Doing something

Since I've been feeling pretty lost for some time now, I've decided to do something about that. This blog is a try to make something out of nothing, and hopefully will not turn into a blog full of reblogged things...

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Quote by C.S. Lewis / book quotes that you can share as images http://ebks.to/15fJk7b

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Never thought about it, but this actually might be a very good idea.

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Grab a tea infuser from this list at atmost20.com/TeaInfusers

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I love these

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I want all of them.

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i will start drinking tea if someone gets me one of these tbh

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MANATEA INFUSER OMG

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I WANT ALL OF THEM

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These are so cool! I want them!

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Whenever your faith in people is lost, remember these pictures.

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This needs more notes. 37k is not enough

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this is a post that deserves to be broken. One day I would like nothing more than too see this has too many notes.

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People are still good. For some reason the negativity is all we pay attention to, but there are still good things happening in the world. We just need to be reminded of that once in a while.

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I love reading about people doing good deeds and seeing the world isn't just a hopelessly cruel place we usually see on the news.

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So, haven't been on here for some time now. Nothing much hasn't changed or something. Just had some other things to do. 

I've been quite happy this month, which is unusual for me. Decisive in trying to see the bright side and just trying to be happy with what I have and trying to stay positive and constructive. That was the only thing that was different and the whole month became different. 

Today I woke up, my AF was due yesterday, but the basal temp is still up. So I decided to just give a go to the pregnancy test, and there was a faint positive line... Trying not to be overly into it until at least one more test, but still... the first positive in over a year... Difficult not to be excited :D Fingers crossed! 

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I'm a bit annoyed because I can't just go to a bookstore and buy whatever the newest book is in the world because I live in a God forsaken country, and also, I just can get the books easily on the Internet because the postage costs more than the actual book, and at this point I can't afford a Kindle plus I really prefer the actual book in my hands.

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Elie Saab Couture Fall 2013

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soooo beautiful

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Yesterday's Yoga Class

I though I will write my depressed stories again, but I will NOT!

Yesterday I decided to go to yoga anyway, even though I was kind of sad and miserable. But the weather was not super hot, and I had already missed a class this week so, I decided to go. We started normally with the relaxing exercises in savasana and a short exercises to wake up the hips. Then the dear instructor lady decided to put a through an interesting class with doing sun salutations for the whole 60 minutes. Most of the group was for it (I was not one of them, just because there was no air in the room and I thought I might get dizzy as few times before, but I really was interested in seeing whether I can do it or not - especially because I have no upper body strength!)

Anyway, she decided to proceed (even with not 100% support). Before we started there was a short discussion about what might happen during the hour and how we will all start at the same pace but then we are free to do it in our own pace. Of course, that didn't happen, we were all constantly doing the same pace (with the exception of me, one other lady and a guy - because we had to mop the enormous amount of sweat of our brow :D) I managed to do the first few cycles pretty close to how it's supposed to look, my arms had the strength, but then the weakness kicked in. At the half mark I was already dying. My arms were shaking and I just had absolutely no strength at all. I was dripping with sweat and hoping that she miscalculated and that there's less to do than half hour. 

The second half was a constant battle with myself not to stop and just keep going no matter what. And suddenly, there was just 6 minutes left! I couldn't believe it! Also, from out of nowhere this additional drive and strength showed up, and my last two cycles were close to the first ones. And then - it was DONE! I thought I might throw up after setting down in savasana again, but instead, I felt so awesome and relaxed (even though today I can barely move my arms :)) 

I DID IT! So here's to a positive post for once! Hear, hear!!

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Same Troubles All Over Again

I was absolutely sure that I have made my peace with not being able to conceive. I was relaxed and sort of happy this month. The year has passed and it felt obvious that we are not going to get the happy experience of being parents. During most of this month I was able to put any thoughts about the possible pregnancy behind me, and then the last few days came. I'm on my 11 DPO and I am feeling vulnerable and depressed. All the signs point to nothing again, and I just have to vent those feelings somewhere. They are the same old feelings I got every month for the past year, but I simply don't have anything else to say, and I don't have anyone to tell this too. This is just so excruciatingly painful and sad.

How do I get over this?

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Wow! This is beautiful.

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Miniature fairy homes by C. Rohal on Etsy

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So cute

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Question for mommies and mommies to be

I know there aren't many people who actually answer questions on here, especially when there are no followers :) but I'm going to ask it anyway. 

I've been trying to find a reasonable answer, but it's difficult and I have no idea still. 

Mommies and mommies to be, did you work out during your two week wait?

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These are the first of our strawberries! They were delicious! The garden is starting to flourish. Sadly, lack of experience and knowledge caused some of the vegetables not to sprout, but most of it did. These were the first results, hope there will be more - tomatoes, zuchinnis, pumpkins, beans, onions, carrots, parsley, and so on :) Growing things and having a garden was the best choice we've made!

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Icon Dress

by Kari-Helene Rane

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Love this dress, and I would really like to have one.

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This one is a little different in that the amber is on the bottom instead of on the top of the blue glaze.

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Want this!!!!

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These babies made workout sooo much easier and therefore more fun! I love them!

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Mmm... BBQ with the family in about hour and a half! Can't wait!

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OCH-art - author’s jewelry

Website of OCH-art - http://och-art.com Facebook page of OCH-art - https://www.facebook.com/pages/OCH-art/1420116654910599

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I love these!