siren

let me figure out how I’m gonna do this

[lone-nyctophile]

[sirenisscreaming]

I really cant trust people who talk mad shit about the people they spend time with. I find myself in this weird place so many times where people will have their group of friends they hang out with but then hang out with me one on one just to talk about how much they hate or the issues they have with those other people. Then I see them hanging out with them like the next week? Like no offense but where does that leave me when these are the people u spend the most time with. It’s upsetting.

[sirenisscreaming]

How does it feel to be touched in a way that shows you want me to feel good? I can’t stop imagining it. Does my lust need a target to be considered a sin or does the longing burn me just the same?

[sirenisscreaming]

I deserve all of it.

[sirenisscreaming]

[sirenisscreaming]

Waking my girlfriend up at 4am to tell her I’m eating the last of the crab rangoon

[sirenisscreaming]

He’s in love with her

She can’t be bothered

[sirenisscreaming]

I can’t handle it. I miss them so much It was my fault this time I never messaged them back I could’ve I left them alone I was selfish and afraid I thought what I was doing was for the best but it overtakes me completely. I remember their eyes their face their wrists their hair their voice.

God why can’t you see it was always you. It was only ever you.