A Taste of Honey Directed by Tony Richardson British New Wave 1961
I dreamt about you last night And I fell out of bed twice You can pin and mount me Like a butterfly
                                            Morrissey/Marr
Queerness as one understands it is a constantly shifting landscape.  It is always a rather out of body experience; we live our everyday lives, in our assigned roles, and then a movie, or a book, or a work of art, can pierce this thin membrane of regular life and remind you of who you are, or who you might be one day.  Letâs call it a feeling of doubleness.  A long time ago in high school in 1983 this happened to me while reading an assigned novel, Joseph Conradâs 19th century Heart of Darkness, while absentmindedly watching a small television at the same time (typical for any teen) when suddenly the images on the screen began to mirror the novel.  I could suddenly swear they were related, but how could they be?  Coppolaâs Vietnam war epic Apocalypse Now was on.  It was one of those moments when my consciousness was pierced, and I raised my head up to look more closely at the television, for sure enough I was discovering (how, without the internet, I cannot recall) that they were from the same source, and that Brando was playing an updated version of the lost and unhinged character of Kurtz from the novel, slowly going mad in the Amazon jungle.
Jump to 1987, older but no wiser, and I am lying on a bed, listening to the first track on the first album by the British alt rock band The Smiths (entitled The Smiths), âReel Around the Fountainâ, lazily pouring over the LP liner notes.  âI dreamt about you last night, and I fell out of bed twice,â one lyric read.  Such an evocative line.  In fact, the whole album was this way: âpunctured bicycle, on a hillside desolateâ.  What did it all mean?
Jump again with me into 2020.  During the Covid lockdown I found myself interested in the âkitchen sinkâ dramas from the British New Wave from the late 1950s and early 60s.  These were films focused on the lower classes in England with gritty, emotional scenes, usually with sharp black and white cinematography and urban cityscapes.  A Taste of Honey caught my eye because it featured a young woman rather than a man (kitchen sink dramas dealing almost exclusively in impotent male rage); what unspooled that night was a more whimsical picture, similar in its brutal honesty, but offset by our main characterâs struggle with conformity.  Her mother is a tramp, her first boyfriend is black, and she suffers terribly from a lack of identity.  She lands her first job, her first flat, and then finds a surprising roommate, a needy and charmless gay man depicted with tenderness.  Her attitude toward him is by turns hostile and refreshing, accepting and caustic; by contrast he has no real defense against anyone, having never had the upper hand even once in life.  What develops is a remarkably tender and honest friendship, neither false nor true, but jumbled up and contradictory, rather like people are.  I was so happy to see a realistic gay character in a film from this period that I was in a dreamy, disbelieving state; as the film progressed, I once again had that odd feeling of double consciousness.  I could swear I was hearing Smiths lyrics in the dialogue!  Wait waitâI was hearing Smiths lyrics!  The circularity of this sensation had me pause the film and look it up, and sure enough, Shelagh Delaney, the precocious 18-year-old playwright responsible for the screenplay, was a prime inspiration for the lead singer and lyricist of the Smiths, Stephen Morrissey.Â
The film is set in Manchester (specifically Salford) which instantly invokes the dreary urban decay telegraphed in so many of the Smithsâ songs, in particular a Smiths track directly inspired by the film, This Night Has Opened My Eyes, which quotes the gay male character Geoffrey, consoling Josephine (who is pregnant) with âthe dream is over, but the baby is realâ.  In fact, the song is an homage to the filmâs depiction of an unwed, confused mother-to-be (if a much darker one, suggesting she drowns her child).  Morrissey was from the very same Manchester depicted in the film; one can only imagine how much its realism and honesty both reflected and inspired him; in fact, the whole of the movie feels like a Morrissey song come to life.  Watching it gave me an immense stereo pleasure, pulling filaments away from the movie and back into a Smithâs song, and along with these reverberations, a ghostly sensation of past lives being relived, a la dĂ©jĂ vu. Â
The Smiths. Photo Credit: Stephen Wright
This has inspired me to reconsider all forms of plagiarism (or borrowing) as fertile.  Neither the film nor the songs have been diminished by this association; rather, both seem to emerge in sharper outline.  How could I have missed the film for so long, I wondered?  Yet I also felt immense pleasure at the new life the film gave to the beautiful Morrissey/Marr tracks, my new understanding of the world Morrissey was writing from, and of the movieâs most tender depiction of a young gay life where no life was on record before.  Again, I am reminded of the lyrics in many Smiths songs, lyrics being neither sharp nor dull, but specific, standing alone as they do in the truth of their time.
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The actor playing the gay roommate Geoffrey, Murray Melvin, awarded the best actor award at Cannes in 1962, had a long career on stage and in film but seems largely forgotten today.  He lived to age 90, passing away in 2023 with no next of kin.
Paul Danquah, the black actor portraying young Josephineâs love interest Jimmy, had a short career in entertainment before studying law and working for most of the 1960s in Washington, DC.  While there he befriended many of the leading lights from the civil rights movement, including James Baldwin and Nina Simone.
However, before this, the painter Francis Bacon lived with Danquah and his lover Peter Pollock in their Battersea flat from 1956-1961.  Both Danquah and Pollock moved to Tangier in the 1970s, with Danquah passing away there in 2015 at, yes, 90.  At some point in the 1990s a suitcase was discovered in their home full of drawings by Bacon; they were acquired by the Tate in 1996 and exhibited in 1999.Â
Louder Than Bombs, a 1987 Compilation album by The Smiths featuring playwright Shelagh Delaney
Lines of dialogue from A Taste of Honey that have appeared in Smiths songs include:
"I dreamt about you last night, and I fell out of bed twice" "You told me not to trust men calling themselves Smith." "That river, it's the colour of lead." "I'm not sorry and I'm not glad" "Oh well, the dream's gone, but the baby's real enough" "It's a long time, six months" "You can't just wrap it up in a bundle of newspaper. And dump it on a doorstep." "I'll probably never see you again" "I don't owe you a thing" "As merry as the day is long" "Sing me to sleep" "You want taking in hand" "It's your life, ruin it your own way."
âŠbut I am sure there are more.













