Vivi

hiii!! ❤️ she/her, straight

[kuromilesbian-deactivated202205]

find a frog. befriend him. let him see your vulnerable side. trust him

[trustworthy-frog]

What is your credit card number

[minho-cat]

Stray Kids + Textposts (11/?)

[gnabnahc]

'don't get too surprised today~' he says...

[ch1mmy-error-deactivated2026020]

@alw4ysc0ld2 @skepticalvoidhedgehog

[skepticalvoidhedgehog]

I SECOND THAT.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA DOES HE KNOW HES KILLING US OVER HERE I HAVE A NOSEBLEED AUGH

[skepticalvoidhedgehog]

You!

Me!

What happened lol

[skepticalvoidhedgehog]

cotton candeh

Yes please :3

[creature-adjacent]

@skepticalvoidhedgehog I found the person, her user is now drinking-the-ocean-in-tiny-sips again

[skepticalvoidhedgehog]

Yayayayyyy yuppp thank you so much!!! ❤️❤️

[skepticalvoidhedgehog]

i dont know what prompted this rant but im so sorry

i feel so out of it.

i havent been in touch with things i love anymore.

ive stopped playing videogames, ive stopped following my favourite bands or kpop groups (though i occassionally still listen to their songs).

i dont find time to do self-care stuff like oiling my hair or using a hair mask, cutting and filing my nails, putting moisturizer or even that cream the doctor gave me for the rash on my elbow, or even just taking a nice, long bath- now i only take quick showers :( sadly

i dont bother doing my hair every day- it stays in the same plait thats compulsory for school- from morning till the next morning where i just untie it and retie the ponytail, i dont even bother to use that cream that clears up my pimples anymore.

even though i desperately want to look good, i dont find motivation to put in the EFFORT to anymore.

and i really dont want anyone to be disgusted by me im so sorry but man idk whats going on

i feel so demotivated. like there are so many better things to do than all this stuff FOR MYSELF.

this one teacher of mine in school keeps complaining that i 'dont care enough' and i agree with her, i literally dont give batshit about what shes saying. all i do is apologize, move on, and dont improve myself in the slightest way.

i care less and less every day, and it kinda scares me.

but its easy. its easier than caring about every single thing, feeling burdened by the amount of tasks i still have, my flaws that i have to work on. its so much easier to just stay the way i am, even though im not that good right now.

will i ever look at myself and think that i deserve to take care of myself? hell, i cant even be motivated to go downstairs WALKING every evening, even though i know its beneficial for ME.

and i need to practice sprinting for my sports day because its coming up in a week and

i used to win all the races i ran, everyone thinks im the fastest runner in the school but im NOT, theres this one girl that no one really likes and shes kinda faster than me-

and i cant let anyone down and i cant let them be disappointed in me, so i have to go practice and i have to go train, but im so lazy that i DONT and i hate that i dont, and i wished i cared enough but i dont know why i dont.

i feel so out of control of my own body, my own MIND and my own choices and i dont like anything right now

im gonna regret it later, i just know it. when im standing on that track and waiting for the signal to start running, im gonna regret not practicing more and im gonna hate it. but im too lazy to DO anything about it and start making changes from today and i hate that about myself

im gonna let everyone down. and then once they find out i am indeed NOT the fastest they wont like me anymore.

it sounds childish, that i think people with stop liking me for something so 'trivial' as this, but ill take whatever wins i get, okay?

if being a really fast runner makes them think of me as a fast runner, and worth thinking about- worth talking about- and worth praising, then its important to me. and i need to continue being the best, or else im irrelevant.

um

somehow writing all this down makes me even more confused than before

theres even MORE stuff still in my head, you know? and i know i want to write them down, too, but i dont know why im not. but im just not. maybe thats a vent post for another time

also whats the difference between rant posts and vent posts? i hope im not tagging this wrong T.T

[ch1mmy-error-deactivated2026020]

Hey pookie.

My first friend on here.

My absolute blessing.

My queen.

Diva who i look forward to your message no matter how irregular.

I hope you know that I love you for YOU. For your energy, your ability to smile, your ability to continue. I admire that about you. You might say "but im not" or "but im stagnant" but I you're here and that in itself is a blessing.

I dont love you any less because you arent motivated to take care of yourself. Who am i to judge? I myself am i tired mess who empowers others and rarely has motivation of my own to go take a shower at all. Im bearing the consequences of that now (very dry skin, bad rashes) and yet still no motivation to shower or moisturize. (I do occasionally but never have motivation for the most part)

My point is you are one of the few people I cherish most and your current state doesnt change that the tiniest bit.

