Trenderman

….Why are you wearing plaid with polkadots?!?

[slayderman]

Cardigans are in this season.

“If you insult me at least come to bat with a good sense of style”

Hello second Rp vlog!

Just don’t be weird and we won’t have a problem :)

Other blog: @hungry-blind-demon

[slayderman]

Ellor,

Can I draw fanart for you and your brothers?

Why of course! Most art is always welcome! 🤗

[listentothebellschime]

Splendor, would you like to see a dress I want to make for you? I want to make sure you’d like the style of it before I start.. It’s been awhile since I’ve made something for you so I thought it would be nice

- @slayderman

Oh, if you make it for me, I'd love it no matter what! But if you want me to look over it first, I won't deny you <3

[slayderman]

I don’t know how to feel about the puff balls because it’s not my personal taste but I know you might like something like that. And I’m replacing that blue outline on the ruffles with gold. It’s a simpler dress but you can tell me what accessories to so it isn’t so plain.

[listentothebellschime]

Ohhhhh it's so pretty! If you'd rather keep the puffballs off, it's no harm to me. I like the general shape and fabric of the dress, it doesn't have to be particularly extra for me to like it! Since I imagine you so expect me to say at least one thing, though, to prove that I'm not just saying I like it...

Maybe if it was a bit longer..?

[slayderman]

That’s very do able, I’ll get to it :)

[listentothebellschime]

Splendor, would you like to see a dress I want to make for you? I want to make sure you’d like the style of it before I start.. It’s been awhile since I’ve made something for you so I thought it would be nice

- @slayderman

Oh, if you make it for me, I'd love it no matter what! But if you want me to look over it first, I won't deny you <3

[slayderman]

I don’t know how to feel about the puff balls because it’s not my personal taste but I know you might like something like that. And I’m replacing that blue outline on the ruffles with gold. It’s a simpler dress but you can tell me what accessories to so it isn’t so plain.

[slayderman]

I just saw Jeff run by wearing crocs with socks and a goddamn fedora. Polka dots on said fedora. And a checker button up with swim shorts. He said it was “what was left in his closet” please help this is a travesty

GOOD GRIEF!!!

I’ll have to talk to him about it

[sl33p-wh3n-im-d34d]

This did not happen.

The crocs and the socks... yeah actually probably.

Bold of you to assume I dont have anything other than the exact same outfit like 35 times in my closet.

[slayderman]

Well don’t take this to offense Jeff but the amount of chaos you cause at times this wasn’t completely out of your character… nearly made me faint with how bad the hypothetical outfit was…

[sl33p-wh3n-im-d34d]

Maybe I'll do it sometime.

Whens you're birthday again

[slayderman]

No. I refuse to allow you to wear such a thing on such a day of celebration.

[slayderman]

Yippeee thrifting!!!!

I will being my fave hoodie for you to repair >:(

Oh yes? What’s the damage? A rip perhaps?

[listentothebellschime]

Hey Splendor…. How are you? Feeling better I hope?

@slayderman

Trender-

{ She jolts. He wasn't paying much attention to his surroundings }

I could... Ask you the same thing. Are you okay?

I mean. You're not. Į̴͍̼̱̘̇́ ̵͇̉͜k̸͚̉n̶̛̠͔͚̑͆͆ọ̵̻̏̀̃͜w̵̗̖̲̬̐͗͘ ̸̟̝͚͚̣̔͋ÿ̵̝̭͉̙́͘o̶̧̲̬͖̝̐͠͝u̵̡͍̞̭̘͊́'̸̞̹͍̣͆r̶̢̫̱̠͊̾͠ȩ̸̢̦̖͚̔́̽͛ ̷̤̏̾̍n̵̜͙̊͛õ̵̘̤̯̪̭̒͂t̴̥̤͛͠..

[slayderman]

I’m quite alright, nothing my sewing skills couldn’t fix… I came to check on you however and I’ve noticed you’ve been…Jumpy.. are you feeling any better? I’m more worried about you than myself.

[listentothebellschime]

{ One of the bells hisses, before the entire tendril recoils and folds up against her back. }

...you don't need to be so concerned about me. I'm not the one who got hurt.

{ Not near as badly, anyway. }

[slayderman]

[Trender sighed at her avoidance and took a seat by her]

You Haven’t answered my question, are. You. Okay? Be honest… I hate seeing you so upset. Talk to me..

[listentothebellschime]

No, brother, o̸͇̟̔̇͗̈́̈̏̆̓̈́̆f̶̛̫͉̠͊̈̅̀̽̒͊̈͒ ̵̭̳͕̬̤͉̞̪̱̝͈̯̈́͜c̵̢̨͉̺̙̮͍͉̞͑̀̂̇̿̓͊̔͒͑̚̚͜ô̸̡̘͖͜͝u̴͙̠͓̟̻̗̭̲̙͖̖̤̖̠̙̮͛̐̈́́̃̎͒̅͌̾̃́̈́̓̚͜͝ŗ̷̛̛̝̜̟͉͇͂́͆́̈́̌͌̅͗̀̓͋̚s̸̩̬̩͎̠͍̺̈́̋̂̀̃̇̐̆͊͐̚̚͠e̷̜̦͕̳̳͖͐̆̈́͛͗̆̅͋̕͝ I'm not! I h̶̢̙̙̹̣̰̺͊̉̽́͜ṵ̶̰͙̜͕̬̠̖̆̌̓̆̈́́̑̾́́r̶̗̪̘̘̮̜̹̾̈̐͂̈́̐̍́͆̑̾̐̆̀̃͜͜͝ţ̸͍̯̠̠̲̽ͅ you! I h̶̢̙̙̹̣̰̺͊̉̽́͜ṵ̶̰͙̜͕̬̠̖̆̌̓̆̈́́̑̾́́r̶̗̪̘̘̮̜̹̾̈̐͂̈́̐̍́͆̑̾̐̆̀̃͜͜͝ţ̸͍̯̠̠̲̽ͅ Slender! And everyone keeps asking me if I'M okay, as if it's not m̷̢̛̹͚͆̉̈̈̔́̇́́̅̍̀̇̕͝ý̴̧̧̹̦̜̟͉̭̉̔͋̂̀ ̸̢̡̨͚̫͉͎̺͚͓̪̝̍͛̆̒̀̍̔͛̒̃̀͜f̶̹͈̖̺͓̿a̷̡̡̭̯͙͔̖͚̻̝̺̯̩͎̱͎͆̍͐̉̋̈́̃ù̷̟̹̞̅̆̏̕͝l̷̢̹̱̯̞͉̳̟̗̟̐̏̾͝t̸̛̟̪͓̦̜͓̍͛͆̄̆̍̄͝ in the first place!

