Skitty

Hi I’m always here // 25 // active Oct 2021 // message me anytime sw 98/216 cw ~80/175 gw1 50/110 fav posts personal my tag hidden bodycheck tag

[skitty0797]

I remember I specifically didn’t get scales so that I didn’t relapse, but I’m thinking mayyyyybe I should since I’m kinda being delusional here I think

[skitty0797]

Oh and since I’m writing personal posts (and nobody reads them anyway), might as well note this. The way antidepressants change my outlook on food cannot be understated. I literally never felt indifferent about food before I started antidepressants. It’s like I was obsessed and the pills came over and said “buddy it literally doesn’t matter”. I’m off the pills now but this newfound “eh” feeling about food still persists. And I wasn’t even doing Prozac lol

Not much changed appearance-wise, but I physically feel better now, which I’m really grateful for. And restricting is easier.

I feel like maybe the whole love for food I had earlier was due to my upbringing, with my mom always telling me how lucky I was I could eat anything, because she was ALWAYS restricting. So yeah, it feels nice not turning every safe meal into a grand sacrifice for the ED god

[skitty0797]

Day three (out of 7) of preparing for that famed 60 hr fast 👌

[troubleisaddictedtofood]

KEEP GOING YOUR GOALS ARE IN SIGHT!!!

[clean-eating-skeleton]

I will always reblog this classic.

So motivating

[ulzzangfashi0n]

source: x

[patheticblogg]

what you'll have:

- a petite body - boney fingers - amazing collarbones - thigh gap - flat stomach - visible ribs - smaller clothing sizes are you really gonna throw all that away for something as temporary as food ?

[styrke-deactivated20240722]

you are allowed to be proud of the victories that no one else can see. like showering without completely hating your body, not breaking into tears at the thought of the future, talking yourself out of a dark mindset, calming yourself down in public, or like waking up every single day and choosing life. be proud of the progress no matter if it is visible for others or not. you’re doing great, keep up the good work!

[niyarest]

rb to change your fate

[sadscale]

[m0ndaym00d]

[rising-moonlight]

imagine if this was your body holyyyy

[skitty0797]

[0ffwhite]

[skinofm]

[draculauria]

This could be me in like a year

[sknnyhoeenergy]

Not me :)

If this is you and you want it taken down mssg me

[so-u-think-im-skinnny]

look at her. her waist. her wrists. her collarbones. her jawline. her thighs. this is what bingeing gets you further away from. when you binge, you are deciding you don’t want this bad enough. (a message for me to remember tomorrow, today, until i reach my goal)

[mylittlediariess]

[skitty0797]

Woke up after a fast day feeling t h i n n e only to discover nothing’s really changed and this is my mind playing tricks on me, tricking me into eating even though there was no milestone, no progress worth celebrating

Good thing I was too tired to get up instantly and noticed this after a while