SkinnyBalllz

CW: too embarrassing GW: 150 GW: 120 UGW: 100 Need tips to help me relapse

[y0ung4ndb3autiful]

⭐️workouts⭐️

[skinny-balllz]

Stupid “ReCovERy”! Now I’m my he and I’m spiraling 🌀

[wannabe-little1]

Alcohol containing calories is such a betrayal🥲🥺

[skinny-balllz]

I think we need more Ana hair/skin/nail care tips on here tbh 💕

[ana-makemeperfect]

“Why is losing weight so damn hard?!?!”

- Gives in to all cravings

- binges 1000 times a week

- exercise?… whats that?

- genuinely shit at having disordered eating issues

[skinny-balllz]

I want to be skinny enough to look good in everything and nothing!

[sugar-crystal-tears]

This feels 1llegal to confess here in €dblr but I need to get it out of my chest:

I bing3 bc it’s fucking thrilling. It’s always sweets & the sugar is so addictive for me. When it I get in the “fuck it” mindset, I feel good for a moment. I love the feeling that nothing matters, and loosening up. It even makes me consider just being a miserable b1ng3r for the rest of my life, at least I’ll have the comfort of sweets

I’m always in conflict with that part of me. I promised myself I’d get to my gw, but sometimes b1ng1ng feels like more reliable coping than listening to the @n@ voice. It’s instant gratification. If I feel vulnerable enough, the thought of l0sing 0.5 - 2 p0unds a week doesn’t feel relieving enough, compared to the sensation of sugar.

But Ik I’ll never have peace of mind unless I get to my gw.

I wish my €d was more simple than this. Just ⭐️ve to cope, or stop caring & b1ng3 forever. But no, both extremes have to coexist in me 😍

[skintothebones]

rb if u HATE YOUR CW

[radioheadfannumber1-deactivated]

god i dont want to be fat anymore

[starlightanglexoxo]

stop eating and smoke a cig ♡

[skinny-balllz]

¡ make me skinny !

1 like = 10 squats

1 comment = 20 crunches

1 reblog = 1 hour fast

[skinny-balllz]

Why did I ever let them convince i needed to “recover” 😭 now I need to recover from my recovery 💀

[angel98ziggy-deactivated2023062]

[skinny-balllz]

I ate again. Why can’t I just not. I need help. I’m grown and I still have everyone on my ass about eating all the damn time. It’s sucks! And my metabolism sucks ass too so I’m just sitting here stuck as an eternal fat lard 🤬😩

[anaslittleslut-deactivated20230]

Guys look at this workout!

Saw someone on the blue bird app saying they burned 360 calories with it!! And the best part: it has NO jumping so you can easily do it in secret (bc I know I’m not the only one who is embarassed of working out in my room :p)

[bulimic4sshole]

i need motivation to starve again somebody help me

[ihat3ev3rything]

No one notices your sadness until it turns into anger. Then you're a bad person.