...I'm sorry. I didn't mean to yell.

[slayderman]

[He tensed a bit at the yelling but understood it’s necessary and put an arm around her]

No…no it’s fine. People are telling you it’s not your fault because it wasn’t your fault because it wasn’t you. Give yourself some grace Splendor. And it’s not like you ment to hurt people Splendor. It was an accident and it was out of your control.

[listentothebellschime]

{ He flinched at the touch. }

{ Why was he still so willing to hold her? }

{ A part of them just wanted to be held, to be told everything was okay - but another knew it wasn't. It never would be. }

It was me. It was. Everything I do is to - t̸o̷ ̴c̴o̴n̸v̸i̶n̷c̸e̴ ̶m̶y̵s̵e̸l̸f̶ ̴t̸̻͓̂͠h̷̪͘á̵̦̟̑t̴̮̟͒ ̵̭̀̈I̶͖͑'̶̨̦̉m̶̪̼͆ ̵̫̣̈́n̴̻͆́ỏ̶̝t̷͙̝̐̔ ̵̦̋ȁ̴̘ ̶͚͌m̶̭̹̌͝ö̵̪̔n̷̝̺͑́s̵͚̘̔t̸̲̗̎̊e̷̗͌ŗ̷̈́͐ͅ,̵͚̺͒̚ ̴͚̥̓͆t̷̜̿͘h̶̦̋͗ȃ̸̲̲͐ț̷̀̒ ̷̱̹̓Ḯ̴͉ ̶̼͍̎ć̴͙ǎ̵͜ṉ̵͉̓ ̷̨͚̐b̸͇͛e̶̞͈̎̀ ̸̰̚a̴̺͒ ̴͜͝g̶̙̑o̵̧͖̍o̷̯͗͒d̸̥͓͗̌ ̴̘̟̉̆p̴̖̒̀e̵̻̫̊r̶̼̬̉̋s̵̱̬̈́o̶̬͐ͅn̴͇͛̌, b̷̠͎̱͋̚u̴̳̹͠t̸͍̉ ̷̣͍̑́I̸͉̹̅ ̶̥̯́̍̉ċ̷̦̕͜ą̴̓n̵̠͈͍̎'̷̛͙t̶̢͋ ̸̞̬͎̆r̶̛͓͆ͅu̶̪͙̘̓n̶͙̖̞̅̈́ ̸̧̪̄̈́͝f̵͍̋̿r̵̡̃́̂ͅo̷̡̺͑̈́̀m̶̟̀ ̸̣̔m̸̯̖̌y̴̻̯̿̓͌s̶̢͕͎͛̍͋ē̷̻l̶̬͋̆f̴̗̯̯̔͝,̵͖̍ ̶̖̱̥̈́͝İ̷̼̬͆ ̴̞͔͖́c̴̨̰̿͜a̸̟͓̋̽n̶̙̗̥͘'̸͎̯̙͋͘͠ţ̷͇̿͐ ̶̧̩̻̅̒r̷̠̜̀ȕ̸̖͕̻̈́n̵͓̰̈́͂͒ ̶̤͗̆̾f̶̢̚r̷͚͂ǫ̷̦̣̽́̀m̶͖̪̿̋͘ ̵͉̟̂̕t̶̠̫̟̐h̸̖̺̒͘͘ĕ̶̯̔͠ͅ ̷̣̩͍͑̉͂t̴̪͠͠r̶̨̓̄u̴̲̜͛t̵̘̀h̶̨͈̿̂̄ ̴̡̞̚, ṅ̴̡̡̨̠̩̣̜͉̞̝̯̺͇̜̿̍́͌̌̍̊̍͂̾̓̒͗͒͜͝o̵̥̹̮͗́̉͋̀̈́̕͘ ̷̛̛̬̫̩̮̙̼͕͊͌̂̀́͑̽̇̍̅̀́̐͜͠a̶̱͌͆͆̆̂̌͛͘m̵̛̠̞̱̜̩̱̳̘̞̋̈́́̾̌̈́͒̀̉̋̕̚̚o̶͖̩͒̀͌͐͑́͆͆̌̀̒̋̀̍̚̚u̴̧̯͕̱̤̹̬͓͔͓͈͈̞̙͐̀͛̐̊̈́̑̾̒͂̾̔̄̀̕͜͝͠ṇ̴̙̽̈͋̉̈́̈̽̄̾̕̚͜t̷̝͓̬̤̩̤̲̘̜͛̆͆̈́̍͒̒͊̕͠͝ ̴̧̖͖̻̥̻̲͓͍͚̊̈́̆͊o̵̝̾́̄̓̑̉͝f̵̛̳̠͕͉̔̉̽̃̇͌͊͌̿́̚̕ ̶̨̖̲͈̱̣̦̳̲̲̽́̐̓͑̈̇͘r̵̢̧̛̛̬̟̞̟̗̰̭̗̮̤͇̺͇͇͒̽͋̏̽̒̉̐̽̿̉̒̕̕̕e̸̡̡̡̤͖̤̫̺̠̱͇͕̯̓̐͂̅̐̽͐p̶̨̡̧̛̬̞̀͛̑̑̉̌̆̅̇̕͘͜͝e̶̫͖̻̭͆̅̒͐̇̀͐́͗̀̔͂̒̑ņ̵̤̦̘̝͕̻͇̣̲̃̇̎̿͠ţ̴̡̥̫͎̖̰̘̭͌̕͜ạ̷̛̼̖̭̱͍̱̩̺̙̋̆̑̑̐͑̈͂̈́̽̑̚͘͝͝ͅn̸̡̩̜̯̳̉̅͒́̈͗̇̿̕͘c̸̗̭̻͆͋͂̈́̔̑̀̾͘e̴̛͎̓͒͛̂͌̑̊́̓̏̌̐͑͛͊͘ ̸̡̰̺̻͓̘̳͕̠̫̦͕͋̐̓̈́͑̋͝w̷̡̲̥͙̖̓͋̀̑͊͑͒̀̈́͆̿̐̆i̶̡͇̺̰͕̫͇̗̹̳̗̺̩͓̠̼͂̈́͑̇̈́̓͜l̶̢̢̡̮͓̤̜̤̭̟̙̜͈̮̫̈́̐̋̀͘l̴͔͚̮͎̠̝̳̘͎͎͈̣̒̾̌̀̐̓̉̊͝ͅͅ ̷̛͈̬͕̹̈͊͑̐̋̌͂̕ͅè̴̳͖̟̥͓̟͇̪̫̣̱̹̥̰̬̩̀̇̕ͅv̷͔̞̐͑̊̾̆̓̓̓̅͗̌̔̉̌͂͜͝e̷̛̘̥̟͍̫̱̣̥̝͋̉̓̍̄̀̾͘͝r̴̛̗̄͋̒̀͘ ̷̘͕͚͕͈̟̗̭̟̱̥̼̦̤́͐̈̽̀́͊̍̓̆̍̾͜b̵̧̟̘͈̜̦̙͔̱̯̟̑͆͗͒͂̌̊͜è̸̘͇̝̜̯͈̤̗̞͕̮̥͉̱̏͌̾̅͗̃̃͐̽ͅͅ ̴̦̹̭͔͇̄́͋̋̋̓̅̓͂͗͌͑́̏̈́e̷̝͇͙̜̭̯͎̪̮͔͓͆̊͠n̴̗͈͇̻̬̲̳͈̪̙͇̼͇̳̂͜͜ȍ̵̬͖̈́̚͠ṵ̷̟̤̘̝͇̉̇̇́̏̈͐̽̇͝g̴̡͔̟̥̖̱̗͑͂͂̃͑͐͛͋h̵̡̢̹̦̪̹̫͇̦̜̊̉͋̈́̐͂̋̅̓́̔͛̈̏͜͝, t̶͔̥͠ẖ̸̖̑̚ę̷̜̎ ̸̬́h̷͈̿̓a̷̭̾ȓ̶͈͛m̸̥͙̋ ̸̢̺̆r̶̭̼̓ȩ̷̂͝q̸͙͖̀ū̴͓̕i̵̲͛͆r̵̙̔̋ȩ̷̯̀d̴͍͝ ̷̪̥̿̿f̸̦͖͋̽ȏ̶͉ř̸̦ ̸͉̏ṃ̸̹̐̋e̵͚̿ ̴͙̈́̾͜t̸̘͖͂o̸̩̥̅ ̴̟̠̔̅é̷̢ẍ̴͚i̵̼͛͗ș̶͍̈́̌t̷̹̾̈́ ̵̪̐ḯ̴͍̲̍s̴̢̙͝n̷͚͘'̵̬̽t̷̖̦̀̈ ̶͚͇͂j̶̩̰͝ú̵̧́ṡ̷̟̂ṭ̴̻̈́i̵̝͎̍̕f̸̼̟̊̌ì̸̜̕a̸͙͌b̷͕̍͜l̸̫̇͝e̴̙̓͊,̴̳͔͆̍ ̷͎̏̾i̴̗̽̊ţ̴̀͋ͅ ̴̨͗́n̴͉͘e̸͂͜v̸̱͕̊è̴̜̅r̴̫̅ ̶̗͙͌͠w̴̭̾͜a̵͎̟̓̐ș̸̳́,̷͎̼̓̎ ̶̩͉̌á̷̤̍n̶͚͐͜d̸̺͂͘ ̸̻̆͐e̸̬̙̔s̵͎̼̏̚p̸͓̣̐e̴̱̕c̷̖̗̈͌i̷̘͙͑͗a̶̟͌̀l̴̼̉l̶̨͒y̸̞̾͠ͅ ̴͖̙̓i̷̤͕̓͝s̷̹͑̉n̴͕̗̐̿'̷̼̿̊t̷̝̻̃ ̶͎̙̒̇ǹ̴͈ô̴̞w̶͎̮̓̀ ̶̥͒́t̶͓͝ͅh̴͈͕͝á̴͖͊t̶̮́ ̸̧͈̈́I̶̬͍̽̽'̶̖̔v̵̡̱́e̵̙͆ ̶̹͠h̴̯͒̉ͅu̸͙̎r̴̖͝ͅẗ̵̖́̑ ̴̳̈t̵̖̞̉h̴̡͑̄e̶̛̦̺̓ ̵̗̥̈́̂ṕ̵̳͖ë̸̙́o̶͔̝͌͋ṕ̸̦l̶̢͖̒̒e̵̼̮̋͊ ̴̡͉̆͝Ȋ̵̯̯ ̷̩̙̏̓č̵̡a̴̛̤r̵͎̺̽̽e̶͐͜ ̷͙͕̀͝a̸͓͔̐͝b̶͍͍̅o̷̙̐ṵ̶̮̌͝t̴͕̅ ̵̻̪̈́m̶̢̛͔̈́o̷̺͋̂s̴̺̺̑̕ẗ̵͈

