˚ ♡。 jinx 。♡ ˚

some sort of believer, some kind of witch shifter & manifestor loass!!!!

[sinisterjinx]

jinx's intro ˗ˏˋ ★ ˎˊ˗

hiii since i've been recently writing a LOT of drafts but never posting them, i figured i'd make an introduction so i could!

⋆｡°✩ about me ★━━

i am eighteen years old , use any pronouns but usually am referred to as she/her </3 . i'm a girl (duh) and you can call me jinx! ✧ i'm a shifter & manifestor, but it's not all i post about, i make tv shows i'm obsessed with my whole personality.

┊ ✧ bit of a witch, i read tarot & oracle (plus runes) n have 12 decks as of now ! #collector i write poetry which i might post about.

tags i might use!!!

#jinxfandoms ⑊ for when i talk about tv shows ♡ #sinisterfriends ⑊ for when i reblog my friend's posts ♡ #jinxing ⑊ for when i just yap ✧ #jinxedreblog ⑊ for when i reblog things! ♡ #jinxsspirit ⑊ when i post about my shifting/manifestation journey! ✧ #jinxedpoems ⑊ for when i feel like posting a poem (these can get dark!)

[sinisterjinx]

⭒ shifting diary entry ⭒

i felt myself in a place that was not my brain. it feels like your inner voice or mental dialogue, sinks into your core. it's different than falling asleep, which feels almost like losing control. the train of thought blurs into invisibility, whereas this time i was observing, flowing until some loud thought of mine -- not the realization that i was doing this -- swung my awareness back into place. and all i've been doing is… nothing. i'm being the most lazy manifestor/shifter ever! and it's working! i tell myself if i want it i already have it, that the thought of wanting something is enough for it to manifest into my life. let desires pass by, knowing you'll have them

[daily-spooky]

[sinisterjinx]

i wish there was something like tumblr to script on 💔💔

[sinisterjinx]

guys why is it so painful to want to shift but have NOWHERE TO GO??? i'm genuinely tweaking there's no place i wanna be but I don't want to stay here either... RELEASE ME!!!!

[sinisterjinx]

SHUT UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!! can we talk without talking about our bodies for eachother??? i see your soul. I SEE YOUR SOUL AND THATS ALL WE NEED stop talking to me about how you wish you were skinnier how you wish you were curvier how you wish this and that. I SEE YOU I KNOW YOU I LOVE YOU AND YOU'RE PERFECT

[sinisterjinx]

⭒ shifting diary entry ⭒

━━━✧ somewhere betwixt slumber and the waking world

warmth encompasses me. flashes of blue and green imagery linger behind my eyes. i awake to the ending of a song that feels like i'm being sung to sleep while stars hang above me. it feels purposeful, chosen for me. a channeled song from my s/o.

i have more of an understanding of the life i live there now! it's actually a really peaceful place, which kinda surprised me.

[sinisterjinx]

as soon as i heard the song for the ending of hannibal i was absolutely in awe because it's not exactly an action filled song, the instruments don't crash or bang, it's calm. it isn't victorious. it's an almost peaceful acceptance, as if they both knew it was going to end this way from the very beginning. it's the exact moment Will finally lets Hannibal in fully.

[sinisterjinx]

me when i have a therapist who has confessed to the disposing of a body remarkably calmly, controls all the other doctors and psychologists i see, convinces me into not telling my boss about the hallucinations and disassociation i'm experiencing and to not tell my boss about the body:

"no nothing could be wrong here"

[sinisterjinx]

now HOW in the world does hannibal have time to kill that many people AND contort their bodies artistically whilst also hosting dinner parties, helping the fbi, and being a therapist!?!?!? does he not sleep????

[sinisterjinx]

if anyone sane was in hannibal:

hmm well atleast 3 people have suspected this guy now so why dont we just arrest him for a little bit, investigate his house, and see if the chesapeake ripper kills again?

[sinisterjinx]

god forbid will graham has a normal case.... he pulls up to the crime scene & theres nothing weird. they were just.. shot or something. stabbed normally... nothing too freaky

[sinisterjinx]

what are you gonna do? are you gonna improve, or are you gonna keep begging for a change to suddenly appear?

[shaysplanet]

fuck this whole “trump’s saving tiktok” bullshit. if trump saves tiktok or it goes meta I might just remain off the app out of spite!!!

[sinisterjinx]

just because it's not realistic in this reality doesn't mean you can't do it... i catch myself going "oh that sounds fake" when scripting but it makes perfect sense in the context of my dr??? life CAN feel like a movie!!! shifting is limitless!!

[sinisterjinx]

just saw someone say they used chatgpt to write a spell for their witchcraft.............. guys where did the imagination go.... ? stop using ai for literally everything!! you have a brain!! that's what makes artforms awesome . theyre unique because YOU thought of it. NOT some stupid robot who lies half the time

[spookierz]

WOOOO just looked at the calendar & i've been cancer free for exactly 7 years to the day!!! huzzah!!