i’m pathetic

this is my trauma/vent blog. please read my intro (#intro) and important posts (#please read)

[skipperspittle]

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you are over the age of 30 or under the age of 13

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This hurts too much to be worth it

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[skipperspittle]

life update

so ive been on topamax for about a month now, im no longer su/i/ci/da/l and quite frankly im doing better than i ever have so i havent had much use of this blog. hope things are going well for people

[bunnighost]

[skipperspittle]

vent

i feel like a waste of space. i feel like everyone around me just wants me gone. bad things keep happening and im trying to get through it but its fucking hard. all i do is go to work, cry when i get home, and smoke until i get too tired to stay awake. im a fucking loser and i hate myself so much.

[m41410]

[internetfriend-moved]

sane people REALLY need to understand that most delusional people can understand when they're in a delusion. like we understand that what we're experiencing ISN'T real to u but in our reality it is an unshakeable and like , straight from the mouth of god real type of thing . get rid of the idea that delusional people don't know that their reality is different than other people's .

this is called double book keeping and it REALLY needs to be talked abt more.

[skipperspittle]

i hope i d13 tonight 💚

i am so sick of hurting and crying and then waking up expecting things to be different when tbey just turn out the same as before