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hiiii i absolutely LOVE your fics!!! i think they are kind of my favorite h/r fics here and i always get soooo happy when you post something!
i was also wondering if you would write more for M/arleau? he kind of became my favorite character especially since I keep seeing so cool and relatable headcanons about him lol
awh thank you so much !! i’m so flattered to hear that aha <3
i am definitely going to try; i have a ton of unfilled requests left from january onward. unfortunately i am genuinely just. so swamped with work at the moment (doing normal hours + working on my own project, so i’m staying late a lot and still working when i get back home ;-;)
i have until the end of july for this project though, so i am hoping august will allow me to be more productive !! i am slowly going to make my way through everything o7
fill of another prompt from this ask. to be honest, i am not a huge fan of this piece since it's like. just shoving stuff into canon and that usually is very limiting to me.
that being said, i remembered i can write short fic! so here's ~0.8K
“Oh, fuck. It’s Hayden.”
The look Ilya gives him is utterly offended.
“He just had a baby, I haven’t talked to him in weeks,” Shane argues, swiping his thumb across his phone screen to answer the call. Ilya groans. “Hey, buddy.”
“Hey! Is this a good time?” Hayden asks, voice cheerful and tinny from the receiver.
“Yeah, uh—uh, how’s, um…”
“I haven’t spoken to you in, like, a month,” he goes on, talking over Shane’s stammering. “I mean, the season ended and you just… vanished.”
“I know, I’m so sorry.”
Ilya rolls his eyes and flops back onto the couch, only to crunch back up a moment later to crush a sneeze into his fist. And then, because he’s Ilya, another double, and one more after a moment’s hesitation. Shane glances over to mouth bless you at him, and Ilya waves him off. He’s been sensitive all day, nose twitchy and pink around the edges from irritation, and he’s not been able to go more than fifteen minutes without sneezing. He’s blamed it on the (in his words) “stupid fucking Canadian foliage,” and while he’s taken a dose of antihistamines, they’ve not kicked in yet. Or aren’t doing shit. Come to think of it, they’re probably expired.
He shifts his attention back over to Hayden, resolving to end the conversation as quickly as possible. Part of him squeezes guiltily at the thought of trying to head off his best friend, but he and Ilya don’t really get to have time with each other. It’s always a calculation, and now that they’re not fighting the rest of the world to be together, he doesn’t want anything to interfere.
“But how’s—Amber, right? How is she?” He slaps Ilya’s hand away when he starts walking his fingers up his thigh, then glares at him. If he can just wait five minutes…
Ilya brings his hand up to rub at his nose again, and immediately flinches into his chest with two sneezes, and then a third after a moment’s hesitation. His jaw drops slightly, eyes hazy, and fuck, he’s not done.
“She’s doing great!” Hayden is saying, and from his voice, it’s clear that he’s beaming. “Perfectly healthy, and just adorable. You got the pics I sent you, right?”
“Oh, yeah, the pics are cute.”
Next to him, Ilya chokes through another silent triple. He’s flushed a faint pink from embarrassment across his cheeks and the tips of his ears, his eyes starting to water from allergic irritation, and his tongue is poking out of his mouth just slightly as he squints vaguely.
“She’s been feeding really well, too. Latching consistently and everything; she’s been much easier than Arthur.”
“Aw, good, good,” says Shane, angling his torso away from Ilya and doing his best to ignore the apparent allergy attack occurring five feet from him. “And, uh, Jackie’s good, too?”
“Yeah! Definitely tired, but nothing unexpected.”
“Is it better than, um…”
Ilya, having decided that he does, in fact, need Shane’s attention immediately, weaponizes the downtime between sneezing and moves closer to Shane, pressing his face into the back of Shane’s hoodie and making a soft whining noise that makes him grit his teeth.
Oblivously, Hayden continues talking. “This is going much better than Arthur’s, yeah. Jackie’s been in touch with her doctor about it, so…”
Whatever else he says disappears under the static that consumes his mind once Ilya twitches with another fit, mashing his nose directly into Shane’s spine and apparently relying on the fabric to muffle the sound for him. “h’Mptsh! mp’tsHh–tshh! mK’iew!”