[slayderman]

[Trender held them close and firm knowing that this was gonna take a lot of care, convincing and some hugs. They felt horrible because their brother felt horrible]

Hey! Stop talking to my brother like that…! Splendor do we have to kick it old school to when we were kids and I’d make you say 10 nice things about yourself? Remember that? Cause I will make you do it, I’ll cling onto you like a leech til you do. Mark. My. Words. Take some Deep breaths and calm yourself.

[listentothebellschime]

{ She did not reciprocate the hug, taken by the overwhelming fear that if she did, she'd cause more harm. He did not, however, fight it. }

I don't want to hurt anyone... I never wanted to hurt anyone .. it's not fair for people to die so I can live... But I don't have a choice... I don't have any choice, there's nothing I can do, but that doesn't absolve me of responsibility because I know how I work, I know that I hurt people, i...

{ They're spiraling. It's hard to say whether or not it's good for them, right now. }

[slayderman]

Just take your time Splendy, it’ll be okay I promise. Okay?

[Trender spoke calmly extremely worried for his brothers state of mind.]

You have to learn how to forgive yourself with these things…

[listentothebellschime]

How am I supposed to forgive myself for a cycle that will never end?

[slayderman]

Because it’s out of your control… It’s the same for me and Slender… You are a great person and a fantastic brother Splendor…. It truly pains me to hear you say awful things to yourself because I know it’s not true.

[listentothebellschime]

It is in my control. My inaction leads to carnage. If I do act, people still die, but... Lack of a decision is still a decision.

And of course, it's gone around and become about me, instead of the people hurt by it.

[slayderman]

Well I don’t know if this will help you but how I see it is that the good you do balances the bad, like a yin yang of sorts. Without one or the other chaos ensues. You have to keep the balance which is hard but it’s how it functions properly.

[He makes sure Splendor is looking at him and listening to him so he gently turned her head towards him]

And The reason why so many people turned it to you is because of the harm you’ve caused to yourself… you basically starved yourself Splendor of course it’s gonna turn back on you. :(

[slayderman]

I just saw Jeff run by wearing crocs with socks and a goddamn fedora. Polka dots on said fedora. And a checker button up with swim shorts. He said it was “what was left in his closet” please help this is a travesty

GOOD GRIEF!!!

I’ll have to talk to him about it

[sl33p-wh3n-im-d34d]

This did not happen.

The crocs and the socks... yeah actually probably.

Bold of you to assume I dont have anything other than the exact same outfit like 35 times in my closet.

