id be curious to see or hear about a garcia pov for a thing that wants. especially after this latest chapter. what do you think garcias motivations and mindsets are
hello person who sent me this anon last week! i hope the last chapter of a thing that wants satisfied the desire for yolanda pov :)
to the person who sent me an anon a few days ago! i wanted to tell you that i have seen it and i will respond but i would like to wait until after the last chapter of a thing that wants has been posted so that i dont spoil anything :)
One day, Trinity is going to forget the specifics of the renal system, she’ll forget what subcutaneous tissue looks like, she’ll forget the sun and the moon and the stars and she’ll forget her own name but she will never forget what it means when Garcia gives her that look over the rim of her beer.
hi there! completely obsessed with a thing that wants. I enjoyed santos/garcia before reading your fic but after this latest chapter I feel as if they are burrowing in my head and I can't get enough. your characterization of trinity is so spot-on! I also appreciate someone who approaches garcia with nuance as opposed to portraying her as just some terrible and toxic heart-shredding player lol. and your depiction of robby and his relationship with trinity is so good ugh. AND writing his relationship with langdon being both strained and a deliberate choice on robby's part to keep him around. incredible characterization all around I can't wait for more!
omg thank you, this is so flattering!! always happy to indoctrinate others into the cult of garsantos!
and i'm glad the characterization is landing for you, that is truly the best compliment to receive 🥲 i feel like s2 took the robby/langdon/santos dynamic from s1 and twisted it into a really interesting new place, and i was eager to explore it more in this fic.
Other than the sex, everything else with Olivia is fine. Better than fine. Great, even. There are no games or subtext with Olivia, no anxiety about her place in Olivia’s life. If Olivia doesn’t respond to a text for a few hours, it means she’s caught up in meetings at work or getting dinner with a friend, not that she’s toying with Trinity’s emotions, getting her riled up to play with later. It’s not like it had been with Garcia, where every conversation had been part of a fight for dominance that left Trinity constantly on edge, constantly wondering where she stood.
“Would you rather have ten million dollars or meet the love of your life?”
Shen jokingly drifts towards ten million dollars before picking love. Garcia looks up and catches Santos lurking by the entrance. A smirk spreads across her face as she also picks love. “I already have ten million dollars,” she says, turning back to the camera.
onto chapter 2!
when i first started thinking about doing this, i honestly wasn't looking forward to chapters 1 and 2 that much 😅 i thought of them as mostly exposition because nothing really exciting happens yet, it's just setting the stage for the rest of it. BUT upon re-reading, i remembered how fun this chapter is! it's those early stages of flirting when the other person is still mysterious to you and your respective traumas haven't come up and gotten in the way yet (though, there are some hints of santos's past and how she ended up as a mechanic in the first place). there's santos thirsting for garcia on the podium, in disbelief that this is her life (oh girl...just wait!), there's some santos/ellis flirting, there's garcia staking her claim on santos at the bar, then santos googling for more info on garcia's dating history...oh, they have no idea what's in store for them…
side note, i think i accidentally retconned the googling garcia's dating history thing :/ i answered an ask a bit ago where i said santos probably had a fan account for garcia growing up and as a baby gay, she 100% would have been clued into the garcia sexuality speculation. i think i like that version more (where santos had a garcia stan account and uses a burner to get into internet fights with people who ship garcia with walsh) than what's in the actual fic...
anyway, now onto some favorite parts!
from the excerpt above: sometimes when i'm writing, i can do it linearly (start at the beginning of a chapter and just go from there to the end). other times, i write a few disconnected scenes and get stuck trying to fit it all together. with this chapter, i could not figure out how to start it, and i couldn't even bear to look at my google docs for days, when all of a sudden this line came to me: "i already have ten million dollars" and garcia being totally overconfident and annoying with the social media team. then the rest of the chapter fell into place!
You know what to do has been their catchphrase for as long as they’ve been an engineer-driver pair, ever since Garcia made the jump from McLaren to Mercedes eight years ago. In this case, the team is calling Garcia into the pits early to give her a new set of tyres before Langdon can react. If she gets a clean out lap, she’ll be much faster on her fresher tyres than his older ones, which means that she might be able to leapfrog him by the time Red Bull calls him in to pit.
race strategy is what got me really into formula 1. i love when races are a strategic chess match so this was my homage to that. the you know what to do was also an homage to lewis and bono's hammertime radio call - a pale imitation but it's hard to come up with something as good as lewis, it's hammertime!
Ellis looks her up and down, not bothering to hide her interest. “I haven’t seen you at the track before. That makes you a rookie to me.”
This, the familiar rhythm of flirting, is exactly what she needs. Santos takes a drag of her beer, preparing her response, when she feels the warmth of another presence behind her.
“Tonic water with lime,” Garcia orders.