“Oh my God,” Shane exhales.
“What?”
“Yeah, no, I–I remember that, that was a tough time,” Shane chokes out. “Look, Hayd, I’m so sorry, but I–I’ve gotta run, I’m supposed to be handling a couple of things for my mom—”
“No, yeah, of course! Just text me when you actually have time, I’ll make sure you can talk to Ruby and Jade, too.”
“That’d be great. Talk to you later.”
He cannot hang up fast enough. Shane twists and is met with an eyeful of amused, albeit allergic, Russian.
“Not very Canadian of you,” he observes.
“You know exactly what you’re doing.”
“Oh, it’s my fault that my immune system does not like your country’s stupid plants?”
“Ilya.”
“Shane,” he repeats, mocking. It’s undercut by another little gasp, and then Ilya raises his fist and ducks into it with a set of itchy, utterly ineffective half-stifles. “ihy’schh–tshh–shh’uh! kh’gKT!”
“Bless—”
“gk’TSH’uh! ih’yshh–shh–shhiu!”
“Bless—”
“TSHH! hy’KSHH—eh’tshh!”
“Are you done?”
Ilya sniffles. “Mbaybe.”
Shane raises his eyebrows.
“For ndow,” amends Ilya, rolling his eyes and flopping back into the couch. “I wandt to kick your ass in the video gambe, combe ond.”
fr i need him. i have a thought but nothing written yet but HOLY SHIT have we considered him and snzfucker j/ackie???
- long fits that will take like. a minute or two to finish. the metros have timed him before
- usually somewhere around eight to twelve sneezes for a natural fit !!
- so that's like. maybe a sneeze every seven seconds?
- hella buildups. like, jesus christ. there’s pretty much no recovery between sneezes, he gets through one and immediately starts hitching again
- will genuinely try to hold a conversation through a fit because hayden is AWARE they take a while and he doesn't want to waste time
- most people will tell him to shut up (affectionately)
- if it's an actual allergy fit, however, there is genuinely no telling when it'll end. could be in a minute, could be in thirty.
- spaced-out singles
- somewhat wet sneezes. i imagine it more as like. from the mouth??? which is disgusting but you know what i mean? there's just a decent amount of spray okay.
- doesn't actually have dad sneezes but gets teased about having them all the time because. you know. four children, so what tf do you mean he sneezes like a dog (not too loud but a little violent physically)
- curls forward a bit with every sneeze
- stifles but only selectively. in the locker room he doesn't really care and he didn't do it much as a kid, but does for interviews and jackie
- so horrifically allergic to cattails (the reeds). went camping as a kid (does canada have boy scouts?) and someone pulled one of them apart and hayden almost had to go home. thankfully, he's mostly a city boy
- mild hayfever in spring and early summer; he can just take allegra and be fine
- HOWEVER. jackie definitely made it a mission to find perfumes/colognes he's allergic to and so they fuck around with those in the bedroom
- dare i say honeymoon rhinitis hayden…
- fuck it. honeymoon rhinitis sneezes are much softer and itchier for hayden, but still spaced out enough to piss him off
- usually one of the first to succumb to illness being passed through the locker room
- quota of being sick exactly once per year, though, so after he's been sick, he's safe lmao
- responsible sick person! and by that i mean he swigs dayquil throughout the day and then takes three times the recommended dose of nyquil and passes the fuck out.
- contrary to his belief, this does not help him get better faster.
we are on the same page !! i'm scared to like not be anti hayden lmao but i lowkey just disregard all characterization from t/lg (and i guess whatever canon one-shots exist) because that book made me so fucking angry that i had to stand up and walk around and take deep breaths multiple times. ty i am feeling braver ehe.
fr i need him. i have a thought but nothing written yet but HOLY SHIT have we considered him and snzfucker j/ackie???
- long fits that will take like. a minute or two to finish. the metros have timed him before
- usually somewhere around eight to twelve sneezes for a natural fit !!
- so that's like. maybe a sneeze every seven seconds?
