Sleeping On Stones

Alex.17.Massachusetts. I believe in nothing. I believe in nothing at all.

[lowodds]

[the-p-in-stump]

[sleepingonstone-blog]

You accidentally (i think) favorited one of my retweets so i know you look on my stuff now. I just want to let you know that i still fucking hate you and i hate that i miss you. I dont wan't to miss a piece of shit like you. i want to move to a different state and just start something fresh, so I don't have to ever think of you again because you fucked me up that much.

  But I still want an apology from you, for doing what you did and fucking me up for months. I'm still not better and you broke your one promise to me. You knew all along you wouldnt keep it, and it breaks my heart thinking back to it sometimes. I just hope one day you can gather to maturity to at least try and make things right with me. I probably wont accept your apology, but you trying would just help me finally let go. I was far from perfect myself, but atleast I tried. Stay fake.

[kaptenmorrhar-deactivated201508]

[zaulcrls]

[diaryofabattered-child]

[wastedspacesworld]

[fourthandgoal13-deactivated2015]

[leaveyourboyfriendsbehind]

[sleepingonstone-blog]

Pretty tired of being treated like shit.

[1dokun1000ohshit]

[thegingerpunk]

[sleepingonstone-blog]

Hey, I hope everything gets better.

Thanks

[c10h13n5o4-deactivated20250822]

[sleepingonstone-blog]

Lol so, since August I...

-Left my job early to go to the studio, tracked the first two songs with my band.

-Got screwed over by my friends and kicked out of Wolf Hollow in the middle of recording for a random kid who was in a signed band that wasn't even good. I guess if you can just ask to be in a band and you appear to be legit, they'll screw over anyone to have you!

-Failed just about everything I've done in for AP class.

-Actually tried to have a serious relationship with a girl, got screwed. Currently in the process of getting fucked again.

-Haven't gotten laid

-Smoked so many cigarettes I probably won't be able to quit until I like die.

-Slept for an average of about 4 hours a night because I feel like such shit every day.

-But the best part of all is...nobody gives a fuck that my life is shit right now and I'm struggling. Nobody gives a fuck that the people who told me I was their best friend took away my dreams from me because they thought someone might be better. Nobody gives a fuck I haven't enjoyed anything since August 5th, when we released the single I put my everything into. Nobody gives a fuck that all I need is just one person to love and support me and everything will be fine.

I know many of you have it a lot worse than I do, I know I'm not famous, not a diva, and not an interesting person. All I want is to just be happy and that has been so fucking impossible for me.

[imjustkylepavone]

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