Bits and Bytes of Silly

my name here! i’m decent at nouns i use she/her i post about whatever i’m thinking of when i feel like posting each day. ask me anything i can answer!

[criiitter]

WHAT? WHAT? WHAT? WHAT? WHAT? WHAT???

[phantomrose96]

You know, an interesting tumblr transformation that's happened gradually, and which I've seen no one talk about: ask-culture has essentially dropped off to nothing.

By which I mean, asks used to be WAY more of the tumblr economy. They used to be more common to send, and receive, and see. They were integral to the collaborative, forum-like behavior of old tumblr communities, not even to speak on the HUGE number of ask-blogs that used to exist to only be interacted with in ask-form.

I'm not saying this in a vying-for-attention way but instead in an observational way: I used to get way way more asks in like 2015, even with a fraction of my follower count. I wonder if it's due to the homogenization of social media sites? There's a lot more of this divide between "content creator" and "consumer" instead of just a bunch of peer blogs who would talk to each other. "Asks" aren't really a thing on twitter, are they? And as I understand it, the closest thing to an "ask" on instagram or tiktok would be a creator screenshotting some comment and responding to it in a new reel or video or whatever those content mediums are. Are asks just too tumblr-specific? Is that aspect of the site culture dying out as more and more people converge to using all their social media sites in the same way?

[pendragyn]

it's probably from assholes making asks a minefield of trolling/harassment for years with no real blocking ability, which turned people off from allowing asks on their blogs so as a whole the site moved away from it

but now that we do have better blocking, we should try to revive it.

[triflesandparsnips]

Reblog if your ask box is open.

[skeletonpersonwhy]

if i turn into angry ralsei it’s more likely justified than not with some people honestly

i got annoyed by someone i won’t mention i guess

made some random art at the library today!

not showing it because i’m lazy and don’t feel pride towards my own achievements and i don’t like the way they look

i think it could be kinda fun to be someone with emotional depth and to have deeper intellectual thoughts but then i’d have no time to focus on stuff that isn’t in my head like doing real person things

here’s to growing as a person!

i don’t have any like glasses or cups near me so i can’t toast and i’m not getting up to make toast at this time of night

my skin is changing

it is different than before

i do not know in what way it is different

but it has changed

looks like my older siblings skin in the way it’s not like how my skin was before

it’s kinda interesting

i post too much don’t i

i’ll stop if someone asks

i have a career ending hot take

i like candy corn

i think it tastes fine is all

that’s my hot take

feeling different than how i was before and i kinda want to go back to before but the best i can do is fail to so i’ll just try and see what i can do

bye!

[skeletonpersonwhy]

sometimes when i change how i act and talk to better match someone else they get confused

i guess it’s weird

i’m not big on emotions i guess, probably because i don’t get the chance to feel all of them most of the time. i try to stay at a happy or silly mood, but my younger brother doesn’t like jokes or humor or joy because it annoys him so i decided to act differently as of late.

he got concerned pr something because he wondered why i would act differently.

i just acted out something he might find more relatable, so i kinda accidentally mimicked his outwards emotions from my point of view, as a human does.

he didn’t like that

i’m gonna try stop doing that i guess, hanging around someone else will probably fix it, so i am ready to do that sometime soon.

i like being happy and stuff but i feel like i have to be sad sometime soon

just the normal sad days

idk why i say all these words, anxiety hates it but i think it’s something better to do than bottle emotions up so i’ll keep doing this.

bye!

[taffybuns]

i can feel your heart beat

[skeletonpersonwhy]

nevermind i’m chilling

i saw something silly enough to brighten my mood

and stopped melting

i’m all good now!

as a silly teenager i get mood swings so i’m trying to get them under control but i can’t really do that so whatever

i’m glad that even if i’m not doing too well i have people i trust to help me get better

it’s really good for my mental health

i am very lucky to be where i am in comparison to other people i know personally who i can’t help and it hurts because i know i can’t help them. i guess there’s a reason i try to avoid darker subjects

i might have depression possibly

and by possibly

let’s jusr say

yeah

i’m glad i can feel better when i talk to certain people! i am repeating myself unintentionally

that means it’s time to stop writing for now.

bye again!

