[thegoodvybe]

[quotes]

Make peace with your broken pieces

[thegoodvybe]

[vocab-studyblr]

“The only person you are destined to become is the person you decide to be.”

Ralph Waldo Emerson

[aligetscreative]

f scott fitzgerald in my art journal

[shred-my-anxiety]

When a 10 minute nap turns into 3 hours:

Oops.

[lilacv0dka]

How funny is that Humanity now is called Charity?

[peytonfulford]

[sincerelysadana]

Someone for me

I feel like my teenage years are flying away and I didn’t have my cute young relationship yet.. I mean, how hard can it be to fall in love with me? I know I’m a heartless, bitter, sarcastic, a bit depressive, introvert with a very low self esteem, bitch but c’mon someone out there has to be for me

[sincerelysadana]

Update: I saw this on instagram and I just feel that it would fit perfectly. https://www.instagram.com/p/BC15SU3mmJq/

[sincerelysadana]

Someone for me

I feel like my teenage years are flying away and I didn’t have my cute young relationship yet.. I mean, how hard can it be to fall in love with me? I know I’m a heartless, bitter, sarcastic, a bit depressive, introvert with a very low self esteem, bitch but c’mon someone out there has to be for me

[sincerelysadana]

I understand that recovery is a choice. Your post was just worded in a way that it can be interpreted to seem like developing an eating disorder is a choice. I appreciated you responding and clearing that up. Thank you.

It's ok I was actually trying to motivate those girls out there who don't have an ed but fill their heads with pro eating disorders blogs.. And they have a choice like an ed doesn't happend one day to another it's a process where you are the one to take the 1st step

[sincerelysadana]

"Work Out (sexy) vs. Don’t eat (pity)I’ve -decided- what body I want What about you?" The thing is that eating disorders aren't a choice. People don't decide to have a mental health disorder or not.

Well I actually went through that and with help you can "fix" your mental health but the last word and the last choice it's up to you.. You need to want to get better, you need to change your point of view, you need to want to eat and you have the choice of live or let yourself die. It's your final call your decision YOUR LIFE and it's completely up to you make it worth it

[sincerelysadana]

Hey look. So It seems that your dealing with a lot right now. I'm really hoping that you're getting the support that you need, especially when dealing with mental health. I'll keep you in my thoughts, and really wish you the best in your recovery.

Thanks very much I’m really dealing with a lot but I’m better now than a year before so I’m very proud of myself

[sincerelysadana]

I'M SORRY I’m so sorry, I’m sorry for make publish my own eating disorders, I’m sorry for posting all days pictures of skinny girls, I’m sorry for giving you advices of how not to eat when you are hungry, I’m sorry for posting pictures of skin and bones so often, and finally I’m so sorry for not thinking about the impact on all my followers about the content of my blog. I’m now realising how bad and how toxic this blog was for me, now I have the support and love of my closest and I’m living my life at 18 years old how I and everyone at my age it’s suposed to live it so please forgive me if I ever make you feel bad or unconfortable with your own body, you don’r deserve that so keep going, find some help, talk with somebody OUTSIDE THE PROANA/MIA’s blogs, try to recover the good relationships you lost and find again the reasons to live. You can now follow my others blogs  http://lilacv0dka.tumblr.com/ http://findart.tumblr.com/ With all my regret and love

SincerelySadAna

[n-ico-tin-e-blog]

Hey guys. I’m no longer going to post on this blog. Im basically abandoning it, because it’s toxic for me. I’m on my road to recovery now. I have started eating much more and working out only four times a week instead of everyday. This is not healthy. I don’t know how else to put it. I was so obsessed with losing weight that is go days without food. THIS IS NOT HEALTHY. I wasn’t getting enough calories for my body to function properly. I was malnourished and everything hurt. When I stood up t felt like I was going to faint or throw up. I was and still am losing hair from this awful disorder. Please believe me when I say that this will kill you. I was in and out of the hospital because I was not eating or if I did, I threw it up. I thought I was strong. I wasn’t. I was slowly making myself weaker and weaker. I was always exhausted and I had no motivation. My depression and anxiety was at an all time high. I was always worrying about how I’d hide this from the people around me. YOU NEED TO EAT. This is not a healthy way to lose weight. You’re destroying yourself. Fuel your body, stay hydrated, and exercise every other day and you’ll lose weight and see results. You’ll be fit and healthy. Seeing every single bone in your body is not healthy. You’ll die. There’s no nice way to say that by starving and depriving yourself, you will die. I believe in all of you, I love all of you, but please seek help. The road to recovery is a long and hard one. I’ll probably fall back into my old ways more than I’d like, but I’m trying to get better. Please do the same. Stay strong, all of you. Stay safe.

[sincerelysadana]

I’m actually really proud of people like this one. Keep healthy I been months without posting anything on my blog bc I found that It’s more toxic to me than to the rest of the world.. All day going across pictures of super skinny girls it’s not good for anyone. I hope all the girls and boys dealing with eating disorders find the support and help that we found.

[sincerelysadana]

You are not blind, life just made me good hiding

SadAna

[sincerelysadana]

Update

hello beautiful people I was missing and even though I know nobody notice it od nobody miss me I wanna explain you why I wasn't updating lately.. I'm proud to say that I lose weight, not too much but enough for now, I worked out in my social relationship and hang out only with ppl who wants to see me good so I'm happy to say that I'm mentally stable right now which means that Ana is not annoying me at the moment.