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"Some people never go crazy. What truly horrible lives they must lead." *This blog is a way for me to translate my feelings into art. Posts may be triggering to some individuals*

[equatorjournal]

[mournfulroses]

Nikolay Punin, from a diary entry featured in The Diaries of Nikolay Punin: 1904 - 1953

[thoughtkick]

“I have heard all of the stories about girls like me, and I am unafraid to make more of them.”

— Carmen Maria Machado, Her Body And Other Parties

[jackvanzet]

[quotemadness]

“Do you ever realize how badly you’re going to miss a moment while you’re living it? Like wow, these are the good days. I am here and I am happy and I feel alive.”

— Unknown

[pocula-blog]

[fox-party]

We found this in an abandoned parking lot today

[skinnyblonde18]

Damn okay happy 8th birthday to my blog ❤️ looking back on where I was 8 years ago, it breaks my heart. The love, the loss, the self harm, the drugs and alcohol, the self hatred and the pain and the hurt that I thought would kill me. The sleepless night and days when I couldn’t get out of bed, the days I would write letters to myself 6 months from then in case I didn’t make it. I want to say to you all that although it doesn’t seem like it now, you will get through this. You will rise above the hurt and pain and learn to accept an apology you never received. I’m here for each and every one of you if you ever want to reach out. Thank you for a great 8 years, and many more to come ❤️

[solitary-saboteur]

[yesterdaysprint]

The Topeka Daily Capital, Kansas, December 15, 1905

[perrfectly]

“There is only one person who could ever make you happy, and that person is you.”

— David Burns  (via perrfectly)

[thoughtkick]

“Please be patient with me. Sometimes when I’m quiet it’s because I need to figure myself out. It’s not because I don’t want to talk. Sometimes there are no words for my thoughts.”

— Kamla Bolanos

[neckkiss]

MILK AND HONEY pt.3

[aseaofquotes]

Michelle Hodkin, The Evolution of Mara Dyer

[vomitingwords]

"There's still a part of me hoping for you to come back." she said. "And until now, I'm still trying to let go of that."

Pieces and Stitches // ma.c.a

[thoughtkick]

“I have never known who or what I am supposed to be. The only thing I know for sure, is that I am supposed to be more than I have been.”

— William Chapman (via resqectable)

[skinnyblonde18]

“1.) Do not ever let someone make you believe you care too much, this is not a flaw. 2.) There is no such thing as loving someone too much love, there is only not receiving the love you deserve. Never apologize for knowing your worth. 3.) Few things will hurt more than watching him walk away. 4.) Except watching him walk away with someone else. 5.) Do not blame yourself. Sometimes it has nothing to do with you, sometimes you can love a person with your whole heart and they won’t have enough space in their heart for yours. It doesn’t matter how many eyelashes and dandelions you wish on, sometimes it just isn’t going to happen. 6.) Do not compare yourself. You are not inferior. 7.) Feel everything. Do not let this destroy you. Feel and live and love, and feel it with all your heart. 8.) Cry your heart out. If you don’t now, the feelings will remain and eat you from the inside out. 9.) Just because someone loves your naked body does not mean they love your naked soul. Do not confuse the two, and be careful before giving him either. 10.) It’s not that hard to call someone back. 11.) Trust your instincts. That was the smell of her perfume. That was her panties. And there’s no such thing as “just friends”. 12.) Do not loose yourself in loving him. Relationships are about balance. Put yourself first, and allow him to mold himself to your world as well. Otherwise, when he decides to move on, you’ll forget how to breathe. 13.) Sometimes people just don’t love you back. This is not your fault. 14.) It will hurt when you watch him leave with her under his arm, just breathe. Remind yourself that you have stood alone before and will stand alone and strong again. 15.) The sun will rise tomorrow, and your favorite rose in the garden will bloom and die and life will go on whether you’re ready or not. 16.) Find comfort in music. You will need it, and it will help, I promise. 17.) Everything is temporary. 18.) Watch the sunset. Laugh at children. When you feel alone, look up at the stars. 19.) Nights aren’t the hardest time, sometimes it’s 6am and the sun is peaking over the horizon and the smell of earl grey tea reminds you of him and suddenly you don’t know what to do with your hands. 20.) Learn to put on your own necklaces, fight your own fights, and fall asleep alone. Learn to be comfortable with just existing. 21.) We all need time to heal. 22.) Sometimes, people just suck.”

— 22 Things I Learned After Him