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[skin-im-1n]

i can't help falling back into old habits.

[porellebelle]

"Maybe starving myself will fix the hunger I have for the attention I never received as a child."

[skin-im-1n]

i miss my old account but it got t-ed :(( i dont even remember the user but i has followers and some popular posts

[skin-im-1n]

quest bars have my 🤍

[skin-im-1n]

pix from twitter

[skin-im-1n]

i'm back

[skin-im-1n]

new thinspo just dropped 🤪

[skin-im-1n]

food log: 31, dec. 2022

breakfast:2 eggs & toast w/ butter

lunch: none

dinner: squash spaghetti w/ meat sauce

breakfast: 447 kcal

lunch: 0 kcal

dinner: 187 kcal

total kcal intake≈634

[skin-im-1n]

one of my fave ED movies is "thinspiration" you can watch it for free on tubi! it has good tips and is a good trigger movie for me :)

[skin-im-1n]

[skin-im-1n]

reasons to keep going:

to be beautiful

to make younger you proud

to prove them wrong

to be better than that one person

to be easily carried

to look fragile

to make people worry

to be pure

to be sick enough

to always be cold

to look tiny next to your s/o

to be able to sit on ppls laps

to be elegant

to have pretty hands

to be able to model if you want

to look small in big clothes

to shock them all

to be in control

to be skinny

[skin-im-1n]

TW: ED

food log: 30th,dec. 2022

breakfast: none

lunch/dinner: spaghetti & green tea

(idk how many calories are in the spaghetti so i estimate abt 600-700 cals)

[skin-im-1n]

TW: ED

some m3alspo for you 💞

(not my pics)

[skin-im-1n]

sad music while scrolling through ed tumblr>>>

[skin-im-1n]

i need to look like this at school

(not my pic)

[skin-im-1n]

anyone else?

[skin-im-1n]

i want everyone at my school to see me as the skinny druggie girl with an eating disorder