you.Entirely.

And love you! ❤️

[silviewsworld]

Be mine...

My dancing star amongst my darkest journey...

Be my poem born from our silent nights...

Be my all...my everything...and nothing at all...

Be my wish come true...and my fulfilled desire...

Be mine...in all the ways you can be...

And I'll be yours the same to you,my sweet baby...

[silviewsworld]

"Mi-a spus să iert.

Și am iertat.Și-am tot iertat de fiecare dată.Am ales de fiecare dată să iert pentru că iubesc așa cum numai în cărți poți citi.

Dar în final am înțeles că nu poți ierta ce a devenit obișnuință.

Așa că am închis ochii,am închis și sufletul... și inima...și am plecat fără să-mi mai pese de nimic.

In spate - doar un ocean de vini,de întrebări,de așteptări neîmplinite,de timp pierdut și o iubire care de-acum urma să fie lăsată-n trecut definitiv!

Pentru că iubirea mea nu i-a fost de-ajuns!

[corruptedcurrencies]

not to be soft but i would love to make you tea with honey and run you a bath with rose petals and just make you feel like the most special person in the world

[hell-is-a-teenage-girll]

🥺🥺