[slayderman]

Well don’t take this to offense Jeff but the amount of chaos you cause at times this wasn’t completely out of your character… nearly made me faint with how bad the hypothetical outfit was…

[listentothebellschime]

Hey Splendor…. How are you? Feeling better I hope?

@slayderman

Trender-

{ She jolts. He wasn't paying much attention to his surroundings }

I could... Ask you the same thing. Are you okay?

I mean. You're not. Į̴͍̼̱̘̇́ ̵͇̉͜k̸͚̉n̶̛̠͔͚̑͆͆ọ̵̻̏̀̃͜w̵̗̖̲̬̐͗͘ ̸̟̝͚͚̣̔͋ÿ̵̝̭͉̙́͘o̶̧̲̬͖̝̐͠͝u̵̡͍̞̭̘͊́'̸̞̹͍̣͆r̶̢̫̱̠͊̾͠ȩ̸̢̦̖͚̔́̽͛ ̷̤̏̾̍n̵̜͙̊͛õ̵̘̤̯̪̭̒͂t̴̥̤͛͠..

[slayderman]

I’m quite alright, nothing my sewing skills couldn’t fix… I came to check on you however and I’ve noticed you’ve been…Jumpy.. are you feeling any better? I’m more worried about you than myself.

[listentothebellschime]

{ One of the bells hisses, before the entire tendril recoils and folds up against her back. }

...you don't need to be so concerned about me. I'm not the one who got hurt.

{ Not near as badly, anyway. }

[slayderman]

[Trender sighed at her avoidance and took a seat by her]

You Haven’t answered my question, are. You. Okay? Be honest… I hate seeing you so upset. Talk to me..

[listentothebellschime]

No, brother, o̸͇̟̔̇͗̈́̈̏̆̓̈́̆f̶̛̫͉̠͊̈̅̀̽̒͊̈͒ ̵̭̳͕̬̤͉̞̪̱̝͈̯̈́͜c̵̢̨͉̺̙̮͍͉̞͑̀̂̇̿̓͊̔͒͑̚̚͜ô̸̡̘͖͜͝u̴͙̠͓̟̻̗̭̲̙͖̖̤̖̠̙̮͛̐̈́́̃̎͒̅͌̾̃́̈́̓̚͜͝ŗ̷̛̛̝̜̟͉͇͂́͆́̈́̌͌̅͗̀̓͋̚s̸̩̬̩͎̠͍̺̈́̋̂̀̃̇̐̆͊͐̚̚͠e̷̜̦͕̳̳͖͐̆̈́͛͗̆̅͋̕͝ I'm not! I h̶̢̙̙̹̣̰̺͊̉̽́͜ṵ̶̰͙̜͕̬̠̖̆̌̓̆̈́́̑̾́́r̶̗̪̘̘̮̜̹̾̈̐͂̈́̐̍́͆̑̾̐̆̀̃͜͜͝ţ̸͍̯̠̠̲̽ͅ you! I h̶̢̙̙̹̣̰̺͊̉̽́͜ṵ̶̰͙̜͕̬̠̖̆̌̓̆̈́́̑̾́́r̶̗̪̘̘̮̜̹̾̈̐͂̈́̐̍́͆̑̾̐̆̀̃͜͜͝ţ̸͍̯̠̠̲̽ͅ Slender! And everyone keeps asking me if I'M okay, as if it's not m̷̢̛̹͚͆̉̈̈̔́̇́́̅̍̀̇̕͝ý̴̧̧̹̦̜̟͉̭̉̔͋̂̀ ̸̢̡̨͚̫͉͎̺͚͓̪̝̍͛̆̒̀̍̔͛̒̃̀͜f̶̹͈̖̺͓̿a̷̡̡̭̯͙͔̖͚̻̝̺̯̩͎̱͎͆̍͐̉̋̈́̃ù̷̟̹̞̅̆̏̕͝l̷̢̹̱̯̞͉̳̟̗̟̐̏̾͝t̸̛̟̪͓̦̜͓̍͛͆̄̆̍̄͝ in the first place!

...I'm sorry. I didn't mean to yell.

[slayderman]

[He tensed a bit at the yelling but understood it’s necessary and put an arm around her]

No…no it’s fine. People are telling you it’s not your fault because it wasn’t your fault because it wasn’t you. Give yourself some grace Splendor. And it’s not like you ment to hurt people Splendor. It was an accident and it was out of your control.

[listentothebellschime]

{ He flinched at the touch. }

{ Why was he still so willing to hold her? }

{ A part of them just wanted to be held, to be told everything was okay - but another knew it wasn't. It never would be. }

