omw to skinny me :)

21, she/hers, 5'5" / sw: 150 cw: 130 gw: 125 ugw: 115

[6u66l3]

i want to hear "omg you're so skinny!" instead of "no, you're not fat"

[skelesweet2]

People without eds will never understand the stress that comes with the holidays

Absolutely unmatched anxiety

[skelesweet2]

Does anyone else just like *pause* their ed on their period lol

Like I’m in pain and want to lay around and eat chocolate and not even the ed voice can stop me

[midako17]

i dont want to recover what if i lose mY sPaRkLe?!

my sparkle:

[skelesweet2]

does anyone else’s brain constantly bounce between like 10 ed moods at once

like rn my mind is going:

“ok so if i eat exactly 700 cals every day for a month i’ll totally lose a bunch”

“maybe i’ll not count and just try to eat super clean and healthy”

“im just gonna fast for as long as possible”

“fuck it maybe i should try to recover”

“im a whale and eating is stupid”

like…..bitch make up your mind??

[skelesweet2]

so i gained a little weight back over the weekend but i think it’s mostly bloating from alcohol, sodium and lack of sleep and i’m also pretty constipated so…..

sticking to 700 cals today, eating only super clean low carb meals and having lots of water and green tea to flush everything out

feeling very motivated for a new week and month

[skelesweet2]

-3 lbs in 3 days!!

hell yes gotta keep this trend going 📉🙌

[skelesweet2]

lost a pound!

finally out of my plateau, gotta keep pushing 💪

[moonl1ght-bae]

i think the biggest slap in the face with this disorder is you have to prove it to people. if you aren't bone thin , it means nothing. no one has to prove they have cancer or prove they are depressed , people take them for their word. no one says shit like "no you don't , you have hair !" or "that's impossible because you shower"

but we have to practically die before anyone spares a glance , and we're considered lucky if they even do.

[skelesweet2]

not me straining a can of lite soup to just drink the broth cause ❌ xtra cals ❌

[skelesweet2]

ana coach needed!!

halloween is 2 weeks away which means i need to lose some serious weight and stay on track so i’m looking for a coach/accountability buddy to help me out!

please no creeps i’m looking for someone genuine

my goal is 500cal/day and two workouts a day

[skelesweet2]

enough

ok

enough bs, enough excuses, enough slipping up, enough effing around

halloween is 17 days away

i WILL lose 10 lbs by then

i WILL stick to 500 cals/day

i know it's gonna be hard, its gonna suck, ill have no energy, ill have to hide it and lie and feel like crap for a little bit but its so worth it

its worth a little bit of discomfort to get my dream body

id rather have it be temporarily tough than spend another halloween wishing i'd stayed dedicated

i will not feel fat in my costume

i will not regret the month leading up to halloween

this month choices ARE next month's body so i need to stop being a baby, suck it up, and get out of my own damn way

rant over, stay safe lovelies

xoxo

[amethystdruir]

... does no one wear the red bracelet anymore?

[skelesweet2]

i need to remember that fall is my favorite season and even tho i’m restricting i can’t let my mental health ruin the season for me

so i’m listing my favorite fall things as a reminder to myself and my followers that it’s beautiful outside so take a minute and appreciate it and give yourself a little serotonin boost ❤️

pretty colors everywhere

crunchy leaves to step on

chilly misty mornings

cozy sweaters and flannels

cute fall outfits (boot season!)

football season at college

chill indie music hits different

spooky season!!

yummy smells: cinnamon and spices, leaves, apples, firewood smoke, pumpkin

pumpkin picking

rain rain rain!!!

snuggly blankets and socks

CANDLES

hiking is so aesthetic and peaceful

plz add more :)

[skelesweet2]

weekend recap

soooo i effed up this weekend, i went to NM for the national hot air balloon festival which was super cool but i stayed with my best friend’s hispanic family who show their love by making tons of high cal food and then it’s rude af to turn it down so i think i ate 1200-1500 cals both days even tho my goal was 700 so…..

this week’s plan is to be under 700 every day and closer to 400-500 if possible

[starvegazing-old]

Halloween has been dreadful the last three years. You dodged parties, cancelled plans last minute, blamed it on homework or strict parents.

All because your old body betrayed you everytime you went to put on a Halloween costume.

Your old body was cruel and selfish. It was surface deep, craving shitty chocolates over memories with your friends.

But you finally destroyed it this year. You stood up to your old body and you said ENOUGH.

And now look at you. Your costume fits perfect, hugging every slim inch of your body perfectly. It doesn’t squeeze you. There’s even room for a little bit of a alcohol bloat—hey it’s Halloween!

You did it this year. You conquered your old self and you’re going to own it this Halloween. You’re perfect. Those three years of wasting away inside are behind you and they are worth the entrance you get to make now.

Be proud of yourself.

[skelesweet2]

2 week shred day 1:

total cals: 882

exercise: 1 hour strength training + 30 min cardio

steps: 13212

today was okay, i’m super bloated bc i woke up with my period so that’s messing with my head and i’m not going to weigh in tomorrow. hopefully by the end of my period i’ll be feeling a lot better. tomorrow i’ll do a lot better