- hella buildups. like, jesus christ. there’s pretty much no recovery between sneezes, he gets through one and immediately starts hitching again
- will genuinely try to hold a conversation through a fit because hayden is AWARE they take a while and he doesn't want to waste time
- most people will tell him to shut up (affectionately)
- if it's an actual allergy fit, however, there is genuinely no telling when it'll end. could be in a minute, could be in thirty.
- spaced-out singles
- somewhat wet sneezes. i imagine it more as like. from the mouth??? which is disgusting but you know what i mean? there's just a decent amount of spray okay.
- doesn't actually have dad sneezes but gets teased about having them all the time because. you know. four children, so what tf do you mean he sneezes like a dog (not too loud but a little violent physically)
- curls forward a bit with every sneeze
- stifles but only selectively. in the locker room he doesn't really care and he didn't do it much as a kid, but does for interviews and jackie
- so horrifically allergic to cattails (the reeds). went camping as a kid (does canada have boy scouts?) and someone pulled one of them apart and hayden almost had to go home. thankfully, he's mostly a city boy
- mild hayfever in spring and early summer; he can just take allegra and be fine
- HOWEVER. jackie definitely made it a mission to find perfumes/colognes he's allergic to and so they fuck around with those in the bedroom
- dare i say honeymoon rhinitis hayden…
- fuck it. honeymoon rhinitis sneezes are much softer and itchier for hayden, but still spaced out enough to piss him off
- usually one of the first to succumb to illness being passed through the locker room
- quota of being sick exactly once per year, though, so after he's been sick, he's safe lmao
- responsible sick person! and by that i mean he swigs dayquil throughout the day and then takes three times the recommended dose of nyquil and passes the fuck out.
- contrary to his belief, this does not help him get better faster.
i am so delusional and keep forgetting to take medication lmao. enjoy some c/liff m/arleau snzcanons !!
- see okay i think it would be funny if cliff had been like. the sneezy guy on the raiders before ilya was drafted and stole the title
- so cliff isn't super sneezy, but he's definitely had an issue with like. someone's deodorant once in his rookie year and the older players never let it go and would tell stories of "that one time marly died" until ilya came along and showed them what near-death by sneezing actually looked like (cliff had sneezed maybe eight times)
- does every once in a while react to scented products. aerosols are probably the most common trigger
- he is allergic to dryer sheets. it doesn't matter what brand they are, they will piss off his nose like nothing else
- oral allergy syndrome with fucking rutabaga and turnip. cliff probably doesn't even know what the fuck those are, so he'll get a weird salad and just go "huh"
- loud sneezer. not a dad sneezer, but cliff is just physically a big guy. he's got hella lung capacity
- tendency for harsher sneezes; they usually scrape at his throat a bit and it's worse if he's sick
- not immediately messy, but congestion will accumulate quickly
- physically incapable of stifling. he's never even tried
- able to tell that he's going to sneeze, just not when. they will sneak up on him even when he's anticipating them lmao
- sneezes in singles and doubles pretty frequently, but he doesn't believe he sneezes more than once in a row, so he's consistently surprised when he gets a double even though it's roughly a 40/60 split between doubles and singles
- normal about medicine and resting once he's aware that he's sick
- however, shit at realizing that he's sick. i think whereas ilya will recognize it instantly and just push through, cliff simply doesn't notice symptoms in himself very well
- on that note, symptoms probably start very slow and mild, and then will hit all at once and take him out
- accidentally gets teammates sick because of that :/
- super prone to losing his voice when he's ill
- gets CRAZY fever dreams and the problem is that they're all plausible. what do you mean hammersmith wasn't doing karaoke last night and sang coldplay??? he wakes up and genuinely believes things happened
tbh i don't think i've ever written a fic this quickly before. which is cool. enjoy some c/liff m/arleau snz (!!) with a helping of sneezy i/lya as well. it's basically just 2.1K words of these dumbasses being dumbasses.
side note: i am greatly enjoying pioneering things for h/eated r/ivalry lmao. started with the first i/lya stifle fic and i'm now the first to write for c/liff i believe. if there is more that is not popular that you would like to see, feel free to send an ask! i am struggling with what i currently have and would love some fresh inspiration :)
If it were any year other than 2010, Cliff would love to haze the rookie. Not just because Carmichael’s been planning since last year, when he was the victim, but since it’s more than just a rite of passage. It’s a slightly fucked-up method of team bonding, a way to test personality and personability, and to assess what the future is going to look like with the new crop of players. Except the problem is, the year is 2010, so the rookie in question is Ilya fucking Rozanov. Cliff would never claim to be the smartest guy on the Raiders—he received too many concussions in high school for that to ever be true—but he’s certainly not dumb enough to fuck with the kid.
