2D -> Acting Like He's Not in Love With You Headcanons
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stu acting like he ain't in love with you. he's trying to be sneaky with it, but everyone can see through it.
our resident chain smoker here loves smoking. but if you despise the smell of smoke he will always carry a pack of gum or cologne with him just to mask the scent. 2d will even try to lessen his cigarette intake around you. he could never completely quit though.
man, stu's trying so hard not to let his feelings for you get too far for his own sake. cause dude will crumble. and honestly, he's already crumbling. what the helly did you do to the guy.
trying to sneak glances at you during recording sessions, yearning for you to look back at him with an equally longing stare, hoping you'll compliment him on his outfits (outfits that he totally didn't plan out beforehand just so he could catch your eye). yeah, man's in the trenches.
the best moments with you in his opinion were the all nighters he would spend in the studio with you. you felt too guilty to leave him there all alone. besides, you had to make sure he would actually sleep after.
those murky nights, right up until the dusky mornings, you would stay with him. 2d cherished that. those were your moments, just the both of you. it was when you could see him rawest.
if you mentioned to him any of your favourite artists, stu would instantly be reaching out to producers in the industry. trying to get in touch with the artist/band and make a bomb ass collab with them.
at the same time he's hoping that you'll find him cooler when he gets in contact with your fav artists. 🥹
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remus having feelings for you would have been all butterflies and chocolate, but sirius has those same feelings for you, which he believes he isn't worthy of.
he deserves you more than he ever will.
it was all sirius could think about. only if those stupid butterflies could just vanish from his stomach. only if his stomach could stop dropping every time you passed. only if his brain could focus on anything else other than you whenever you stand a little too close to him during potions class. only then he wouldn't get in the way for his best friend, remus.
sirius knew you had the same effect on remus whenever you were present.
he would watch as the two of you sat by the breakfast table in the morning before anyone else of the marauders had woken up. remus' flushed face could say it all.
you two seemed so happy, why would sirius want to interrupt that? why would he get in the way of his best friend's true happiness? he just couldn't.
remus hadn't had much luck with love over the years at hogwarts and he had finally found someone that he clicked with.
but why did it have to be you.
why did he have to walk in on you and remus snuggling up on a sofa in the common room on a cold winter day. while sirius was soaking wet from the snow, his hands freezing since he had forgotten his gloves. (he had hoped you would lend his yours like last time.)
he only could quickly speed walk to his shared room, keeping his head down as his boots trailed soggy footprints onto the floor.
once he shut the door, thankfully it was empty inside, he stripped off his coat and his shoes and just collapsed onto his bed. tears were already pricking at his eyes as he drew the curtains around his bed. he hated crying, he felt like some pathetic crybaby. but nothing could stop those tears from escaping.
sirius kept his feelings buried deep, deep down inside of him. even when he saw you and remus studying in the library after dinner. even when he saw you at the hospital wing taking care of remus after his werewolf transformations.
all sirius could be was the same sarcastic, outgoing, supporting friend towards remus.
the fluttering feeling never stopped however. whenever you would catch his eye from the other end of the great hall, whenever you helped him with his homework, whenever you grazed his skin for even a millisecond.
merlin, he wish he could just disappear and stop being a nuisance.
sirius' growing distance from remus and you had been becoming really evident to their friend group. he would avoid friend meetings, hang outs of even being one on one with you.
and you just had to come and confront him about his unusual distance.
"sirius!" you called out to him, catching him by his arm, before he could run away and escape the fuzzy feelings on his chest. but they caught up to him.
you holding his arm made him immediately halt and just melt. he looked back at you reluctantly.
he really shouldn't have. because his heart started to hurt, and so did his throat.
your hair a bit frazzled from chasing him, your soft lips open, catching your breath, your soft eyes gazing at him.
"finally caught you." you said as you finally caught your breath. his heart just jumped and all those buried feelings came undone inside him. he was smitten once again.
"why have you been running away from me? did I do something wrong?" a small silence followed as sirius tried to force the words through his clenched throat.