Ellis glances between the two of them and gives Santos an amused, knowing look. She tips her glass at her, conceding defeat, before retreating back onto the dance floor.
garcia staking her claim 🤗 i thought it would be fun to hint at some history here - garcia and ellis have definitely gone after the same girl before and they're very competitive about it. and garcia's drink order - tonic water with lime - is because i don't think of her as a heavy drinker in this fic, being an athlete and all. she'll have a nice glass of wine with dinner but that's pretty much it.
chapter 3 up next! if you read all of that, you must be very dedicated! in that case, if you have any questions or thoughts about other chapters or general writing stuff, shoot me a message or anon and i'll see if i can answer it in future installments!
and i leave you with this, one of the most iconic moments in bahrain: hamilton vs. rosberg, 2014
maybe ask yourself why you only like garcia if you can convert her into a more "palatable" character. ask yourself why you insist that she cannot actually be what she is portrayed as in the show. ask yourself why she is not allowed to want flings and fwbs and hookups. ask yourself why she cannot be curt and commanding and also enjoyable to you as a character. ask yourself what evidence there is that the personality we see in the show is any different from the personality she has when she's off-shift or in shifts that aren't shown. ask yourself why women of color have to be soft, loving, docile caretakers for you to like them.
The problem is the problem, and the problem is not that Garcia hurts her, it’s that she likes it, that she craves it. What do you think about when you touch yourself, Garcia had asked her once, breathed the question hot in her ear with her fingers deep in her cunt. Do you think about me?
“Santos can tell, even from all the way across the garage, that Yolanda Garcia is unhappy.”
hello and welcome to a re-read/annotation of my garsantos f1 au fic!
i started writing and posting this about a year ago and haven’t re-read it since, so i thought it would be fun to go back through and document some of the things i was thinking about while writing it, favorite parts, least favorite parts, etc. i've read similar things from other fic writers over the years and have always found it really interesting and instructive and i hope you guys feel the same!
starting from the beginning…
i usually find openings pretty hard. a lot of writers talk about whether they’re planners or pantsers; i think of myself as kind of both? as a planner, i had the skeleton for the overall arc of the story laid out (this was the table i shared in my previous post). i knew what i wanted the main conflict points to be, when they were going to break up, how they were going to get back together, and how i wanted it to end. (the last paragraph of the entire fic was one of the first things i wrote 🤭)
the "pantser" part is that the rest of the writing was more or less vibes lol. i kept a running list of random scenes and scraps of dialogue as they came to me and over time i would drop them into the chapter where i thought they made sense. otherwise i worked within the “scaffolding” i built in the outline and wrote stuff that got me from one scene to the next.
but maybe it's the planner part of me that enables the pantser part...i think if i didn't have an outline set out, i would have gotten more writer's block, so having the outline in place let me do the rest of the writing with vibes.
to be honest i was intimidated about writing the opening because i knew the fic was going to be a long endeavor, but then the first line came to me out of nowhere and then the first chapter kinda flowed from there! reading it back, i'm shocked at how much of it is exposition. i do remember wanting to introduce all of the characters in a way that felt organic and not boring, and trying to figure out how much technical stuff was too much/how much readers would be willing to tolerate. on re-read, it feels like a lot for the first chapter and i am a little surprised how many people stuck with the fic who weren't f1 fans 😅🙈
another thing i might have done differently is the "dropping a spanner on garcia's foot" parallel to the scalpel scene. the idea came to me during my brainstorming stage and i got attached to it, but i couldn't figure out how to give it more space. i saw it as a moment that shook garcia out of her stupor and the relative monotony of being at the top of her game and winning all the time - then along comes this young, impressionable, hot mechanic, dropping things on her foot. walsh alludes to this in her conversation with santos at the end of ch 15, but other than that, i don't address it again :/
and now a few favorite parts:
i wanted to find ways to work garcia's catholicism into the fic...can't help myself, i find religious imagery really hot
In the briefing room, Garcia looks somehow both smaller and more intimidating than she does on TV. Santos lets her eyes linger on the strong lines of Garcia’s neck, her furrowed brow, and the small curls that have started to frizz out of her tight braid. She watches as Garcia plays with her cross necklace, running the chain against her bottom lip.
this was also one of the first lines i came up with 🥰
Garcia shrugs, walking away in the direction of her driver’s room. “The course of preseason testing never did run smooth.”
this is the part that made it to the fic summary and i really love it!! this came to me through ~vibes~ and more or less stayed the same throughout all my editing. i loved working in some hero-worship into their dynamic.
So yeah, maybe Santos had Garcia’s driver card stuck to her bedroom mirror during her formative teenage years, and maybe that headshot of Garcia with the trademark no-nonsense look on her face played some small part in her discovering her sexuality. And maybe in the back of her mind, she was thinking of Garcia when she declared her major in mechanical engineering, when she was pulling all-nighters with the FSAE team, when she was doing her PhD at the University of Pittsburgh before everything fell apart, again. Whatever, it’s not weird.
whew this was a long one, i don't think all of them will be like this but hope you enjoyed it! i leave you with some mclaren unboxed content. these videos are so quality and really show the "work" side of f1 and a lot of behind the scenes action. i love the way this clip has lando very tenderly handing carlos his gloves...just imagine it with santos and garcia! 🥹
Langdon’s first day back is…it sucks, there’s no other way to say it. She senses it the moment he walks in the door, his oppressive presence and the cloying scent of his cologne, and then she hears his voice and it’s like he never left. It’s like the past ten months, all of her growth and the learning she’s done, never happened. She’s transported back in time, to the weight of all the doubts she carried back in September, her imposter syndrome, how small she had felt standing in front of him.
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