The same, unfortunately, cannot be said for the rest of his teammates.
He wishes he could say he’s suspicious when they come off the ice and the locker room doesn’t smell like a mix of sweat and Axe body spray, but he’s talking with Cadyn and simply… doesn’t notice. His locker is directly across from Cadyn’s, and he glances over as Hammersmith starts peeling off his compression shirt.
“I’m serious, man,” Cadyn’s saying. He drops his gloves in his locker and sits down to remove his skates. “It goes a long way.”
“Where the hell do you even get that?”
“Indian grocery stores. They’ve got a ton of shit you’d never even think of,” he replies. “Eastern markets are generally pretty good; try putting nigella seeds on a salad and thank me later.”
Cliff nods to himself, making a mental note to find black cardamom before the weekend. Rozanov is billeting with him for the pre-season at minimum, as ordered by Coach Reilly. Rozanov had apparently tried to get out of it, but Coach had told Cliff that he didn’t want the kid to be on his own for the first year. Not when he was still learning English and hadn’t ever been to America before, let alone fucking Boston. Training camp was the compromise they’d reached, and Cliff would like to believe he’s doing a good job at hosting, if Rozanov’s current lack of apartment hunting is any indicator. It might be another part of why Cliff is hesitant to haze him. Plus, the kid’s never had filet mignon. Cliff is taking his duty of introducing Rozanov to good food seriously.
“You’re still on that?” Johansson asks, wrinkling his nose. “Dude, the last time you added sumac to cod and it sucked.”
“Cook for yourself if you’re going to complain,” Cadyn shoots back, grinning.
“Johansson’s not allowed near open flame, remember?” That’s from Aud, in the shower. The three of them were all drafted together back in 2005 and have lived together since. Cliff is already dreading the day one of them is traded away.
“Oh, fuck you!”
“We need to start enforcing that again.” Cadyn glances at Cliff and rolls his eyes, indicating that yes, actually, he is completely serious. “You fucked up spaghetti.”
“The timer was broken!”
“You somehow managed to make half of it too al dente and the other half soggy.”
“Ladies, please,” interrupts Connors. “Leave the bickering in the kitchen.” Of course, they all choose to turn on him, and Cliff shakes his head before turning back to his own locker to wiggle out of his own gear. There’s a slight floral scent to his left, where Rozanov’s locker is. Huh. Not what he expected, but maybe it’s different in Russia? The kid is already a bit weird about having indoor and outdoor clothes, as well as not wearing shoes in the house, so maybe it extends to the locker room. Cliff really isn’t sure; it’s their first practice together, so he’ll ask Rozanov about it at home.
Except Hammersmith gives him a smug little glance as Rozanov walks into the room, and Cliff widens his eyes at the older player to signal that he gets it. Christ, they didn’t even come up with anything good. Maybe Cliff should help out with the hazing.
A couple of the guys clap Rozanov on the back as he passes them, and the kid gives that same fucking smirk he wears after deking the rest of them—converting a winger to center is, apparently, a dangerous choice that Cliff is so glad the Raiders’ made—before crossing and standing next to Cliff as he begins the process of shedding his gear.
Cliff wrinkles his nose involuntarily as the arrangement is unearthed and the scent wafts through the air. Rozanov pauses, staring at the plants, and then glances around the room.
“What are these?” Rozanov asks, genuinely confused.
“You’ve got a secret admirer,” says Hammersmith, shit-eating grin in place.
“What is ‘secret admirer’?”
Cliff watches as the joy is sucked right out of Hammersmith’s expression in real time. Apparently, he did not consider the not-insignificant language gap that lays between the rest of the team and the Russian import.