It was me. It was. Everything I do is to - t̸o̷ ̴c̴o̴n̸v̸i̶n̷c̸e̴ ̶m̶y̵s̵e̸l̸f̶ ̴t̸̻͓̂͠h̷̪͘á̵̦̟̑t̴̮̟͒ ̵̭̀̈I̶͖͑'̶̨̦̉m̶̪̼͆ ̵̫̣̈́n̴̻͆́ỏ̶̝t̷͙̝̐̔ ̵̦̋ȁ̴̘ ̶͚͌m̶̭̹̌͝ö̵̪̔n̷̝̺͑́s̵͚̘̔t̸̲̗̎̊e̷̗͌ŗ̷̈́͐ͅ,̵͚̺͒̚ ̴͚̥̓͆t̷̜̿͘h̶̦̋͗ȃ̸̲̲͐ț̷̀̒ ̷̱̹̓Ḯ̴͉ ̶̼͍̎ć̴͙ǎ̵͜ṉ̵͉̓ ̷̨͚̐b̸͇͛e̶̞͈̎̀ ̸̰̚a̴̺͒ ̴͜͝g̶̙̑o̵̧͖̍o̷̯͗͒d̸̥͓͗̌ ̴̘̟̉̆p̴̖̒̀e̵̻̫̊r̶̼̬̉̋s̵̱̬̈́o̶̬͐ͅn̴͇͛̌, b̷̠͎̱͋̚u̴̳̹͠t̸͍̉ ̷̣͍̑́I̸͉̹̅ ̶̥̯́̍̉ċ̷̦̕͜ą̴̓n̵̠͈͍̎'̷̛͙t̶̢͋ ̸̞̬͎̆r̶̛͓͆ͅu̶̪͙̘̓n̶͙̖̞̅̈́ ̸̧̪̄̈́͝f̵͍̋̿r̵̡̃́̂ͅo̷̡̺͑̈́̀m̶̟̀ ̸̣̔m̸̯̖̌y̴̻̯̿̓͌s̶̢͕͎͛̍͋ē̷̻l̶̬͋̆f̴̗̯̯̔͝,̵͖̍ ̶̖̱̥̈́͝İ̷̼̬͆ ̴̞͔͖́c̴̨̰̿͜a̸̟͓̋̽n̶̙̗̥͘'̸͎̯̙͋͘͠ţ̷͇̿͐ ̶̧̩̻̅̒r̷̠̜̀ȕ̸̖͕̻̈́n̵͓̰̈́͂͒ ̶̤͗̆̾f̶̢̚r̷͚͂ǫ̷̦̣̽́̀m̶͖̪̿̋͘ ̵͉̟̂̕t̶̠̫̟̐h̸̖̺̒͘͘ĕ̶̯̔͠ͅ ̷̣̩͍͑̉͂t̴̪͠͠r̶̨̓̄u̴̲̜͛t̵̘̀h̶̨͈̿̂̄ ̴̡̞̚, ṅ̴̡̡̨̠̩̣̜͉̞̝̯̺͇̜̿̍́͌̌̍̊̍͂̾̓̒͗͒͜͝o̵̥̹̮͗́̉͋̀̈́̕͘ ̷̛̛̬̫̩̮̙̼͕͊͌̂̀́͑̽̇̍̅̀́̐͜͠a̶̱͌͆͆̆̂̌͛͘m̵̛̠̞̱̜̩̱̳̘̞̋̈́́̾̌̈́͒̀̉̋̕̚̚o̶͖̩͒̀͌͐͑́͆͆̌̀̒̋̀̍̚̚u̴̧̯͕̱̤̹̬͓͔͓͈͈̞̙͐̀͛̐̊̈́̑̾̒͂̾̔̄̀̕͜͝͠ṇ̴̙̽̈͋̉̈́̈̽̄̾̕̚͜t̷̝͓̬̤̩̤̲̘̜͛̆͆̈́̍͒̒͊̕͠͝ ̴̧̖͖̻̥̻̲͓͍͚̊̈́̆͊o̵̝̾́̄̓̑̉͝f̵̛̳̠͕͉̔̉̽̃̇͌͊͌̿́̚̕ ̶̨̖̲͈̱̣̦̳̲̲̽́̐̓͑̈̇͘r̵̢̧̛̛̬̟̞̟̗̰̭̗̮̤͇̺͇͇͒̽͋̏̽̒̉̐̽̿̉̒̕̕̕e̸̡̡̡̤͖̤̫̺̠̱͇͕̯̓̐͂̅̐̽͐p̶̨̡̧̛̬̞̀͛̑̑̉̌̆̅̇̕͘͜͝e̶̫͖̻̭͆̅̒͐̇̀͐́͗̀̔͂̒̑ņ̵̤̦̘̝͕̻͇̣̲̃̇̎̿͠ţ̴̡̥̫͎̖̰̘̭͌̕͜ạ̷̛̼̖̭̱͍̱̩̺̙̋̆̑̑̐͑̈͂̈́̽̑̚͘͝͝ͅn̸̡̩̜̯̳̉̅͒́̈͗̇̿̕͘c̸̗̭̻͆͋͂̈́̔̑̀̾͘e̴̛͎̓͒͛̂͌̑̊́̓̏̌̐͑͛͊͘ ̸̡̰̺̻͓̘̳͕̠̫̦͕͋̐̓̈́͑̋͝w̷̡̲̥͙̖̓͋̀̑͊͑͒̀̈́͆̿̐̆i̶̡͇̺̰͕̫͇̗̹̳̗̺̩͓̠̼͂̈́͑̇̈́̓͜l̶̢̢̡̮͓̤̜̤̭̟̙̜͈̮̫̈́̐̋̀͘l̴͔͚̮͎̠̝̳̘͎͎͈̣̒̾̌̀̐̓̉̊͝ͅͅ ̷̛͈̬͕̹̈͊͑̐̋̌͂̕ͅè̴̳͖̟̥͓̟͇̪̫̣̱̹̥̰̬̩̀̇̕ͅv̷͔̞̐͑̊̾̆̓̓̓̅͗̌̔̉̌͂͜͝e̷̛̘̥̟͍̫̱̣̥̝͋̉̓̍̄̀̾͘͝r̴̛̗̄͋̒̀͘ ̷̘͕͚͕͈̟̗̭̟̱̥̼̦̤́͐̈̽̀́͊̍̓̆̍̾͜b̵̧̟̘͈̜̦̙͔̱̯̟̑͆͗͒͂̌̊͜è̸̘͇̝̜̯͈̤̗̞͕̮̥͉̱̏͌̾̅͗̃̃͐̽ͅͅ ̴̦̹̭͔͇̄́͋̋̋̓̅̓͂͗͌͑́̏̈́e̷̝͇͙̜̭̯͎̪̮͔͓͆̊͠n̴̗͈͇̻̬̲̳͈̪̙͇̼͇̳̂͜͜ȍ̵̬͖̈́̚͠ṵ̷̟̤̘̝͇̉̇̇́̏̈͐̽̇͝g̴̡͔̟̥̖̱̗͑͂͂̃͑͐͛͋h̵̡̢̹̦̪̹̫͇̦̜̊̉͋̈́̐͂̋̅̓́̔͛̈̏͜͝, t̶͔̥͠ẖ̸̖̑̚ę̷̜̎ ̸̬́h̷͈̿̓a̷̭̾ȓ̶͈͛m̸̥͙̋ ̸̢̺̆r̶̭̼̓ȩ̷̂͝q̸͙͖̀ū̴͓̕i̵̲͛͆r̵̙̔̋ȩ̷̯̀d̴͍͝ ̷̪̥̿̿f̸̦͖͋̽ȏ̶͉ř̸̦ ̸͉̏ṃ̸̹̐̋e̵͚̿ ̴͙̈́̾͜t̸̘͖͂o̸̩̥̅ ̴̟̠̔̅é̷̢ẍ̴͚i̵̼͛͗ș̶͍̈́̌t̷̹̾̈́ ̵̪̐ḯ̴͍̲̍s̴̢̙͝n̷͚͘'̵̬̽t̷̖̦̀̈ ̶͚͇͂j̶̩̰͝ú̵̧́ṡ̷̟̂ṭ̴̻̈́i̵̝͎̍̕f̸̼̟̊̌ì̸̜̕a̸͙͌b̷͕̍͜l̸̫̇͝e̴̙̓͊,̴̳͔͆̍ ̷͎̏̾i̴̗̽̊ţ̴̀͋ͅ ̴̨͗́n̴͉͘e̸͂͜v̸̱͕̊è̴̜̅r̴̫̅ ̶̗͙͌͠w̴̭̾͜a̵͎̟̓̐ș̸̳́,̷͎̼̓̎ ̶̩͉̌á̷̤̍n̶͚͐͜d̸̺͂͘ ̸̻̆͐e̸̬̙̔s̵͎̼̏̚p̸͓̣̐e̴̱̕c̷̖̗̈͌i̷̘͙͑͗a̶̟͌̀l̴̼̉l̶̨͒y̸̞̾͠ͅ ̴͖̙̓i̷̤͕̓͝s̷̹͑̉n̴͕̗̐̿'̷̼̿̊t̷̝̻̃ ̶͎̙̒̇ǹ̴͈ô̴̞w̶͎̮̓̀ ̶̥͒́t̶͓͝ͅh̴͈͕͝á̴͖͊t̶̮́ ̸̧͈̈́I̶̬͍̽̽'̶̖̔v̵̡̱́e̵̙͆ ̶̹͠h̴̯͒̉ͅu̸͙̎r̴̖͝ͅẗ̵̖́̑ ̴̳̈t̵̖̞̉h̴̡͑̄e̶̛̦̺̓ ̵̗̥̈́̂ṕ̵̳͖ë̸̙́o̶͔̝͌͋ṕ̸̦l̶̢͖̒̒e̵̼̮̋͊ ̴̡͉̆͝Ȋ̵̯̯ ̷̩̙̏̓č̵̡a̴̛̤r̵͎̺̽̽e̶͐͜ ̷͙͕̀͝a̸͓͔̐͝b̶͍͍̅o̷̙̐ṵ̶̮̌͝t̴͕̅ ̵̻̪̈́m̶̢̛͔̈́o̷̺͋̂s̴̺̺̑̕ẗ̵͈

