tell me that u love me

but really u mean nothin

[siyvne]

─ ✈︎ starring. @ 𝓢 𝐢𝐲𝐯𝐧𝐞; spam + retired writing blog !

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✶ 10-4 : xue ノ s(her), 6teen, lohens gf but he doesnt know it

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☆ blog started in march 2025

[siyvne]

lohen lohen lohen damn

[siyvne]

lohens so hot

[siyvne]

wowee i forgot this acc even existed hi guys hi my mooties

[siyvne]

DUDE TELL ME WHAT UR DISCORD USER WAS I THINK I JUST REALIZED SOMETHING

MY DISC IS YINGLUVIE I THINK IM SURE YEAH ??

[siyvne]

i,,, hello???? i haven't heard from you in.... awhile 😿😿😿😿 hru how is life,,,,,🏴‍☠️✌️🏴‍☠️

MONIIIIIINII HIIIII bro i am SO sorry my tumblr was been untouched and ROTTING for the past 2 months 💔 life is lwky kinda rough but we get thru it! HRU THO MONI I HOPE UVE BEEN DOING WELL 🤞🤞 MWA MWA

[siyvne]

https://www.tumblr.com/barkrooms/663259584877772800?source=share

me when u❤️

moni i think the link is broken for me i couldn't respond for ten years IM SOS ORRY 💔💔💔 AND HERE U GO

i lub u very much/p

[siyvne]

HIKJS HI XUE YINGHUA HOW ARE YOU??? ILY /P PLEASE DON'T TURN INTO CHEESE

OMG HI WYSTYSY I LIEV YOU SO MUCHI GRR ILL BITE U AFFECTIONAYELY & IVE BEEN GOOD THANK YEW VERY MUCH but school is RUINING me i fear & WHAT ABT U??? will i be one of those smelly cheeses 💔💔

[siyvne]

hello beautiful little ,, i wil put in a milkshake blender and woosh shake you

HE

LLLO

MONNNNNII HIIIII HELLLOOOOO & no. im gonna put YOU into a strawberry shortcake AND im gonna bake u at 10000000000 degrees >:) AND THEN ILL PUT PINK JELLY ON TOP!!!!

[siyvne]

he knew the implications of his job. time lost to hospital rounds, extended surgeries, and a night's stay in the emergency unit — all to return home in when dawn breaks and do it again. rest's a luxury in zayne's world, one that he never frequents. yet when that day comes, he'll let himself melt in your warm, gentle hands that permeates the day's frost and sinks into his skin.

his hands clinically wrap themselves around your waist. the bed dips behind your shared weight, and zayne just gives out.

his head lays across the spanse of your chest—he's content to live in this hollow peace and bask in the moon's cold warmth.

"zayne?" he hums in response, tugging every part of you closer to him, trying to swallow you. you too make no effort to rouse him. all he needs is you, nothing less and nothing more.

let tomorrow bring it's wrath — today was his, and only his.

© YIZHUAE 2025

hi guys zayne brought me back :7

[wystiix]

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❥ here it is!!! the awaited collaboration that no one asked for!! thank you so much @papiliotao for being the best sua hehe <3 fyi you sound amazing idk why you keep downplaying your vocals sm. your mixing skills are also very rizzy, you should give yourself more credit methinks. all harmonies and backing vocals done by me (i basically sing as mizi)! all lyrics done by me and rei (because my pronounciation is ass), however i took inspo from the lyrics of @/bumblingbeeboo on yt. ❥ tagging: @milk-violet, @riniaras

[siyvne]

MASSIVE appreciation post for all my lovely mooties 🫂🫂💕💕 (psppspsps sorry for the ping guys 🤕🤕)

to @chryseis-lxve: ill always remember you cherry :) (NON THREATENINGLY 😨😨 STAY SAFE OUT THERE CHERRY) no matter how long its been, ill always remember you as that mutual who brings nothing but comfort to me. im sososos glad that i followed you in the first place & that you reached out to me o⁠(⁠(⁠*⁠^⁠▽⁠^⁠*⁠)⁠)⁠o i still remember the shock and awe i felt seeing your user in my asks I WAS GONNA BAWL LIKE HELLO THE CHERRY TALKING TO ME??!?!?! our interactions never fail to make me smile even on the worst days ever (⁠⸝⁠⸝⁠⸝⁠´⁠꒳⁠`⁠⸝⁠⸝⁠⸝⁠) i look up to you lots - when you were once a writer, and now as a lovely person whos like an older sister c: thank you for your comforts, especially recently:))) i want you to know that you can always rely on me too, ill do my best to always be present for you!!!! take care cherry!!!