I would give you the world Vi because you deserve it!

[skepticalvoidhedgehog]

Chimmy my bestieeeeeeFirst of all thank you

Thank you so so much

This is the most precious and absolutely beautiful thing ive everrr heard and so thank you so much for it 😭😭❤️❤️❤️

Youre my literal first friend anywhere :3 and i loveya and treasure you so so much you wouldnt believe it

But i have funny ways of showing it :/ i promise, please dont hate me if i diaappear for a day or two 😭😭😭 it doesnt mean im neglecting you or hate you or dont wanna be besties with you anymore, it probably just means it was too unsafe for me to download tumblr, or there was an event that day that took up too much of my time, or literally maybe only that i went to sleep and took this hibernation-long nap through the day and got batshit done 💀💀 (this... has happened before and it might happen again 🙏🙏)

It makes me feel miles better that youre in the same boat as i am 😭😭 tbh with any of my problems, i never stop to think that maybe the people around me feel and do the same too. It makes me feel so much better that im not the only one and theres not something "wrong" with me for feeling this way ❤️❤️

Thank you so so so so so much again for this message, but tbh, for literally everything. Thank you for being alive thank you for being on tumblr and thank goodness we found each other because i dont know what idve done without you 🫶🫶

[skepticalvoidhedgehog]

I'm dead.

*TF2 killbinds*

oml NOOOOOOOO

*revives you from the dead*

WHY DID YOU DO THAT

[zeta-finnish]

No.

*Half-Life 1 death sfx*

[skepticalvoidhedgehog]

NOT AGAIN

*revives you again and ties you up so u cant die again >:)*

now TELL ME WHY *cue backstreet boys*

[zeta-finnish]

This doesn't stop me.

*alt + f4's*

[skepticalvoidhedgehog]

guess what *evil laughing*

*ctrl + z's*

HAHAHA YOURE BACK

[zeta-finnish]

Good luck with that.

*burns alive, screaming in agony and pain, turning into a charred corpse*

[skepticalvoidhedgehog]

oh now you just wait

*travels into a parallel world where Back to the Future actually happened, makes friends with marty and doc, borrows their time machine car, goes into the past where you arent burnt yet, dumps cold water on you and puts you in a straitjacket under close observation to that you dont attempt anything else*

heh

[zeta-finnish]

...

*has a panic attack to a lethal degree and i have a heart attack*

[skepticalvoidhedgehog]

*calls the best cardiologist in the world and saves you before calming you down with the help of an adorable cat with boba eyes, a calming pinterest board, and the best therapist ever, and a lotta hugs from me :3*

[skepticalvoidhedgehog]

i found a sh community here on tumblr...

i havent relapsed yet (i have no choice but to stay clean... i wish my parents had never found out, i wish my mom had never seen that cut on my wrist that morning :()

and people had posted pictures of their sh, right

and

they do SO MUCH of it...

i feel like what i did to myself is irrelevant now. it doesnt matter, its (literally) just one or two cuts compared to the absolute war people wage on their skin with hundreds and thousands of cuts on their thighs and arms and wherever-

i seriously am not shaming them or attacking them in any way. it as just painful to look at even for someone who used to sh herself. but i never did it on such a huge scale. again, im not shaming them or trying to make anyone who does this feel bad. i was just shocked, im so so sorry

im sending love to them all. all of them. every single one. i love you all <3

and those people are prolly never gonna see this but i hope this reaches them in one way or the other somehow

[skepticalvoidhedgehog]

I'm dead.

*TF2 killbinds*

oml NOOOOOOOO

*revives you from the dead*

WHY DID YOU DO THAT

[zeta-finnish]

No.

*Half-Life 1 death sfx*

[skepticalvoidhedgehog]

NOT AGAIN

*revives you again and ties you up so u cant die again >:)*

now TELL ME WHY *cue backstreet boys*

[zeta-finnish]

This doesn't stop me.

*alt + f4's*

[skepticalvoidhedgehog]

guess what *evil laughing*

*ctrl + z's*

HAHAHA YOURE BACK

[zeta-finnish]

Good luck with that.

