[sinnew]

Parts

Lev | he/him

always angry

fronts often

Leviathan | it/him

i don't want to talk about him. or he doesn't let me talk about him

Lev and Leviathan fused. Not sure how to format this:

Dakota

I’m just really hateful ig lol!

Everyone else is fucking annoying I guess

Sable kind of fronts more since we’re medicated I guess

Nobody else is mean at all lol.

Cove

i don't know if they're human

a comforter

always good to Tremmy

That | she/her

young

Leviathan despises her; That almost never fronts

Sable | he/him

co-host (wrote most of this post)

docile, reasonable

"normal"

a leader sometimes

Tremmy | he/him

lives in a constant state of anxiety

i don't know if he's human

Other

I don't care about discourse

any age can interact just don’t be weird

Traumagenic Median system

[sinnew]

hell is other people.

[xochihuacoyotl]

so. not to doxx myself (i've talked about this here before though) but i live in Kansas. and my license was just revoked very suddenly and immediately because i'm trans and had changed my gender marker.

so now i cannot legally drive or vote until/unless i let them force me to carry around a card that misgenders me and outs me as trans, because i certainly don't look female anymore.

[xochihuacoyotl]

so hey if you have the means and want to help with any of this, please consider donating to the ACLU of Kansas because they are at least going to try to do something to push back against this, and i'm such a panicky wreck that the only thing i can do to get through my immediate gut reaction to having my license revoked tonight (i cannot stress enough that i received the letter today saying that my license is no longer valid tomorrow) is focus on the fact that there's at least one entity trying to protect me and my fellow trans kansans.

Support the ACLU of Kansas Foundation

[faggotfungus]

More info on what's been happening in Kansas:

Kansas Sends Letters To Trans People Demanding The Immediate Surrender Of Drivers Licenses

"The legislature did not include a grace period."

[xochihuacoyotl]

Transgender Kansans Challenge State Law Invalidating Their Driver’s Licenses and Allowing Them to Be Sued for Using Public Restrooms | Ameri

Topeka, KS – Two transgender residents of Kansas have filed a lawsuit in state court challenging a new state law that immediately invalidate

[xochihuacoyotl]

please please please reblog a version with this most recent ACLU press release linked in it, i want people to know what is being done to try and protect us while the state violently detransitions us.

[sinnew]

a new alter called Good Boy

[neo-pilled]

Common things in DID that no one likes to talk about

- switches that feel like you’re turning into someone else rather than them taking control (non-possessive switching)

- being unable to recognize amnesia until something requires you to remember something you forgot

- staying in the front for weeks at a time

- being unable to communicate with alters internally (this is so common why does everyone act like this is weird?)

- feeling like you don’t have any problems because you feel disconnected from them

- constant denial

- rapid identity, label, and appearance changes

- comorbidities, particularly personality disorders, anxiety disorders, and the schizophrenia spectrum

- autism (there is science pointing towards autistic people being more susceptible to trauma)

- disliking your system

- wanting final fusion

[plastiboo]

[balaclava-trismegistus]

I constantly manipulate everyone around me by calculating what would be the nicest thing to do in any given situation, making a point of doing it when it matters the most. This is supported by subtly, casually tailoring what I talk about to the person I'm speaking to, and saying what I think they may find funny or interesting. the really sick thing is I look just like a normal person and there's no way you can tell me apart from anyone. If I weren't such a monster I would be afraid knowing people like this are out there, but I know I'm on top and have nothing to fear.

[toiich]

Klaus Kinski

[toiich]

Distorted Nudes by David Lynch

[screenshotsofdespair]

[sinnew]

Cove here for once.

[sinnew]

everyone is so fucking annoying i swear to god

[freakinggeekazoid]

[femkel]

who else up getting worse

[sinnew]

ppl piss me off so fucking bad i want to rip heads off

[sinnew]

[sinnew]

fyi not just people with schizophrenia can hear voices