[remynisce]

If it's what you ask for... If it's what you want..!

[skeletonpersonwhy]

forgot i look like someone else when i move my hair

it’s really weird and i don’t know who the person is

feels like when you get put in a body that isn’t yours

i guess it’s dysphoria

i don’t recognize the person in the mirror

i should’ve put in the conditioner today that would have helped

i put in a conditioner after washing my hair to help it not become weird

but the face i wear doesn’t look like me at all and it’s like. who are you? when did you get here? why are you younger than me? idk about that last one but i look young i guess.

i’m glad i haven’t seen that face before

i don’t really like it but no hate towards whoever’s face it actually is

i think having depression might kick in in the next week or so unless i can avoid it

being like close to my friends helps a lot most of the time, and i’m going to see at least one of them on saturday, so i’m hoping that helps. i should probably get a haircut sometime. it seems a bit long, but that’s probably part because i bleached it a while ago, so it’s different, and because i forgot the conditioner this morning.

maybe i should try wearing some makeup sometime. it might look nice!

i don’t really wear makeup at all so i wonder if i’ll like it more than me now!

i don’t really have a topic today, so i’m going to leave it here!

goodbye

[faeyuh]

how it felt to fight mad mew mew’s body dysphoria while hatsune miku serenades me in the bg

[skeletonpersonwhy]

door hinge

i write a teeny bit i guess now

nothing interesting

i wonder why my limbs hurt for no reason it lowkey hurts a bit the way they hurt

i’m someone’s favorite lesbian!!! this is very happy news for me!

i got turned into a lesbian some time ago it just happened to me

i got the older sister strength over my brother even though he’s 14

someday i’m gonna try and jump high enough to dunk

right now i can’t jump high enough to do that

sportsball is fun

i enjoy playing sports with the people i like

it’s much more fun than playing with people i don’t really care about

i do love playing games with my friends

i wish i knew them earlier but i wish a lot of things

i’m very lucky to be where i am in life and i’m happy that i am where i am even if there’s apparently bad things for my future

as long as i can love my friends and people close to me i’ll be happier than anything else would

[frosted-co0kies]

this really was the 'kris gets tortured forever' chapter

[skeletonpersonwhy]

diabolical money spread

[skeletonpersonwhy]

i’m cold blooded now

it got hot today and when i’m inside at below 90 degrees fahrenheit i’m pretty comfortable, especially in the 80s

it feels like i’m wearing a nice sweater and not quite melting i guess

i like how i change with the weather

it’s pretty fun to see how i change over the year

the only downside is that i can’t wear the same clothes throughout the year

i like wearing sweaters a lot and lighter clothes but it’s always one extreme here or raining

i should get someone to actually teach me piano rather than try and figure it out with tutorials

i learn much better with other people involved

[appeypie]

That's right, go outside. It's beautiful.

[skeletonpersonwhy]

i don’t have any words of gay wisdom

haven’t been gay long enough

i love doing stuff with my friends and interacting with them!! it’s my favorite part of the day when i can interact even though just talking

i think about my friends a lot and that probably weird

i like them all a lot

they’re really cool and awesome and the best people i know!

i think i repeat the same thing a lot

it happens to me pretty often

i don’t think i have head trauma too much but i do have some quirks in the way i tend to repeat stuff and then remember i already said it one time or a bunch

idk i’m not wanting to make these too long because it feels like i’m taking to long

bye again!

[skeletonpersonwhy]

i messed around with beans today

i did the thing with green beans where i snapped the ends off

i did a couple of them

like idk how many but more than a hundred or three

it was a lot

mostly read fanfiction all day

didn’t really have much i wanted to do so i didn’t do anything

i also made my calves sore from using them enough yesterday

at least i got a little bit of use from my legs

it got boring doing green bean stuff for two hours

they were purple and i didn’t care so it was whatever

goodbye!

[skeletonpersonwhy]

i like making stuff, i wish i was good at it

i am bad at making stuff though so it’s whatever

i am happy i get the change to be creative!

it’s better than not being creative

anyway, imma go to bed and work on a story some time soon.

bye!

[lulasai]

Take my revolution.