[slayderman]

[Trender held them close and firm knowing that this was gonna take a lot of care, convincing and some hugs. They felt horrible because their brother felt horrible]

Hey! Stop talking to my brother like that…! Splendor do we have to kick it old school to when we were kids and I’d make you say 10 nice things about yourself? Remember that? Cause I will make you do it, I’ll cling onto you like a leech til you do. Mark. My. Words. Take some Deep breaths and calm yourself.

[listentothebellschime]

{ She did not reciprocate the hug, taken by the overwhelming fear that if she did, she'd cause more harm. He did not, however, fight it. }

I don't want to hurt anyone... I never wanted to hurt anyone .. it's not fair for people to die so I can live... But I don't have a choice... I don't have any choice, there's nothing I can do, but that doesn't absolve me of responsibility because I know how I work, I know that I hurt people, i...

{ They're spiraling. It's hard to say whether or not it's good for them, right now. }

[slayderman]

Just take your time Splendy, it’ll be okay I promise. Okay?

[Trender spoke calmly extremely worried for his brothers state of mind.]

You have to learn how to forgive yourself with these things…

[listentothebellschime]

How am I supposed to forgive myself for a cycle that will never end?

[slayderman]

Because it’s out of your control… It’s the same for me and Slender… You are a great person and a fantastic brother Splendor…. It truly pains me to hear you say awful things to yourself because I know it’s not true.

[listentothebellschime]

Hey Splendor…. How are you? Feeling better I hope?

@slayderman

Trender-

{ She jolts. He wasn't paying much attention to his surroundings }

I could... Ask you the same thing. Are you okay?

I mean. You're not. Į̴͍̼̱̘̇́ ̵͇̉͜k̸͚̉n̶̛̠͔͚̑͆͆ọ̵̻̏̀̃͜w̵̗̖̲̬̐͗͘ ̸̟̝͚͚̣̔͋ÿ̵̝̭͉̙́͘o̶̧̲̬͖̝̐͠͝u̵̡͍̞̭̘͊́'̸̞̹͍̣͆r̶̢̫̱̠͊̾͠ȩ̸̢̦̖͚̔́̽͛ ̷̤̏̾̍n̵̜͙̊͛õ̵̘̤̯̪̭̒͂t̴̥̤͛͠..

[slayderman]

I’m quite alright, nothing my sewing skills couldn’t fix… I came to check on you however and I’ve noticed you’ve been…Jumpy.. are you feeling any better? I’m more worried about you than myself.

[listentothebellschime]

{ One of the bells hisses, before the entire tendril recoils and folds up against her back. }

...you don't need to be so concerned about me. I'm not the one who got hurt.

{ Not near as badly, anyway. }

[slayderman]

[Trender sighed at her avoidance and took a seat by her]

You Haven’t answered my question, are. You. Okay? Be honest… I hate seeing you so upset. Talk to me..

[listentothebellschime]

No, brother, o̸͇̟̔̇͗̈́̈̏̆̓̈́̆f̶̛̫͉̠͊̈̅̀̽̒͊̈͒ ̵̭̳͕̬̤͉̞̪̱̝͈̯̈́͜c̵̢̨͉̺̙̮͍͉̞͑̀̂̇̿̓͊̔͒͑̚̚͜ô̸̡̘͖͜͝u̴͙̠͓̟̻̗̭̲̙͖̖̤̖̠̙̮͛̐̈́́̃̎͒̅͌̾̃́̈́̓̚͜͝ŗ̷̛̛̝̜̟͉͇͂́͆́̈́̌͌̅͗̀̓͋̚s̸̩̬̩͎̠͍̺̈́̋̂̀̃̇̐̆͊͐̚̚͠e̷̜̦͕̳̳͖͐̆̈́͛͗̆̅͋̕͝ I'm not! I h̶̢̙̙̹̣̰̺͊̉̽́͜ṵ̶̰͙̜͕̬̠̖̆̌̓̆̈́́̑̾́́r̶̗̪̘̘̮̜̹̾̈̐͂̈́̐̍́͆̑̾̐̆̀̃͜͜͝ţ̸͍̯̠̠̲̽ͅ you! I h̶̢̙̙̹̣̰̺͊̉̽́͜ṵ̶̰͙̜͕̬̠̖̆̌̓̆̈́́̑̾́́r̶̗̪̘̘̮̜̹̾̈̐͂̈́̐̍́͆̑̾̐̆̀̃͜͜͝ţ̸͍̯̠̠̲̽ͅ Slender! And everyone keeps asking me if I'M okay, as if it's not m̷̢̛̹͚͆̉̈̈̔́̇́́̅̍̀̇̕͝ý̴̧̧̹̦̜̟͉̭̉̔͋̂̀ ̸̢̡̨͚̫͉͎̺͚͓̪̝̍͛̆̒̀̍̔͛̒̃̀͜f̶̹͈̖̺͓̿a̷̡̡̭̯͙͔̖͚̻̝̺̯̩͎̱͎͆̍͐̉̋̈́̃ù̷̟̹̞̅̆̏̕͝l̷̢̹̱̯̞͉̳̟̗̟̐̏̾͝t̸̛̟̪͓̦̜͓̍͛͆̄̆̍̄͝ in the first place!

