SissyGrrl2, a submissive cuckold & amateur "grrl"

SissyGrrl2 - Submissive Cuckold & amateur CD "grrl" in Kissimmee, Florida I'm a curvy but amateur CD "grrl" and I'm also really submissive. I simply LOVE to serve. I'm bi, white, 5'10", 180lbs, a thick "grrl" but h/w proportionate (not round! *lol*), shaved absolutely smooth everywhere with a cute butt and great legs. I'm also SAFE, clean, d/d free and a non-smoker. While I LOVE dressing like a "BAD girl" a lot, I also enjoy just spending time in "grrl-mode" doing nothing in particular, too. So, YES! (obviously yes), I like the sexual thrill of my feminine side, but for me it goes beyond that. I'd be lying to you if I said I don't adore sexy fun with someone nice when I'm in "grrl-mode" - BUT you wouldn't get the WHOLE picture of me if you thought it was just all about sex or whatever. Oh yeah, and I was also a cuckold. Actually, I think that's WHY I'm a CD. The feminine side of me has always been there, but I didn't really deal with it until that happened. I'm not a wimp, but ever since my (now EX-)wife made me a cuckold, I feel really submissive. The emasculation and the humiliation of her taking a lover and then KEEPING HIM, even after I found out, had a huge effect on me. Really brought out my "grrl" side and made me see my natural submissiveness. Now, I actually LIKE this! and WANT it more in my life! So far... SO GOOD! *giggle* I'm an AMATEUR and not passable as a real girl YET, despite being curvy and cute. But I AM super enthusiastic, good looking and not obese or ancient or ugly or anything awful! I simply gotta learn makeup so I can maybe pass!

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Makeup for Beginners

aka “I’m a 22 year old newb and needed to find some resources”. Here’s what I’ve found so far that has really helped me! Lots of these are youtube tutorials; I find it more helpful to see someone doing it rather than just reading about it.

General:

Makeup Starter Kit Guide

How to Apply Makeup for Beginners

18 Makeup Tips for Beginners

Easy Beginners Makeup - Drugstore

Simple Everyday Makeup Tutorial

Makeup for Beginners 101: Intro and Essential Items

Beginners Makeup Bag (with TONS are helpful links in video)

Makeup Mistakes We All Make

10 Beauty Mistakes I Used to Make

Makeup Mistakes Black Women Commonly Make

13 Beauty Hacks

Makeup Trends We’re Ditching in 2015 (hilarious)

Specific:

Eyes:

9 Different Eyeliner Looks

How to Make Your Eyes Look Bigger

Beginner Eye Makeup Tips and Tricks

Easy Ways to Use Liquid Eyeliner

Eye Shape x, x, x

Face:

How to Cover Acne & Scars

How to Apply Foundation

Best Foundations for Women of Color

How to Find Your Undertones

Blush for Face Shapes

Make Your Nose Look Smaller with Contouring

Lips:

How to Wear a Dark Lip/Finding Your Tone

Matte Lip Routine

Brows:

Eyebrow Tutorial

Perfect Eyebrow Tutorial

Tools:

Breakdown of Brushes

Youtube Channels:

TheMakeupChair

Chanel Boateng

Makeup Game On Point

Michelle Phan

Blogs:

Makeuploversunite

makeuptips-blog

makeupartistsofcolour (half makeup, half informational)

Cruelty Free Brands:

Hard Candy

N.Y.C.

e.l.f.

Lush

Wet n Wild

bh cosmetics

Obsessive Compulsive Cosmetics

Impulse Cosmetics

Urban Decay

illamasqua

Melt Cosmetics

Sugarpill

Colourpop

Kat Von D

Anastasia

NARS

Smashbox

*Important Note: Some of these brands may or may not be sold in other countries that require animal testing by law in order for the products to be sold, but I don’t have the time to research animal testing laws outside the US as well as what brands sell in those countries. So I’m leaving this one up to you. 

Okay, this has been in my drafts for at least 3 months now. Time to roll it out! Keep in mind, these are videos/bloggers that helped me specifically and there may be some videos/links that aren’t as useful to you. That’s okay! I recommend you get lost in the beauty blogger side of youtube at some point, it’s a lot of fun and you never know what you’ll find!