to @kurogira: VESSA LOVELY!!!! a sunshine in a world of rainy storms, thats u ⊂⁠(⁠´⁠･⁠◡⁠･⁠⊂⁠ ⁠)⁠∘⁠˚⁠˳⁠° i'll always be there to anchor you whenever you had good times or bad times - regardless of the situation, please know you can always always come to me!! youre like an older sibling in my eyes; you care for everyone and everything, and is extremely selfless and warm. i wanna give u the biggest hug ever vessa. know that if you have 100 fans, im one of them. if there's 10, then im one too! and if theres 0, then i dont exist:0 please take good care of yourself lovely!!

to @felibrary: poo/j HI FELI ITS BEEN TEN YEARS. it feels like FOREVER since weve been moots - ur a silly younger sibling to me that ill kick time to time/j /aff!!! i hope youve been well in these times :( thank u for being one of my first mutuals (ure actually the FIFTH mutual i made on this dumb app) you can always reach out to me even if its to rant about aventurine or whoevers UR fav now (can u tell me pleek) i loved the convos we had and will be more than willing to talk to you about anything again!!! mwa stay safe feli swallows u lols my bad whoopsy daisy

to @tiramizuloz: LONG LOST DEPARTED TWIN SEPERATED AT BIRTH?!?!?! moni uve been nothing but the sweetest ever since we talked which i am sosososoos glad that we ended up in the same server and still stayed mooties :D talking to u is easy, because youre so kind and understanding - and we have similar interests!!! we really should make that band one day and become so unstoppable/hj i luved interacting w you and always will twin 😞💕 im gonna SWALLOW u grrr affectionately swings u by ur kneecaps MWA U MEAN LOTS TO ME MONINI & i hope life will always always treat u well or im bashing up life itself for u.

to @wystiix: WYSTY WYSTY HI LOVELY!!! ure such a sweet cutie pie that it makes me ILL/j our interactions have been brief but theyve brought nothing but happiness & comfort to me - please rest well on ur your break!! ⁠(⁠*⁠´⁠︶⁠`⁠*⁠) i hope we get to interact even more during our time as mooties :4 wysty i lub u very much /p and ur very funny and dear to me so please don't get blended 😞😞 AND TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF LOVELY!!! ure always welcome reach out to me if u need some support wystyty ill be here for u (:9)

can u tell i lub my mutuals so much

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[siyvne]

we should totally collab and make a niche underground album for our 2k fans and blow up on tiktok and become famous and then we sign labels and we realize we don't really want to be THAT famous so we flop on purpose but we're so amazing so we can't flop and we make more money and we're angry because we wanted to flop,,

thank u!

MONI HATE ME I THOUGHT I REPLIED A WEEK AGO EUUEEEEEUUUU but yes. i 101000% agree. we're too unstoppable tgt. opps could NEVER take us down. they could make fake allegations and we'd still be topping the charts. & we become big company's ambassadors. LETS MAKE A BAND NAME RN YAYAYAYYAY

[siyvne]

YURI MO ANATA ! ♡

sypn. assigning each of the lads men an icecream flavour! tags. somewhat analysis?, i do not have a bias for caleb no way ❌ ❌ i lied i do, based off aiscream!!, and reblogs are very very very appreciated!

zayne's like mint chocolate! underneath the layers of minty exterior, there's a subtle fragmented sweetness between every bite - not too overwhelming, but still noticed. it's never anyone's first choice but it's always there, waiting to be chosen - it's always the last tub to be emptied.

rafayel is very much like peach sorbet! watery and sweet, but don't let it fool you so easily - peaches have cyanide toxins within their pits. just don't eat too much!: poison's in everything that seems harmless. how else would they catch their prey?

xavier's a hokkaido milk! it's lightweight but remains rich on the tongue : appearances really do deceive. hokkaido milk, to some, is a plain choice - but only those who've tasted it know what it's capable of. might just catch you off-guard!

sylus is a pistachio! there's a warm buttery taste along with its nutty flavour that allures many ; velvety and soft just like him. it tastes better than it seems on the surface - once you've had it, you can't come back. easily an addiction!

caleb is matcha flavour! matcha's sweetness within the aromatic bitterness is truly just captivating. definitely a go-to for some, though still not best received. but he's also a hojicha - matcha's lesser liked counterpart. it still is very much matcha, but there's something inherently different about it: something you can't place your finger on.

