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1942 Tequila that's all i need right now ---------------------- 서재미| Jaemi 0 1 2 1 1 9 9 5

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Hey! I haven’t been on in a while, huh? Actually, I have been-- a few weeks ago, waiting on replies because I wasn’t going to reblog something for the sake of reblogging. Also I’ve been on AIM for a bit, but in the more recent weeks, I’ve been on hiatus. Mostly because of school. I’m SO close to graduating and once I do, I’m on the first plane to South Korea. I hope you all understand. This is one character I’m NOT abandoning. I’ve had this muse for 3 years and not leaving her any time yet because I want to FINISH what I had for her.

Anyways, I don’t know how to finish this.      

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Goodbye and so long!

[athenalean]

soigneism:

( * @soigneism & @athenalean ) – With real life finally coming along for me, I made a decision to quit krp for good. I just wanted to give a big thanks to these selected few that made my experience here worth the while! I will never forget all the moments we’ve had together with the muses that I have made; these muses include: Oh Daeun (Drifter/Model – ohskvy, evthrvl, elysvn), Sora Kazama (OC!IDOL – sorasimply), Arilynn Claire Kingston/ Dr. Chae (Trauma Surgeon – kalonism), Park Jinhui (Drifter/Mechanic – athenalean) and Lee Jaeul(An Heiress – soigenism). Thank you for being a good friend to me and to those that have recognized me and roleplayed with me on each muse. Both pages will still be up in the attempt to save memories. (:

Special messages to the close ones: @ibaechu @thedelirioused mmkay, love you bye.

Adoring friends that I have cherished: @jihnq @oculvus @khandescent @siyoshn​ @hyejjeon

Always and forever will be admiring: @spvtnik @consilian @theseelenine @gvssamer @soseom @chraeon

If you’d like to stay in contact, I have kkt: mitsuv line: xsvma kik: xsvma – just let me know who you are and I’ll be good to go! I am in the making of a new personal tumblr which follows my everyday things to writing pieces, personal events, fan-girling, edits, etc. If you’d like my personal tumblr please leave your personal tumblr in the ask or im and i’ll be sure to follow you once my personal tumblr is finished. 

And with that, Soriya out loves!

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You can tell a lot about a person by the music they listen to. Put your mp3 player, itunes, spotify, etc. on shuffle & list the first 10 songs & then tag 10 people, no skipping // REPOST & DON’T REBLOG !

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1. Sweet Child O’ Mine - Guns N’ Roses 2. Sides - Emily King 3. Hanging On Too Long - Duffy  4. Fences - Paramore  5. How Could An Angel Break My Heart - Toni Braxton 6. Love Around The World - Trey Songz 7. 첫 사랑니 - f(x) 8. Mirage - 2AM  9. I Miss You - Mamamoo 10. Almost Wrote You A Love Song - Big Sean

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     Ahyeon didn’t look up from adjusting her outfit at the questions. She pretended to be busy so she wouldn’t look at the girl. The closer it was to them getting out there the closer she was to trying to talk her out of it. Jaemi had to go on. At least once. It would look suspicious otherwise. At least with one shift Ahyeon could tell the manager that the newbie just didn’t like the job. If she left before? She’d be responsible. She’d be the failed mentor. She’d love to be the voice of reason that made Jaemi leave but she also needed the job.

    “If they try anything then tell me. Security’s always looking out but sometimes it takes a second. Both of us cussing out a pig brings more attention to it.” There was a slight sneer in her words. Clearly the patrons weren’t her favorite. And she had reason to be protective right now. Not only because she felt like she had to guard the younger but because it was inevitable something would happen. Eventually. Her looks would ensure that. People would stare. They stood out enough already. Above the crowd.

    She finally glanced at Jaemi after making sure the zipper down the front of her top was secure. “Sometimes.” She looked through the same doorway the dancers would be coming through. Scanned the crowd. There didn’t look to be anything outside the usual. Just the bar was somewhat more full. She wished she could take a seat there. Realized she forgot to take her pre-dance drink. Now she might be a little nervous. That was her crutch. “But it’s like jumping into a cold pool. Your nerves go crazy then you get used to it. Same thing. Only everyone’s staring and you can’t look like you’re struggling… We’re right after this song. Are you sure you don’t want to try later this week? This is your only chance or else you’re on.”