And on a last note of disclaimer: I don’t follow the personal lives/twitter feed/rumors about anyone in these videos. I don’t know if someone is problematic or not, I am simply recommending the video.

[thehomoschedule-deactivated2019]

wonderful resource for nonbinary/trans people who have a desire to wear makeup, but were never taught because of gross gender roles 

[queerpolyjournal]

I’m posting this to read later. My makeup game is pretty much just lipstick, and I want to try more, but I really have to make an effort, find the time and make it happen. This weekend, expect pictures and wish me luck.

[jaynelovesdick]

choose to be happy

learn to love makeup

learn to be the best makeup artist in the world

[bigdaddyblog]

With these resources, there is no excuse to not look the best you can for your Daddy, Sissy.

[sissygrrl2]

This is AWESOME  :)

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I’ve compiled this list of resources to help trans* people like myself. Even if you’re not trans* and/or can’t use any of this, please reblog for the sake of others. Thanks! Passing The Tumblr Transgender Clothes Exchange How to Take Measurements Reflectore Voice Pitch Tracker Masculinizing The FTM’s Complete Illustrated Guide to Looking Like a Hot Dude The Male Fashion Fit Guide AK’s Guide to Suits (this is a drawing guide, but contains useful info) Throat Exercise to Deepen Voice Big Brother Binder Repository & Re-Disbursement Program In a Bind Binder Donations Underworks Pullover Binders Les Love Boat Binders, Packers, Underwear, Shoe Lifts, Etc. Cheap Clasp Binder Discreet STP Device Feminizing Women’s Clothing Terminology Tucking How-to Guide Realistic Breast Form Tutorial The Breast Form Store Mastectomy Bras with Built In Flap for Breast Forms How to Contour and Highlight Using Makeup How to Apply Eyeliner with a Spoon How to Apply Foundation How to Apply Blush How to Apply Eyeshadow Emergency National Suicide Prevention Lifeline IMAlive Online Crisis Network Transgender Housing Network Legal National Center for Transgender Equality Transgender Law Center Change your Name for Free - Civil Indigent Status (Tumblr post) Copwatch Infographic Guide Medical Transgender Surgeons in the U.S. Center of Excellence for Transgender Health FTM Hormone Guide FTM Surgery Guide MTF Hormone Guide MTF Surgery Guide Mcalc Gender Neutral Menstruation Calculator Mental + Support Online Gender Therapy (can also issue letters of recommendation) Emotional Baggage Check TransSpace Reddit School + Education Trans Student Equality Resources Study Abroad for GLBT Students Applying to College as a Non-Binary Trans* Person Additional Resources Susan’s Place Transgender Resources and Forums Laura’s Playground Transgender Resources

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[sissygrrl2]

Yup!

[sissygrrl2]

Hi sweety!!!! Do you remember me? Sissychelsea???

OHMYGOSH!  Yes, Sweety :)  I do remember you.  It was a long climb up the back stairs in Easton if I remember correctly, right?

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[sissygrrl2]

Oh yes!  *blush*

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[sissygrrl2]

This is what I'm working on learning and perfecting now *giggle*

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[sissygrrl2]

The majority of the time, I really do!

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[sissygrrl2]

That's me *giggle*

[rosescuck]

[sissygrrl2]

My wife used to say all the time, "I'm just not a verbal person" and she hardly ever spoke when we were making love.  But weirdly, when she started cheating on me and then openly cuckolding me, she absolutely LOVED to talk about her lover and even told me about their trysts or about his amazing performances when we were outside of the bedroom.  It was at once completely humiliating and emasculating to me, but also an uncontrollable turn-on to me (and to her, I guess)! True story.

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[sissygrrl2]

My life's story.

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[sissygrrl2]

It's my dirty little secret *huge blush*

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[sissygrrl2]

EXACTLY!  *giggle*

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[sissygrrl2]

Yeah. As a guy I definitely fell inadequate. *blush*

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[sissygrrl2]

Pretty much.  Yup :)

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[sissygrrl2]

I'm down with that!

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[sissygrrl2]

of course *lol*

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[sissygrrl2]

I do.  I'm finally in a situation in my life where I can take my whole "grrl-mode" side to the next level, and I want that!  Wanna be the one?