"you didn't do anything wrong, it's just..." and he trailed off.
he couldn't admit it, not to you. then he would mess everything up, he would just be another problem for you and remus.
you heard his silence. "if you don't wanna talk about it, that's fine, I'm still right here and I'm not abandoning you, ever." your words just pierced sirius' heart and he just couldn't help, but throw you into a suffocating embrace.
his hands were thrown around your neck, his black hair in your face. but you still hugged him back around his waist. sirius just stayed in your embrace, worshipping the warmth and security it gave him. it was everything he wanted, but never could have. he cherished every single second.
this would be enough. just to have your arms around his body, to be reassured that you were still here. it was good enough.
"thank you."
that was all that came out of his mouth. not what he truly wanted to say.
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Kurt Cobain -> Self Harm Comfort Headcanons
requested by @himitsuuta
when kurt finds out that you're hurting yourself in any way, he won't make a comment on it when he first notices it. he'll talk to you about it in private at a more appropriate time.
kurt would be very understanding, he could relate to the feelings you're feeling at the moment. somehow he even brightens up himself when he comforts you, it feels more bearable that he isn't the only one.
he won't outright say for you to stop, he'll just try to distract and show you the better sides to life. he'll always bring positivity towards you, (even if he's feeling shitty himself) whether that would be inviting you to some concert or underground show or just showing up at your house at random times to just see you.
back to the thing where kurt will comfort you even when he's feeling like absolute shit himself, he feels like you're worth more than happiness. but truly you are his happiness. he's happy that you're happy, but it doesn't seem that you're happy at all.
kurt's not really the hugs kind of guy. when he feels like you need one, he'll offer up a hug that you never deny. he'd just anxiously wrap his arms around you and just hold you there, hoping he's bringing you at least some sort of comfort. kurt would carefully glide over your scars, aware not to put any pressure on them or draw attention to them.
if you ever hurt yourself badly, he'd finally suggest therapy. if you didn't want that, kurt would offer himself up as a therapist of sorts. he would rather die than see you so unhappy. he'd even offer up cleaning and bandaging your scars.
when you'd allow him, he'd sit in front of you on his knees and try to be as careful as possible. making sure not to hurt you even a little bit. after he would be done, kurt would just rest his head against your knees and express how he doesn't want you to keep doing this to yourself.
it was killing him inside. and he couldn't help but tear up, resting against your knees. that's when you run your fingers through his hair as reassurance that you weren't going to leave anytime soon. you'd stay to keep him happy.
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2d would purposefully not finish his peppermint tea and offer it to you, claiming he couldn't finish it. you would end up drinking it and it gave the lad butterflies.
if he saw you upset or sad, 2d would quickly come up to you and offer himself to you. he would offer his hugs and warm drinks, to hear you out. man's would purposefully sneak a few forehead kisses onto you, hoping he could comfort you. total sucker for you.
man would love to dance with you, whether it would be in the living room or some pub. he's a dancing queen with you fr. stu just wants to go crazy with you.
2d's never afraid to show everyone that you're his favourite. bro's a yapper for you. omg your name this, your name that, did you know your name is good at this and your name also that. stu's lucky that murdoc hasn't ripped out his vocal chords yet. even if that happened stu would still find a way to talk about you.
it's so obvious to everyone that he's got feelings for you. like whoever can't see the chemistry is blind as hell.
he would become a housewife for you certainly. 2d would love making you happy every single waking hour. wether that be with a handful of sweets or anything you desired.
2d wouldn't even think about cheating on you if you two were together. he cared for you too much and he felt it was outright stupid because he loved you, he'd never leave you.
at night stu often fantasises about you two being in a relationship. in the morning he would wake up with a dumb smile on his face and drool on his pillows. if only he would just confess already.
to put it simply you two were on and off acquaintances. tim was super outgoing and could basically get along with anyone he wanted to. which you had to admit, you were jealous of.
it was just a matter of time before he started to talk to you. tim had always had a bit of a hallway crush on you but never found a great time to approach you, but when he finally had it, he took it gladly.
you were a bit scarce of him at first but when you started to get to know each other better you befriended each other.
unbeknownst to himself, tim was already starting to fall head over heels for you. a few lingering looks your way, a few accidental brushes against your skin and he was already a blabbering mess. even daryll's getting concerned.
