the end

// Trigger warning. Self Harm Is Not A Solution. Nor Is Suicide, This Is Just My Way Of Expressing My Pain And Dealing With It. I'm Always There For You If You Need Me. I'm Sorry. \\

[asking-the-death]

[heavensghost]

[skinnycrimes]

Every damn night

[thegoodvybe]

[the-moon-whisperer]

[vomitingwords]

And maybe you're just

another bad habit,

that I'm struggling

to let go of.

This might hurt me. //ma.c.a

[sunflowerletters]

“Perhaps the saddest thing is, From time to time I still think about calling you, about telling you how much I miss you, and how often I think of you. But I never do, because I remember that we stopped speaking for a reason”

— Excerpt from a Book I’ll Never Write, Perhaps the Saddest Thing

[vomitingwords]

Can you remember how many times you wished for time to stop? I hope you can't. I hope you've been happy for a lot of times, that even your fingers couldn't be enough, to at least make all the count.

Be so happy that you forget being sad // ma.c.a

[cynsyllables]

"I have survived everything but I fear that I cannot survive myself"

— Cynthia Chapman

[rewriting-the-world]

"I say "I'm okay" the way I say the sky is blue.

It is never just blue. It's raging, it's unstable, and at times, it cries enough to flood cities."

- S. Renea

[londonfromparis]

I think what made moving on so hard was feeling like you owed it to someone or something to not leave. You tie yourself to the past. You go through the memories and everything the place or person has given you and you feel like you just can’t do it. Leaving doesn’t feel like an option. You know you’ve outgrown it. You know you don’t belong anymore. You know it’s not making you happy anymore - the choice is clear, but somehow you’re still stuck.

[depresseddisneyprincess]

“How am I supposed to stop thinking about you when you’re the only thing ever on my mind”

- I know you aren’t thinking about me

[depresseddisneyprincess]

[depresseddisneyprincess]

[depresseddisneyprincess]

“I think that if we met at a different time, we could’ve been soulmates.”

— I think that’s what kills me the most

[depresseddisneyprincess]

“Sometimes I stay up at night wondering if you ever cared about me in any sort. If I ever meant anything to you. If you knew how much you hurt me. I think the not knowing is what hurts the most.”

— (k.c)

[depresseddisneyprincess]

“There are one of two ways a person can handle pain. They can either let it make them kinder and more gentle, or harsh and bitter. Those who choose to be kind and gentile are going to be the sweetest souls you’ve ever met.”

— Always strive to be gentle and kind