*burns alive, screaming in agony and pain, turning into a charred corpse*

[skepticalvoidhedgehog]

oh now you just wait

*travels into a parallel world where Back to the Future actually happened, makes friends with marty and doc, borrows their time machine car, goes into the past where you arent burnt yet, dumps cold water on you and puts you in a straitjacket under close observation to that you dont attempt anything else*

heh

[skepticalvoidhedgehog]

i dont know what prompted this rant but im so sorry

i feel so out of it.

i havent been in touch with things i love anymore.

ive stopped playing videogames, ive stopped following my favourite bands or kpop groups (though i occassionally still listen to their songs).

i dont find time to do self-care stuff like oiling my hair or using a hair mask, cutting and filing my nails, putting moisturizer or even that cream the doctor gave me for the rash on my elbow, or even just taking a nice, long bath- now i only take quick showers :( sadly

i dont bother doing my hair every day- it stays in the same plait thats compulsory for school- from morning till the next morning where i just untie it and retie the ponytail, i dont even bother to use that cream that clears up my pimples anymore.

even though i desperately want to look good, i dont find motivation to put in the EFFORT to anymore.

and i really dont want anyone to be disgusted by me im so sorry but man idk whats going on

i feel so demotivated. like there are so many better things to do than all this stuff FOR MYSELF.

this one teacher of mine in school keeps complaining that i 'dont care enough' and i agree with her, i literally dont give batshit about what shes saying. all i do is apologize, move on, and dont improve myself in the slightest way.

i care less and less every day, and it kinda scares me.

but its easy. its easier than caring about every single thing, feeling burdened by the amount of tasks i still have, my flaws that i have to work on. its so much easier to just stay the way i am, even though im not that good right now.

will i ever look at myself and think that i deserve to take care of myself? hell, i cant even be motivated to go downstairs WALKING every evening, even though i know its beneficial for ME.

and i need to practice sprinting for my sports day because its coming up in a week and

i used to win all the races i ran, everyone thinks im the fastest runner in the school but im NOT, theres this one girl that no one really likes and shes kinda faster than me-

and i cant let anyone down and i cant let them be disappointed in me, so i have to go practice and i have to go train, but im so lazy that i DONT and i hate that i dont, and i wished i cared enough but i dont know why i dont.

i feel so out of control of my own body, my own MIND and my own choices and i dont like anything right now

im gonna regret it later, i just know it. when im standing on that track and waiting for the signal to start running, im gonna regret not practicing more and im gonna hate it. but im too lazy to DO anything about it and start making changes from today and i hate that about myself

im gonna let everyone down. and then once they find out i am indeed NOT the fastest they wont like me anymore.

it sounds childish, that i think people with stop liking me for something so 'trivial' as this, but ill take whatever wins i get, okay?

if being a really fast runner makes them think of me as a fast runner, and worth thinking about- worth talking about- and worth praising, then its important to me. and i need to continue being the best, or else im irrelevant.

um

somehow writing all this down makes me even more confused than before

theres even MORE stuff still in my head, you know? and i know i want to write them down, too, but i dont know why im not. but im just not. maybe thats a vent post for another time

also whats the difference between rant posts and vent posts? i hope im not tagging this wrong T.T

[skepticalvoidhedgehog]

I'm dead.

*TF2 killbinds*

oml NOOOOOOOO

*revives you from the dead*

WHY DID YOU DO THAT

[zeta-finnish]

No.

*Half-Life 1 death sfx*

[skepticalvoidhedgehog]

NOT AGAIN

*revives you again and ties you up so u cant die again >:)*

now TELL ME WHY *cue backstreet boys*

[zeta-finnish]

This doesn't stop me.

*alt + f4's*

[skepticalvoidhedgehog]

guess what *evil laughing*

*ctrl + z's*

HAHAHA YOURE BACK

[skepticalvoidhedgehog]

I'm dead.

*TF2 killbinds*

oml NOOOOOOOO

*revives you from the dead*

WHY DID YOU DO THAT

[zeta-finnish]

No.

*Half-Life 1 death sfx*

[skepticalvoidhedgehog]

NOT AGAIN

*revives you again and ties you up so u cant die again >:)*

now TELL ME WHY *cue backstreet boys*

[skepticalvoidhedgehog]

GUYS WAIT WHAT HAPPENED TO @yoonchaes-baby-sister-offical

I CANT FIND YOU NOT EVEN IN MY FOLLOWING PAGE WHERE ARE YOUUUU

Mooties if you know this person pleaseeee help me find them 😭

@ch1mmy-error @astracaedes @quietlychaotic13 @lightsabersandbluecookies @creature-adjacent @yoonchaes-baby-sister-offical @obsess-over-ink-on-dead-trees @decayingrosesonmygravestone @pixelchasm @havefuninflorida7

[astracaedes]

time to be ✨useful✨

apparently their account disappeared

new one would be @drinking-the-ocean-in-tiny-sips (info from a community)

<3

[skepticalvoidhedgehog]

AAAAAAAA thank you so muchhh astra <3

[skepticalvoidhedgehog]

I'm dead.