...I'm sorry. I didn't mean to yell.

[slayderman]

[He tensed a bit at the yelling but understood it’s necessary and put an arm around her]

No…no it’s fine. People are telling you it’s not your fault because it wasn’t your fault because it wasn’t you. Give yourself some grace Splendor. And it’s not like you ment to hurt people Splendor. It was an accident and it was out of your control.

[listentothebellschime]

{ He flinched at the touch. }

{ Why was he still so willing to hold her? }

{ A part of them just wanted to be held, to be told everything was okay - but another knew it wasn't. It never would be. }

It was me. It was. Everything I do is to - t̸o̷ ̴c̴o̴n̸v̸i̶n̷c̸e̴ ̶m̶y̵s̵e̸l̸f̶ ̴t̸̻͓̂͠h̷̪͘á̵̦̟̑t̴̮̟͒ ̵̭̀̈I̶͖͑'̶̨̦̉m̶̪̼͆ ̵̫̣̈́n̴̻͆́ỏ̶̝t̷͙̝̐̔ ̵̦̋ȁ̴̘ ̶͚͌m̶̭̹̌͝ö̵̪̔n̷̝̺͑́s̵͚̘̔t̸̲̗̎̊e̷̗͌ŗ̷̈́͐ͅ,̵͚̺͒̚ ̴͚̥̓͆t̷̜̿͘h̶̦̋͗ȃ̸̲̲͐ț̷̀̒ ̷̱̹̓Ḯ̴͉ ̶̼͍̎ć̴͙ǎ̵͜ṉ̵͉̓ ̷̨͚̐b̸͇͛e̶̞͈̎̀ ̸̰̚a̴̺͒ ̴͜͝g̶̙̑o̵̧͖̍o̷̯͗͒d̸̥͓͗̌ ̴̘̟̉̆p̴̖̒̀e̵̻̫̊r̶̼̬̉̋s̵̱̬̈́o̶̬͐ͅn̴͇͛̌, b̷̠͎̱͋̚u̴̳̹͠t̸͍̉ ̷̣͍̑́I̸͉̹̅ ̶̥̯́̍̉ċ̷̦̕͜ą̴̓n̵̠͈͍̎'̷̛͙t̶̢͋ ̸̞̬͎̆r̶̛͓͆ͅu̶̪͙̘̓n̶͙̖̞̅̈́ ̸̧̪̄̈́͝f̵͍̋̿r̵̡̃́̂ͅo̷̡̺͑̈́̀m̶̟̀ ̸̣̔m̸̯̖̌y̴̻̯̿̓͌s̶̢͕͎͛̍͋ē̷̻l̶̬͋̆f̴̗̯̯̔͝,̵͖̍ ̶̖̱̥̈́͝İ̷̼̬͆ ̴̞͔͖́c̴̨̰̿͜a̸̟͓̋̽n̶̙̗̥͘'̸͎̯̙͋͘͠ţ̷͇̿͐ ̶̧̩̻̅̒r̷̠̜̀ȕ̸̖͕̻̈́n̵͓̰̈́͂͒ ̶̤͗̆̾f̶̢̚r̷͚͂ǫ̷̦̣̽́̀m̶͖̪̿̋͘ ̵͉̟̂̕t̶̠̫̟̐h̸̖̺̒͘͘ĕ̶̯̔͠ͅ ̷̣̩͍͑̉͂t̴̪͠͠r̶̨̓̄u̴̲̜͛t̵̘̀h̶̨͈̿̂̄ ̴̡̞̚, ṅ̴̡̡̨̠̩̣̜͉̞̝̯̺͇̜̿̍́͌̌̍̊̍͂̾̓̒͗͒͜͝o̵̥̹̮͗́̉͋̀̈́̕͘ ̷̛̛̬̫̩̮̙̼͕͊͌̂̀́͑̽̇̍̅̀́̐͜͠a̶̱͌͆͆̆̂̌͛͘m̵̛̠̞̱̜̩̱̳̘̞̋̈́́̾̌̈́͒̀̉̋̕̚̚o̶͖̩͒̀͌͐͑́͆͆̌̀̒̋̀̍̚̚u̴̧̯͕̱̤̹̬͓͔͓͈͈̞̙͐̀͛̐̊̈́̑̾̒͂̾̔̄̀̕͜͝͠ṇ̴̙̽̈͋̉̈́̈̽̄̾̕̚͜t̷̝͓̬̤̩̤̲̘̜͛̆͆̈́̍͒̒͊̕͠͝ ̴̧̖͖̻̥̻̲͓͍͚̊̈́̆͊o̵̝̾́̄̓̑̉͝f̵̛̳̠͕͉̔̉̽̃̇͌͊͌̿́̚̕ ̶̨̖̲͈̱̣̦̳̲̲̽́̐̓͑̈̇͘r̵̢̧̛̛̬̟̞̟̗̰̭̗̮̤͇̺͇͇͒̽͋̏̽̒̉̐̽̿̉̒̕̕̕e̸̡̡̡̤͖̤̫̺̠̱͇͕̯̓̐͂̅̐̽͐p̶̨̡̧̛̬̞̀͛̑̑̉̌̆̅̇̕͘͜͝e̶̫͖̻̭͆̅̒͐̇̀͐́͗̀̔͂̒̑ņ̵̤̦̘̝͕̻͇̣̲̃̇̎̿͠ţ̴̡̥̫͎̖̰̘̭͌̕͜ạ̷̛̼̖̭̱͍̱̩̺̙̋̆̑̑̐͑̈͂̈́̽̑̚͘͝͝ͅn̸̡̩̜̯̳̉̅͒́̈͗̇̿̕͘c̸̗̭̻͆͋͂̈́̔̑̀̾͘e̴̛͎̓͒͛̂͌̑̊́̓̏̌̐͑͛͊͘ ̸̡̰̺̻͓̘̳͕̠̫̦͕͋̐̓̈́͑̋͝w̷̡̲̥͙̖̓͋̀̑͊͑͒̀̈́͆̿̐̆i̶̡͇̺̰͕̫͇̗̹̳̗̺̩͓̠̼͂̈́͑̇̈́̓͜l̶̢̢̡̮͓̤̜̤̭̟̙̜͈̮̫̈́̐̋̀͘l̴͔͚̮͎̠̝̳̘͎͎͈̣̒̾̌̀̐̓̉̊͝ͅͅ ̷̛͈̬͕̹̈͊͑̐̋̌͂̕ͅè̴̳͖̟̥͓̟͇̪̫̣̱̹̥̰̬̩̀̇̕ͅv̷͔̞̐͑̊̾̆̓̓̓̅͗̌̔̉̌͂͜͝e̷̛̘̥̟͍̫̱̣̥̝͋̉̓̍̄̀̾͘͝r̴̛̗̄͋̒̀͘ ̷̘͕͚͕͈̟̗̭̟̱̥̼̦̤́͐̈̽̀́͊̍̓̆̍̾͜b̵̧̟̘͈̜̦̙͔̱̯̟̑͆͗͒͂̌̊͜è̸̘͇̝̜̯͈̤̗̞͕̮̥͉̱̏͌̾̅͗̃̃͐̽ͅͅ ̴̦̹̭͔͇̄́͋̋̋̓̅̓͂͗͌͑́̏̈́e̷̝͇͙̜̭̯͎̪̮͔͓͆̊͠n̴̗͈͇̻̬̲̳͈̪̙͇̼͇̳̂͜͜ȍ̵̬͖̈́̚͠ṵ̷̟̤̘̝͇̉̇̇́̏̈͐̽̇͝g̴̡͔̟̥̖̱̗͑͂͂̃͑͐͛͋h̵̡̢̹̦̪̹̫͇̦̜̊̉͋̈́̐͂̋̅̓́̔͛̈̏͜͝, t̶͔̥͠ẖ̸̖̑̚ę̷̜̎ ̸̬́h̷͈̿̓a̷̭̾ȓ̶͈͛m̸̥͙̋ ̸̢̺̆r̶̭̼̓ȩ̷̂͝q̸͙͖̀ū̴͓̕i̵̲͛͆r̵̙̔̋ȩ̷̯̀d̴͍͝ ̷̪̥̿̿f̸̦͖͋̽ȏ̶͉ř̸̦ ̸͉̏ṃ̸̹̐̋e̵͚̿ ̴͙̈́̾͜t̸̘͖͂o̸̩̥̅ ̴̟̠̔̅é̷̢ẍ̴͚i̵̼͛͗ș̶͍̈́̌t̷̹̾̈́ ̵̪̐ḯ̴͍̲̍s̴̢̙͝n̷͚͘'̵̬̽t̷̖̦̀̈ ̶͚͇͂j̶̩̰͝ú̵̧́ṡ̷̟̂ṭ̴̻̈́i̵̝͎̍̕f̸̼̟̊̌ì̸̜̕a̸͙͌b̷͕̍͜l̸̫̇͝e̴̙̓͊,̴̳͔͆̍ ̷͎̏̾i̴̗̽̊ţ̴̀͋ͅ ̴̨͗́n̴͉͘e̸͂͜v̸̱͕̊è̴̜̅r̴̫̅ ̶̗͙͌͠w̴̭̾͜a̵͎̟̓̐ș̸̳́,̷͎̼̓̎ ̶̩͉̌á̷̤̍n̶͚͐͜d̸̺͂͘ ̸̻̆͐e̸̬̙̔s̵͎̼̏̚p̸͓̣̐e̴̱̕c̷̖̗̈͌i̷̘͙͑͗a̶̟͌̀l̴̼̉l̶̨͒y̸̞̾͠ͅ ̴͖̙̓i̷̤͕̓͝s̷̹͑̉n̴͕̗̐̿'̷̼̿̊t̷̝̻̃ ̶͎̙̒̇ǹ̴͈ô̴̞w̶͎̮̓̀ ̶̥͒́t̶͓͝ͅh̴͈͕͝á̴͖͊t̶̮́ ̸̧͈̈́I̶̬͍̽̽'̶̖̔v̵̡̱́e̵̙͆ ̶̹͠h̴̯͒̉ͅu̸͙̎r̴̖͝ͅẗ̵̖́̑ ̴̳̈t̵̖̞̉h̴̡͑̄e̶̛̦̺̓ ̵̗̥̈́̂ṕ̵̳͖ë̸̙́o̶͔̝͌͋ṕ̸̦l̶̢͖̒̒e̵̼̮̋͊ ̴̡͉̆͝Ȋ̵̯̯ ̷̩̙̏̓č̵̡a̴̛̤r̵͎̺̽̽e̶͐͜ ̷͙͕̀͝a̸͓͔̐͝b̶͍͍̅o̷̙̐ṵ̶̮̌͝t̴͕̅ ̵̻̪̈́m̶̢̛͔̈́o̷̺͋̂s̴̺̺̑̕ẗ̵͈