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[siyvne]

caleb was never the type to cry.

even as a child, he never did. his classmates could steal his favourite ball and not one tear would be shed - doctors could approach him with needles and he'd still grin at you with the same silly smile. so why was it that tears fell when he saw you in that white dress?

you, his bride, standing in the bath of sunlight with a veil across your face - wholly his now and forever.

caleb sniffles as his nose scrunches up and teardrops bead his face; you're too pretty to be his, too pretty to be true - he's waited so long that the very wish he's been telling to the stars leaves him overwhelmed.

a smile tugs the corners of your lips as you brush the tears off his cheek, a soft laugh leaving you; "caleb, you big dummy."

he can't help but nod in agreement - he was your big dummy, and for eternity.

an: THE WEDDING VOWS WON ME CALEB UEGSJEHJW lets be fr tho he would sob during mcs and his wedding hes a loverman :(( & reblogs r very very very appreciated!!!!

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[siyvne]

── ✦ TO FEEL ONCE MORE

sypn. nightmares never come easy for caleb, though the pain eases through you. tags. caleb x f!reader (implied thru usage of meimei), hurt/comfort, for calebs myth drop!!!, not proofred, might be a little ooc, meimei doesn't always mean siblings ok :( wc. ~1k ✦ reblogs are very very very appreciated!!!

"don't go," his calloused hand yearns to hold yours, ghosting over soft skin and pulling away in the moment - you watch as his eyelids clench in agony and his chest heaves. "i'm not going anywhere," your words are bitter medicine; he can't tell if it'd heal the wounded cleave in his chest or pluck the harp of his heartstrings.

it's been far too long since he knew the feeling of your warmth - long nights spent waiting under the covers of his bed for your hallucination to kiss him to sleep, to only find the other side of his bed cold in the morning. abhorrent dreams would plague his conscience day after day; the feeling of you slipping just past his fingers, too liquid to grab and too real to be true; was another of those experiences he couldn't relive. 

steadfast, you twine your hand with his - scarred and cold - and trace stars across his numb skin like he were the universe. 

caleb rouses, his skin bathed in milky moonlight, and envelopes the tips of your deft fingers into his warmly cold ones in an uncertain mimic of a kiss. the cold of his skin soaked into your warmth, a touch only you could feel - he stared at the moment that was his, and not his. the air smelt of unknown stars, his citrus-like ambroxide cologne, and secret unexplained intimacy left to guess. "you didn't leave." a laugh left your lips; you numbly shook your head as you sweep back his bangs, his brows furrowed.

"why would i? it's always been me and caleb since the very start," his gaze drinks in the sight of you. there and real, smiling like he was the sun. "yeah, and it'll stay that way." 'forever, until we both depart the edges of this place.' he swallows his words like a pill.

caleb throws an arm around the spanse of your shoulders, the friendship you've both tended to. another clutches to the curve of your waist, the innate need for each other. 

"does this always happen to you? does sleeping cause you pain, caleb?" 

"no, don't worry your head about that." he shakes his head and throws you an effortless smile - he couldn't possibly hope to tell you, nor would he dare. his meimei needn't worry about his struggles and nights of agony, his meimei should laugh and smile everyday. to entrust his weakness to your heart; the heart of the person who needed his constant protection whenever danger knocked the crevices of your mind: was an untouched, tethered idea eaten away. "it's fine, as long as you're with me."

the sun relies only itself: nothing can anchor its burden, not even the moon. it struggles eternally so, and no one's a witness - no one can be a witness.

"i'm not a little kid anymore caleb, i don't need you to protect me from the truth. just, let me help you for once." you held that defiant gaze from all those years ago, and his heart aches in synchronisation. his lips part to speak nothing - it was an argument he couldn't win. a match to a fire. 

the offer to be selfish tempted him more than he'd admit - to finally take all he ever wanted in this life, you, liquified all his rationality. he'll think about his regrets and lay the truth out for you later.

"then, let me have this." his face inches closer, step by step, but never reaches your lips - hesitancy threatens bubbles over the surface though longing strives further than he could grasp and pull back.

underneath the covers of watery starlight, this moment would be left on the floor and unspoken of; close to the heart but never close enough to the tongue. yearning paints his face, eyes that beg for love meet yours in a silent plea.

it's warm.

it's warm as a kiss gingerly presses itself against the corner of your mouth and pulls away reluctantly, like a child that wants more than it can have. you silently stare as he looks away, the tips of his ears flushed a hue of strawberry, a hue of weakness. you've never realised the vulnerability of the moment - tenderly soft and delicately sweet as caleb's hand smudges off the kiss he planted, his eyes brimming of a dream satiated. tentatively, your hands tug at the hem of his shirt and draw him closer; brushing your lips against the apple of his cheek.

within the afterglow of this delicate memory, you both cast all titles aside and live as one - for tonight, his dreams will kiss his soul; for you are present.

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