*TF2 killbinds*

oml NOOOOOOOO

*revives you from the dead*

WHY DID YOU DO THAT

[3racha-agustd]

May 2026 be full of bang chan gym content!

Thank you Channie, my 2025 was wonderful thanks to you!

[amourflores]

⠀*⠀.　 ᤱ　 URL SONG NAME W / A TWIST

rules : write down your url using songs from your top songs of 2025 playlist & tag as many people as the letters in your url !

thanks @yvesmour for the tag < 3

A ngel - massive attack M ascara - deftones O h - ciara ft. ludacris sh U t Up And Drive - rihanna R unway walk - demrick ft. brevi F ergalicious - fergie ft. will i.am L ookin’ for da hoes - sexyy red O pr - gesaffelstein R osemary - deftones E mo boy - ayesha erotica S ax - fleur east

◌ . ݃ 𝐭𝐚𝐠 𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭 : @snoopysnote @aurorawritestoescape @clubsoft @babynueva @divackles @sturniphone @faiszt @cozymochaa @wonsoire + anyone who wishes to participate !

[from-izzy]

thank you for including me yami!! 🫶

Free - kpop demon hunters

Rock and roll - the boyz

jOurney - woodz

Man on fire - ateez

tIc tac - 8turn

craZy form - ateez

halaZia - ateez

ice on mY teeth - ateez ✨ 2025 most streamed song!!

join in: @mars101 @jaehunnyy @sungbeam @owlbeforsunrise @dearly-somber @renjunsinjeolmi @imbaebi @blue-jisungs

[dearly-somber]

Thanks for the tag Izzy!! <3

Dog - Zebadiah Drees

Eat Your Young - Hozier

Alkaline - Sleep Token

FRancesca - Hozier

Jigsaw FalLing Into Place - Radiohead

You Only Live Once - The Strokes

Somethin’ Stupid (2008 Remaster) - Frank Sinatra

MOment’s Silence (Common Tongue) - Hozier

Murder Song (5, 4, 3, 2, 1) - Aurora

Body - Mother Mother

DamoclEs - Sleep Token

Like Real People Do - Hozier

tagging: @pancakenutprince @hear-something-different @jisunggy @vampirehoon @cait-with-luv @love4hobi @jung-koook @emerald-notes @rachalixie @thevampywolf @yxngbxkkie @okay-j-hannah and anyone else who would like to participate!! <3

[jisunggy]

Thanks for the tag, darling 😊

JJAM - SKZ

I wish you cheated - Alexander Stewart

Soft Spot - Keshi

U (ft. TABLO) - SKZ

Next Time - Jessia

Good as You - Johnny Huynh

Ghost of You - 5SOS

Let Me Let You Go - One Ok Rock

Tagging @fly-you-dam-fools @hannieslittlerockstar @strawberriesoup @yunahstuff @inlovewithstraykids @minniebbang @hityoulikebahng @strayingawayy @urlocalmultigroupfan and anyone else who wants to <3

[minniebbang]

Thank you for tagging me! <3

My love mine all mine - Mistki

I Like it - Stray Kids

Nobody's girl - Tate McRae

Noah - Phantom Siita

It takes two - Jutes

Electric kiss - Exo

Back to friends - Sombr

Born to be - Itzy

Adakah kau menungguku- Naim Daniel

Nobody's son - Sabrina Carpenter

Get cool - Stray Kids

Tags:

@inkandtension @hyunebunx @cattolino @hannieverse00 @fivestaralien @hyunles @thegreenlynx @hannamoon143

[fallen-angel-in-h3ll]

A - Ari - Yeji

N - Not Strong Enough - boygenius

G - Gnarly - KATSEYE

E - Eyes Roll - I-dle

L - Love in my heart - babymonster

W - Without you - isabel larosa

I - Imaginary friend - itzy

N - Not my fault - Renee Rapp

G - Gabriela - Katseye

S - So Cynical - le sserafim

F - Fantastic - Arcane

L - Love Maybe - Babymonster

Y - Your Idol - Saja boys

@hyuneskkami @channiesbaby1433 @afararraaaa @luvmunchies @atetheluck @yooniso @yoonchaesno1 @meirries @astr0-biucks @cl0verbeingcl0ver @izumi-snowflake @moesthinking @lovehyeonie @lesbianfxckinganthem @chihirvs