[slayderman]

[Trender held them close and firm knowing that this was gonna take a lot of care, convincing and some hugs. They felt horrible because their brother felt horrible]

Hey! Stop talking to my brother like that…! Splendor do we have to kick it old school to when we were kids and I’d make you say 10 nice things about yourself? Remember that? Cause I will make you do it, I’ll cling onto you like a leech til you do. Mark. My. Words. Take some Deep breaths and calm yourself.

[listentothebellschime]

{ She did not reciprocate the hug, taken by the overwhelming fear that if she did, she'd cause more harm. He did not, however, fight it. }

I don't want to hurt anyone... I never wanted to hurt anyone .. it's not fair for people to die so I can live... But I don't have a choice... I don't have any choice, there's nothing I can do, but that doesn't absolve me of responsibility because I know how I work, I know that I hurt people, i...

{ They're spiraling. It's hard to say whether or not it's good for them, right now. }

[slayderman]

Just take your time Splendy, it’ll be okay I promise. Okay?

[Trender spoke calmly extremely worried for his brothers state of mind.]

You have to learn how to forgive yourself with these things…

[slayderman]

I seeeeeeee let me clarify when I said date i meant FRIEND date! :DD

Friends can go on wholesome dates >:( yes yes they can! Would u wanna go on a friend date ohh! Thrifting!!

Oh well yes!!! I’d love to go thrifting with you, I was thinking of buying some clothes I can re-purpose. :DD

[slayderman]

Ooc

Just wanted to apologize for not answering sooner to everyone’s reply’s! Finals study’s have me in a choke hold so tomorrow and the day after I have my exams so hopefully I’ll have more free time once I’m done <3

[slayderman]

I bet you're really excited for pride month

REALLY. Excited.

Of course!! Why wouldn’t I be? It’s the celebration of loving who you love and being who you are. Plus the pride fashion is fun to make!

[slayderman]

You haven't seen it.

This is quite normal.

It's just that he typically gets further before it gets this bad.

Yeah I suppose so….

[slayderman]

So ur like....the gay brother......???????????????????????⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️

So we can go on a date?????

Be tall if yes 👀👀👀👀

I mean I suppose???? Also I don’t think I’m interested in such things at the moment…

[slayderman]

Pride month... You know what that means...

PRIDE COLLECTIONNNN!!! I’ve been preparing my threads and needles the day before even :D

[slayderman]

women in vests

that's it that's the post. i love women

- 🪶

Women are beautiful and powerful so I completely understand