“Uh…”
“yH’ESCHHoo!”
Rozanov startles. Half the room ignores him, and the other half offers Cliff a distracted “bless you” and then moves on, busy watching Hammersmith fumble around for an explanation that won’t make what they’re doing sound dumb as fuck. Fair enough; Cliff’s pretty sure he only got the amount of attention he did because he’s standing right next to the rookie.
Carmichael rescues Hammersmith. “A secret admirer is, like… someone who likes you, but doesn’t want you to know who they are.”
“Is lihH!–like stalker, then?”
“Hang on, why do you know what a stalker is, but not a secret admirer?” asks Aud, having emerged from the showers twenty seconds ago.
Rozanov shrugs, brow pinching slightly as he sniffs. “The manager said to be careful.”
“It’s not a stalker,” Hammersmith protests.
Cliff would love to contribute to the conversation. Really, he would. Except whatever shit Hammersmith put in that arrangement is apparently trying to wage a war on his sinuses, since his nose is tickling right up near the bridge and the sensation won’t cease. He brings up a hand, trying to rub it away, and ohfuckthatwasamistake—
“HSSCH’oo!” He genuinely does try to clamp down on it, but only succeeds at nearly catching his tongue between his teeth. Cliff’s eyes tear up with the force, and he gasps into another harsh, “iESCHh’oo!”
“Bless you, Marly.”
“Thangks,” he mutters, sniffling briefly to try and keep the congestion at bay as he roots around in his locker for a towel, or even a T-shirt. He can just throw it into the laundry basket when he’s done; no harm, no foul.
Then Rozanov sneezes.
More aptly, he starts sneezing. And doesn’t fucking stop.
“nKtch! ngKT’sh! heHh–gkt! h’KSHH!”
“Bless—”
“hh’gKTSh–ihgkt–ishh’KT—!” The last in the fit catches, as if he lost control and tried to regain it again too late. Rozanov twists further away from the room, his face buried in his elbow with the other arm up to brace the first. “eh’HKTSH–TSHh–schh’iuh!”
It’s as if a rare double from Cliff opened the fucking floodgates. Rozanov’s eyes are squeezed shut like the time it would take to open them again isn’t even worth it. With the pace and intensity of his sneezing, Cliff doesn’t blame him.
“Fucking bless you,” Cadyn says. Most of the room seems too stunned to respond. Aud, thankfully, has maybe half a brain cell and steps in between them to grab the offending bouquet. Half a brain cell is unfortunately accurate, since he moves with zero spatial awareness and practically smacks Cliff in the face with it.
“Oh, what the—h’YESCHH’uh!—fugck?!”
Next to him, Ilya barely manages to shoot him a glare before dissolving into another fit. “iH’TSHh! gKTsh! NKSH–KSHh’iu!”
“Bless—”
“ih’TSHiew!”
“Jesus Christ, rook,” Johansson says. His eyebrows are nearly up to his hairline, and if Cliff hadn’t spent the last three years playing with him, he’d assume the guy was exaggerating. But his face is just that expressive. It’s nice when they’re on the ice, when he’s excited after assisting on net. Right now, though?
Cliff doesn't like the worry he can see there. It means they might’ve actually gone too far.
“Rozanov, can you fucking breathe?” asks Cadyn, standing and walking over to the kid. Aud is quietly yelling at Hammersmith across the room. Connors is digging around in his locker for something. The rest of the room is just… watching.
Rozanov nods, then gasps into a rough triple. “igK’TSHh! hH’EZZSH–ZSHh’iu!” Mercifully, his breathing doesn’t catch again, and he’s left panting, face streaked with tears, nose pink and twitchy. Cliff is sure he doesn’t look much better—his throat aches from sneezing, and the itch in his nose still hasn’t fully dissipated. He scrunches his nostrils, hoping to quell it.
“What the fuck was that?” Feller asks, his eyes wide. He’s only a bit older than Rozanov, and probably counting his lucky stars Carmichael only decided to be a dumbass after they were both drafted and safe on the team.
“What do you think, idiot?” says Aud, a cowed Hammersmith next to him. “He’s clearly fucking allergic.”
“Yeah, but he, like, exploded.”
