L

dont report just block

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hiii my name is L!!

not my full name obviously lol

this is nottt a pro ana account i just need some place to vent

pls try to get help if u think ur developing an ed!!

i’ve had a binge ed for so long (since like elementary school)

fav anime: death note, assassination classroom and aot!

fav song: Lovers Rock by Tv Girl, Pink in The Night by Mitski, anddd This body means nothing to me by Shrimp

i have a bunch more but i don’t want this to get too messy haha

i’ve had tumble forever but i have no friends on this blog so feel free to text me to be friends:)

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my eating disorder goes so much deeper than hating how i look. food has always been a problem in my life. when my mom and dad neglected me, the chips in the drawer were there for me. i’ve always felt so alone, no one has ever watched over me and cared for me. so i turned to the brownies and the chips and the carbs. so much fucking carbs. i ate and ate and ate and ate until i threw up. i wish my eating disorder is just “i hate looking at my body” but it’s not. i’m disgusted at how i eat. i’m disgusted at how i feel. i’m disgusted at myself.

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ihavetobeskinny

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Assuming I’m good at math

If you take in less than 2600 calories each week (aka 300 calories 3 days of the week 500 2 days of the week 700 one day a week and fast the last day of the week) you will lose on average 5.2 lbs each week. It should take about 16 weeks to lose 83.2 pounds. Are you really going to binge knowing that?

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does anyone know have tips on how to suppress hunger??