imagining bro having one of those nights where all he thinks about is you. posing in the mirror, thinking of how he could impress you.
tim had noticed how interested you were in his piercings and that just made him want to get more. he would absolutely love when you were admiring his piercings. man's would be just smiling lightly and sweating with a red face.
he started to get even more attached to you that at night he would scream into his pillow. tim felt like his feelings weren't being requited which hurt him so deeply. it just felt like his heart was being ripped out bit by bit.
he never said anything to you about his feelings, he would never say anything to ruin your guys' friendship. you're friends and that's all that matters...
tim could never say it.
even when he was leaning his back against your shoulder as you leaned against a bookcase in the library, reading some poems out loud that tim had picked out. your breaths practically intermingling.
tim would just close his eyes and sink into your warmth and your voice, hoping to stay there forever as he traced small patterns over the back of your hand. just average friend behaviour.
after a while he just came to terms that you two were nothing more than good friends. however his guilty conscious wouldn't let him even think about kissing someone else that wasn't you. poor boy's heart was tearing into two.
tim would just soak you in as much as he could, he would protect you, anything you needed from him. it would be done.
all he could do now was just listen to you read one of his now favourite poems while his head rested on your shoulder.
Hey bb srry if it seems like I’m spamming request 😭 but I’m a cat lady I love my cat more than my self honestly and Ik dead hates cats so could you write hc or a one shot what ever you want about dead and his partner having a cat thx sm if you write this <3
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Pelle Ohlin/Dead -> Having A Cat Headcanons
warnings : mention of dead cats
when you first brought up getting a cat together, pelle was strongly opposed to it. if the hanging rotting cat carcasses in his room didn't give it away, he hated cats. but the thing is you loved cats.
you had decided to gradually open his mind to not killing cats.
you had decided to bring over a small abandoned kitten to the house. dead did not react well to see 'that thing', as he said, in your hands. he tried to pull out a knife from his pockets, but you quickly shot him down and told him he wouldn't be touching the tiny kitten with bad intent.
pelle just glared at the fuzzy creature in your grasp, listening to you. he didn't want to freak you out, so he just kept his murderous hate inside. he watched you feed the cat as you sat on the floor next to it.
dead loved you more than he loved himself so he just went with it, not wanting you to leave him. he sat cross-legged behind you as the cat was lapping at the water bowl. per just rested his head against your back and only managed to mumble something against your clothes. "sorry..."
you ruffled his long hair and turned to face him, hugging him. he returned the hug. as the two of you were embracing, unbeknownst to pelle, the little fuzzy creature had crawled up onto his lap.
once he looked down he tensed up instantly and gripped onto your shoulders, clearly stressed. you assure him that it's okay, keeping your arms around him. after a bit, per calms down slightly and just focused on you instead as the kitty lies down on his lap.
pelle caught your adoring gaze on the cat and he just relaxed his tense muscles. if you loved this thing so much, he could endure it for you.
if pelle's got a crush on you, be prepared for a lot of strange gifts to be given to you. cat fur that had been ripped off the dead cats he had caught, animal bones, a bandage with his blood on it. lots of strange things.
you would not like that he hunted down poor defenceless animals and pelle knew that. that's when he accepted that he had feelings for you, per would refrain from killing any cats in your presence. once you would be out, he would go to the forest with euronymous to hunt.
since pelle was from sweden, he couldn't really communicate with the members very well, so it was refreshing that you came along. he could even consider you as his bestie at this point.
man's definitely could not tell what he was feeling for you, it was really confusing for him. pelle would even consider talking to øystein about this, but just decided to not talk to him about it.
he has never been the type to blush, like at all. but when you offered him the last slice of cake that you were eating, per couldn't help but get a small red dust over his face.
pelle would always drag you outside into the forest whenever he went. the two of you would just roll around in the dirt as pelle tried to bury himself in the ground.
would tell you jokes just to see your smile. it's what he's living for at this point. if he couldn't make you happy then he wasn't even sure what he was living for.
kurt wasn't going through the best era of his life at this moment.
you being with him helped immensely. he loved you, there was no other way to say it. he was grateful that you chose him over any other person.