“Fuck off,” Rozanov mutters, but in between the congestion and his accent, his speech is barely comprehensible. He sniffles heavily, makes a slight face of disgust, and then stalks off toward the showers. A second later, the water starts running.
Cadyn glances at Cliff. “You should probably do the same, yeah?”
He nods. “Uh, yeah. Yep. I’mb—” He gestures, then goes.
Rozanov is already in a stall, the curtain pulled shut. His breath is catching in false starts every couple of seconds, but never tips back over.
“You alright, roogk?” Cliff asks. Mostly as a formality, but he is concerned. Plus, Rozanov’s coming home with him after practice; he’d like to make sure they're not going to have to worry more than necessary.
“Mhm,” grunts Rozanov. “ih–hiH!”
“Fair enough,” he says, turning on the next shower over from Rozanov’s stall and leaving his clothes in a heap on the bench just outside before stepping under the spray. He usually isn’t a fan of hot water after practice, since it tricks him into thinking that he’s done for the day when he’ll just have to shower again once he’s home, but today, he fucking deserves it.
Once he’s blown his nose and had a moment to settle, Rozanov speaks up again. “Everyone is upset?” he asks.
“What?”
“They are upset with us,” Rozanov clarifies.
“What?”
“They are—”
“No, kid, I fucking heard you. Just—what?”
“We cause disturbance. Annoying for no reason.”
“Kid, what the fuck?”
Rozanov huffs frustratedly, then curses around another false hitch of breath. They both wait a beat to make sure it’s not going to convert to another fit. When he talks, it’s like he’s trying to explain something to a small child. “We cause disturbance after practice. Practice is over, so we do not have to get along. So, everyone is upset with us.”
And Cliff—
He can understand the train of thought. That doesn’t mean it makes any damn sense.
“Kid—Rozanov. I promise you, they’re not upset, they’re worried. They just don’t want to show it because that means Hammersmith needs to admit he fucked up, and he’d rather break his hand than do that.” The bar of soap is slippery in his hand, and it nearly slides out of Cliff’s fist as he clenches it unconsciously.
Rozanov is silent.
Cliff sighs, and then his breath snags as the tickle at the back his nose finally crests. With the freedom to do so, he slaps a hand against the tile wall of the shower to brace himself, and then sneezes openly at the ground, leaning into it.
“YSSHh’oo!”
“Bud’te zdorovy,” says Rozanov.
“yhH’ATSSH’oo!”
“Bud’te zdorovy. That is not usual for you, no?”
“What, two in a row? Not really.”
“Must be nice.”
They’ve only been living together for two days, so Cliff is pretty sure he can be forgiven for not realizing the rookie’s funny, even while actively suffering.
“Definitely better than whatever the fuck you have going on,” he replies. “Is it ever just once?”
“Never.”
He sniffles, and a second later, Cliff can hear a faint clicking noise as Rozanov presumably rubs at his nose. Then—
“ikt’sch! tshh–tshhiu! iesHh’iew!”
Counterinuitively, they’re much softer now that Rozanov isn’t fighting them. Cliff grins. “Bless you.”
“Please shut up.”
He barks out a surprised laugh, but drops it all the same. If Rozanov’s been operating on whatever Russian logic he displayed earlier, Cliff’s at least going to be smart enough to know when to let go.
“Hey, are you both alive over there?” calls Connors.
“Debatable,” Cliff jokes.
“Har-har. I’m leaving antihistamines in your lockers. Don’t keel over, alright? We need Rozanov for the season, and we can’t have that if his roommate dies.”
“Oh, fuck you!”
“Get in line,” Connors yells back. Rozanov laughs as his water shuts off.
hello! i wanted to come here and say just how much I love your h/r writing. the way you write i/lya and his sneezes is so so perfect. i re-read ur fics often and i look forward to reading more of sneezy i/lya and s/hane.
wait hi ;-; thank you so much you have no idea how much i appreciate reading this rn wow.
promise i’m going to fill prompts im just. hella depressed and tourette’s is actually out to ruin my life but. i really am trying to push through it, and i don’t have spare energy by the end of the day :/ sorry