◾️                           Rubbing her hands together out of nervousness, Jaemi felt the residue from the shimmery lotion she had put on earlier. The fact Ahyeon gave her an escape route was like a distraction in front of the finish line. Running away seems inviting and something she knows so well but being comfortable isn’t always a good thing. Before she could even answer or really gave a good thought on it, it was time.

◾️                           It all started quickly. Though she was living the moment, she was watching it as well. An out of body experience. Soon as the other girls left their position, it was replaced. Stepping up onto the platform Jaemi could only think like cold water, you’ll get used to it. You’ll get used to it, referring back to her mentor’s analogy. There wasn’t exactly a moment for her to take everything in while up there. That would have been extremely awkward considering their job is to keep the party going, so the instant the new set music started she danced. The first couple of songs she was definitely in her head; eyes closed for the majority of those songs while a tiny voice in her head repeated over and over, ‘is this really happening?’ ‘Am I really doing this?’ A sense of dread lingered in the pit of Jaemi’s stomach. Oh, god, she’s sweating already—or is it, again, that shimmer lotion? She wanted to wake up from this nightmare, but all of this was nerves, fortunately.  

◾️                           Around the seventh or eighth song in she pried her eyes open and…and… it wasn’t that bad. It wasn’t nearly as bright as she initially thought. Being closer to the flashing lights, she could see the faces of the patrons, but still dim enough to be discreet. She felt vain to believe that every single person would be gawking at her. There were people who were focused on getting their drinks, others holding conversations (though how would they have a successful conversation under this noise), and some dancing. Witnessing that fueled her confidence as she danced harder into her shift, a mistake on her behalf. The stamina needed for this job wasn’t a factor she considered. She was close to being burnt out and having a crash on stage wouldn’t be cute. With every dramatic hair flip, Jaemi snuck glances toward Ahyeon to see how she was holding up. She knew not to compare herself, but better judgments never execute well into action.        

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江口寿史 ‏@Eguchinn 片平里菜＋東京スカパラダイスオーケストラの次のシングル『嘘をつく唇』のジャケ描きました。これは初回盤。

[jenizupan]

[oatheart]

* characters that betray your muse when your muse needs the(m) most   (◡‿◡✿) * characters that make your muse feel weak and pathetic   (◡‿◡✿) * characters that can trigger your muse’s biggest fears in a way never explored  (◕‿◕✿) * characters that can be the personification and symbolism of your muse most hated things, nightmares, failures, fears and ghosts; which leads your muse to have honest breakdowns and a pure moment of weakness, filled with reflection and self-judgment   (⊙‿⊙✿) * ANGST-Y YET REALISTIC CHARACTERS & RELATIONSHIPS !!!!  *｡ ᕕ(⊙ ᗜ ⊙✿)ᕗ ｡*

“Sleep is for the weak,” i say. my hands are shaking. i can hear colors.   

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     “Remember not to let anyone touch you. You let one time go and they think they can climb up and dance with you.” Spoken from experience. The girls danced on platforms but were never fully out of reach. Something about making the club-goers feel like they were part of the fun. Nevermind that the dancers couldn’t hold full conversations with them. It was either cheering and agreeing on a song or nothing at all. No flirting. No numbers. Nothing that would make things complicated or make the girls look taken.

     They sold an image. They couldn’t be seen chatting up one man when they were supposed to be glorious eye candy for all of them.

     Plus Ahyeon agreed with the policy. She didn’t want the new girl getting caught up in drama. Didn’t want her being whisked away by some guy who threw around his money. Or screamed at and threatened when she refused to leave with him. The more she stayed away from the patrons the better. Ahyeon hoped she would get bored quickly. It wasn’t a social job. More like a… dance and try not to mind when strangers undressed you with their eyes, job. But try to look interested! Just enough. Just a little. Pretend the stares weren’t obvious and that you didn’t see the occasional lewd gesture when there was eye contact.

     “We’re switching to go out next in a little bit. Are you ready?” Her voice was certain. A little stern. Hiding worry. She hoped it wasn’t obvious she hoped for a no. She didn’t hype up the job at all. Didn’t giggle and go on about the lifestyle. At least not when they were alone. Ahyeon had to keep up the act when the person in charge was around. Say it was all glamorous. Fun. That it was a great team. They were a family! A family of half naked women dancing and being eye-humped until 3AM. What a dream.