would write songs just for you and would even play them right in front of you. kurt would rush making those songs for you, not getting sleep until 4am just to finish it in time.
you would tell him you loved it every single time and he would just smile weakly at you. after that you would let him sleep on you as he finally got some actual sleep.
if you ever fell asleep on him, he wouldn't move a single inch in fear of waking you up, apart from his fingers caressing your hair. he's hungry? he can eat later. he wants to go to the bathroom? he can hold it in. someone's at the door? they can go fuck themselves.
his top priority is your happiness and kurt would want to sacrifice anything just for you to be happy.
if you liked a different genre of music than him, he would learn everything about your favourite bands/artists from it. if the artist/-s seemed tolerable and actually good he would try to get in contact with them to open for a show for nirvana.
if anything ever happened to you, kurt would just crumble and shatter into dust.
thank you for reading. i've been gone for a little while now, taking a break, but now i'm back.
hi, i feel embarrassed that i can't ask this question anonymously, but... do you still write stuff for kurt cobain? it's okay if not, i figured i'd ask. :D
it's perfectly okay! i'm taking a break, so i'm not really writing for anyone. but after a few days i'll be back and I will write for kurt!
2d's a total cuddle bug. he would just hold and hold you forever till the end of time. only a spatula could peel him off of you at this point.
2d : "hey, where ya' goin'??" (is clinging onto you for his fucking life)
you : "i just need to go to the bathroom."
2d : (finally lets go) "oh, alright. 🥰"
he's like a goddamn koala and you're just a piece of bamboo to him. 😞 honestly you don't really mind.
after you guys got into a relationship 2d would always flaunt about you to the other members. 2d especially flaunted it into murdoc's face and made fun of him.
sometimes when all the band was at rehearsal, 2d would bring you onto the couch and just start making out with you to spite murdoc. to which murdoc would start banging at 2d's head with one of the studio lights.
russ and noodle were of course respectful to your relationship and they kinda took a liking to you. they thought you were pretty sweet and saw you cared a lot for 2d, so they don't see no issue.
affection with this man is a must. he couldn't go a day without kissing you or having your touch on him. without it he wasn't getting out of bed in the mornings.
sometimes he would wear some of your clothes. wether that would be shirts, socks or shoes, he just put them on willy nilly. (of course you had to tie the shoelaces for him.)
2d would let you mess with his hair all you wanted to. he loved whenever you washed or brushed his hair. he loved your hands in his hair in general.
man's would definitely be romantic, small little date nights, romantic dinners, the rose petals leading to his bedroom where he lies, half naked, surrounded by a lot of candles. " 'ey gorgeous. ❤️"
kurt would be the most low-key person around you. he always was open with you. whenever you two would agree on something or have the same ideas he would check off another positive to being around you.
he valued your opinion a lot. wether it would be to get your opinion on his hair or some song lyrics, he could always count on you.
while nirvana was still starting out, you had come to some of their early shows and kurt was grateful for that. during the shows he would throw some looks over at you once in a while, checking if you were still there or if you were trampled in the mosh pit.
kurt didn't give a singular shit about how you looked. you were still the most amazing person he would look at throughout the day.
man's was a ball of mush whenever you were affectionate towards him. he would just smile sweetly, almost a bit shyly, whenever you hugged him or messed with his hair, any touch in general. melted instantly.
kurt : "i'm so damn exhausted."
you : "you need a hug?"
kurt has to stop himself from instantly saying yes and just rushing up to you. he would just rest his head on your lap as he tried to fall asleep. however he never really fell asleep. he would just close his eyes and bask in feeling your presence and you running your fingers through his hair. he didn't care if he wasn't getting enough sleep, he would never dream of missing out on your touch.
kurt couldn't help but be self conscious around you. you knew he didn't have the best living situation or the best mental/physical health, but that didn't change how you acted around him and he was extremely grateful for that.
that still didn't help with his self doubt though. he hated how he looked after a bad relapse. kurt couldn't even look at himself in the mirror without feeling shameful. he would be even more ashamed if you saw him this way.
thankfully you had, and you had comforted him throughout the whole few days. making him warm meals, watching tv, listening to music, just to get his mind off it.