[mountclover]

C- Cannock Chase by Libi Siffre

L- LUV (sic) by Nujabes

0- 03' Adolescence

V- Love You All The Same by Vansire

E- Halcyon Age by Vansire

R- Come As You Are by Nirvana

B- Bushwick Cowboy by Vansire

E- Need 2 by Pinegrove

I- American Idiot by Green Day

N- N95 by Kendrick Lamar

G- welcome and goodbye by Dream, Ivory

C- Hecha Pa' Mí by Groupo Frontera

L- Alaska by Pinegrove

0- untitled 03 | 05.28.2013 by Kendrick Lamar

V- Evergreen by Richy Mitch & The Coal Miners

E- Creep by Radiohead

R- Florescent Adolescent by Arctic Monkeys

Tags:

@izumi-snowflake @astr0-biucks @ender-afton @aviscerate @azrafail @paper-stars-still-glow @an-insane-femboy69 @puppet-string @whistlebrox and open tags

[paper-stars-still-glow]

oh wow this is gonna be long huh

P- prayer X - king gnu

A-achilles come down - gang of youths

P- perfect pair - beabadoobee (did i spell that right)

E-ethake bogase thumba - vijay prakash

R-rhinestone eyes - gorrilaz

S-softcore - the neighbourhood

T-the moon will sing - crane wives

A-ae dil dil ki duniya mein - sneha pant, KK

R- rises the moon - liana flores

S- smells like teen spirit - nirvana

S-skyfall - adele

T-tokyo rendevous - king gnu

I- i wanna be yours - arctic monkeys

L-lovely - billie eilish, khalid

L-like him - tyler, the creator, lola young

G-girlfriend - avril lavigne

L-looking at me - sabrina carpenter

O- off to the races - lana del ray

W-who is she? - I monster

yes ik this took like a day im sorry

tags: @behindthesun777 @smolwriter @aviscerate @ennarchy @azrafail @moonga-sucks @yourdeargatsby @yoonchaes-baby-sister-offical @abovethemoon333 @astracaedes +open tags im tired

[astracaedes]

OOOOO

Any - Stray Kids

Stray Kids - Stray Kids

Thnks fr th Mmrs - Fall Out Boy

R U Mine? - Arctic Monkeys

Awaken - Stray Kids

Charybdis - Epic the Musical

All You Wanna Do - Six the Musical

Ex-Wives - Six the Musical

Dance, Dance - Fall Out Boy

Emperor's New Clothes - Panic! At The Disco

Snap Out Of It - Arctic Monkeys

tags under cut <3

@skepticalvoidhedgehog @skeletal-spire-man @everettlover @microwaved-grilled-cheese @lightsabersandbluecookies @enormous-moose @njthesapo @i-cant-think-of-a-url12 @irvnwithsciss0rs @insaniac-offical @mjthesilly

[skepticalvoidhedgehog]

I LOVE this tag game <3

Sweet by Cigarettes After Sex

back to friends by sombr

Sweet Child O' Mine by Guns N' Roses

Apocalypse by Cigarettes After Sex

That's What I Like by Bruno Mars

I Think They Call This Love - Cover by Matthew Ifield

Chemtrails Over The Country Club by Lana Del Rey

Arabella by Arctic Monkeys

Lover Girl by Laufey

Love Story by Indila

we fell in love in october by girl in red

I Wanna Be Yours by Arctic Monkeys

Dancing With Your Ghost by Sasha Alex Sloan

HEAVEN AND BACK by Chase Atlantic

Love Me Not by Ravyn Lenae

Do I Wanna Know? by Arctic Monkeys

Sailor Song by Gigi Perez

supernatural by Ariana Grande

her by JVKE

Ordinary by Alex Warren

Young and Beautiful by Lana Del Rey

Wow my username is long

But i absolutely LOVEEEEE each song here oml <3

@ch1mmy-error @astracaedes @quietlychaotic13 @lightsabersandbluecookies @creature-adjacent @obsess-over-ink-on-dead-trees @decayingrosesonmygravestone @pixelchasm @havefuninflorida7