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◾️                           Jaemi nodded firmly at her forewarning grateful for the information—actually everything Ahyeon has advised up to this point. Before she made this seemingly irrational decision to take up dancing as a job she heard the business was harsh, which she didn’t doubt. She also heard that the girls could be cruel and catty, but Ahyeon had debunked that image from Jaemi’s mind. Yeah, the girls weren’t happy-go-lucky living in a world of spandex, nylon, and glitter, but she didn’t imagine someone taking her under their wing like the older female did.

◾️                           “I won’t…but what if someone does and I can’t stop them—just thinking of a worst-case scenario to be prepared, y‘know.” Jaemi looked at Ahyeon with her large eyes trying not to look worried, but to some degree she was. In her everyday life she already drew attention especially from creepy curious men and working in this more aggressive environment wouldn’t help. Jaemi’s logic was ‘men objectify women all the time why not get paid for it and party.’ Such a black and white view for someone who has almost no experience being sexual and expressing it, but she can handle it, right? Frankly was surprised that she passed the audition since she has no dance experience. She pretended she was alone in her bedroom and moved like the girls in the music videos do.  Now it’s time to put it to the test.

◾️                           “Yeah, couldn’t be more ready,” she answered as she lightly stretched her arms to warm up her muscles for the non-stop dancing she’s about to do. In the back room, the loud murmurs and bumping music came to a weird buzzing sound meshing together. Once they step through the door it’ll feel like she’s in a different world and she kind of is. Walking to that door, she peered through it to look at the girls they’ll be replacing soon as their set is over. “Ahyeon-uunie, do you still get nervous before you go out?” Jaemi left that was odd to ask, to be introspective right before you bare yourself in skimpy clothing to a crowd. “Er, whatever you do I’ll be following your lead tonight.”                  

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REBLOG this if you guys are okay with doing Christmas themed threads AFTER Christmas!

The holidays can be a very stressful time for people - so it’s hard for them to sit down and write about Christmas in RP when they are stressing over it in REAL LIFE. So, just a little reminder that some people still want Christmas threads AFTER Christmas.

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GREETINGS !!

As yet another year draws to a close, I figured that jump on the bandwagon and make this post as well. 2016 was no walk in the park - it was filled with the usual “make & break” of relationships, a roller coaster of emotions and drama but ultimately, I’ve earned myself various people who have helped me grow into what I am today. While I might not be the best of company most often, and I forget to say thank you or remind you of the respect and love I have for those I call my friends, you are by no means unimportant. I am both thankful and grateful that you all are still here, listening to my sappy message but this is what you signed up for - a lifetime supply of greasy puns  !!

( MUN NOTE : This might not be a very detailed post but thank you to each and everyone who has written with me and helped me develop Ryu. I have come to love this baby of mine so much and have continued to try and develop him as best I could thanks to those willing to plot with me and helped me grow creatively. I wasn’t sure of sticking around to roleplay a year ago on a different muse, yet here I am and I have so many to attribute that to. Nonetheless, who knows what the new year brings but I hope for the best writing experience, as always. )

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◾️                           From the phone call, she knew what was going to happen. While she sat there and waited, she tried to mentally prepare herself. She wanted to be cool and tough like the girls from the movies. She made sure to look extra cute and put together as a defense armor, but it didn’t help as butterflies—no, moths, filled her stomach when her eyes landed on him. ‘I can’t love you.’ Woah. The first blow. It literally knocked the wind out of her. This has been a recurring theme in her life. Her mother couldn’t love her, and her father, then her grandmother. They didn’t love her enough to keep Jaemi around. Also, with the lack representation in the media, the subliminal messaging was a girl like her couldn’t be loved. She’s starting to believe that. ◾️                           She wanted to say something funny; to have a witty comeback, but she sat there falling apart on the inside while trying to keep together on the out. She had an inkling that he didn’t love her. She always felt she was putting more into their relationship than him. She wondered if he tried at all. Was it true love? Probably not. Does she know it? Maybe. Years down the line she’ll look back and think of this as no big deal, but she’s in the present. She’s young and experiencing heartbreak for the first time. “Um, yeah,” she cleared her hoarse, dry throat. Why is it so difficult to speak…to breathe? “Whatever you want.” Tears streamed down her face as she looked at her fiddling hands. “I—I don’t agree with this, but whatever you want, Kei-oppa. Gifts and whatever I have of yours…I’ll return it.” Up till the very end, she tried to be cool, but she couldn’t move from her seat. Holding in a sob, she managed to croak out, “I already miss you.” It took everything in power not to plead with him and simply asked, “to find and love yourself, is it a journey where you’ll come back for me after or you’re really leaving me behind?” 

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