he just fell harder and harder in love with you. kurt never wanted you to leave him, never wanted to see you with a girlfriend or a boyfriend, because he knew he would be crushed and he'd feel like shit.
however he kept that to himself.
bonus :
while you were nursing him back to health, you could say, you had convinced him to let you paint his toe nails. you had stated that you thought that it would be pretty and that it would fit him. kurt could never resist you and just went with it.
that's how he ended up with a pedicure from you. he thought it was cute that you had concentrated so hard to do them so tidely and with care. how could kurt not show them off?
in a few interviews he had just wore sandals without socks just to show off. kurt purposefully would cross one leg over the other so the pedicure could be seen.
the sun was definitely sunning these past few days so you and jonathan had decided to go on a small hangout to the beach.
the sky was turning a multiple vast of colours of oranges and yellows as the waves lapped at the sandy shore.
you were laying a blanket onto the sandy surface of the beach. jonathan's just complaining about the burning sun as he lies down on the put down blanket. sunglasses over his eyes, he takes off his shirt and just sunbathes.
"you aren't gonna go get in the water?" you ask him as you have your shorts/skirt/dress on, ready to dip your feet into the water, hoping to cool down. jonathan nods and stands up again, rolling up his pants up to his knees to not get them wet.
he follows after you as you head up to the shore, dipping your toes into the water. the water temperature was warm from the scorching sun. "wow, it's pretty warm." jonathan says as he stands beside you.
"yeah, it still feels amazing regardless."
"hey y/n, check this out." he budges you and picks up a colourful rock that was half buried under the sand. it was a light purple-ish colour, almost lavender. "you think it's rare?" jonathan looks up at you as he crouches down, holding the small rock.
"looks really pretty." he looks up at you then back down at the rock and a smile graces his features. "here, have it." jonathan places it into your palm, wrapping his fingers around your hand.
you ruffle his dreads as he chuckles and you splash him with water lightly. he instantly flinches from the unexpected action and he just laughs even more. "hey, no fair!" jonathan stands up and starts chasing you down the shoreline.
whenever he thinks of you, he'd make playlists full of love songs and bury his head in his pillows while listening to them. he would think of scenarios where you and him were together while the songs played. 2d would even start considering writing love songs about you, you not knowing obviously.
man would be rambling in your presence. 2d'll talk about anything and everything that randomly pops into his head. he was always flushed, trying to keep the conversation going and not wanting to annoy you or bore you.
2d : "ya' know, i was thinkin' about food the other day... uh well, i think about food a lot actually. i mean who doesn't, right?? i love food, you love food too, right???" (nervous fidgeting.)
you : (nodding slowly.)
2d's such a cutie patootie that he starts doodling your name and small sketches of you whenever he can. he sometimes even draws tiny hearts around your initials, a dreamy grin on his face as he dozes off, like those cartoons. murdoc just looks at him like he's fucking insane.
speaking of murdoc, 2d would keep him as far away as he can from you. he didn't want murdoc to snatch you up too.
once murdoc had tried to flirt with you, but you just brushed him off. 2d was absolutely ecstatic. you were a true keeper. murdoc just stood there astonished, in shock. 2d stuck his tongue out and flipped him off repeatedly while you had your back towards him. when you went back over to 2d, he pulled you into a tight hug, but you had no idea why. "you're the best thing that eva 'appened to me."
2d would love your smile. it just gave him butterflies and the jitters in the best way possible. he couldn't tear his soulless eyes off of you as you smiled so he just kinda stared at you like 😮.
if you were having a bad day or a mental health stagger, he would be right by your side the whole time unless you wanted him gone. 2d would be patient with you and hear you out or just hug you if you didn't want to talk.
he himself had gone through some traumatic things, so he sympathises with you. he just engulfs himself around you in a tight hug, his long ass legs wrapping around you too. somehow it helps to calm you, it makes you feel like it's just you and him for the moment. 2d feels content when he sees that he manages to calm you down.
switching roles. when 2d is stressed or feeling hopeless, he can always rely on you to make him his favourite tea and his favourite dish or just something he's craving. you stay beside him, petting his hair, listening to him, his head resting on your lap calmly.
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