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you wouldve loved it.

[oldnorthcarolina]

Swannanoa River, Asheville, NC — Taken the 27th of October, 2024, 31 days after Helene.

[gouged-doll]

[slowerfunerals]

It is nighttime,

I want everything to be very quiet, very slow.

I hear a “woosh” sound as the wind goes against my one windowpane

Nocturnal, inner. There is no possibility of waking. There is only night. I am only here, present within the dream.

Consonance, resonance

Awaiting rebirth. Two more days. My body goes against the time like sandpaper.

Sand paper with harsh grain.

Petals of white flowers I press. Press them and their velvet forms between parchment. Preservation. I want to be preserved in this thought, in homeostasis.

Remove the excess until I reach the singularity of my higher consciousness

My awareness. No addictions I winter myself in. Shut them. Shut them. I will be free and one with nature. There is no force upon me. There is no force upon me. No force upon me. No force. No force. No force.

[trashchurch]

[slowerfunerals]

it’s been so long

[inosanteria-deactivated20181125]

[gouged-doll]

floris neusüss

[slowerfunerals]

[vacillator-deactivated20250323]

let's glow serenely with mama

[slowerfunerals]

I want you to park that Big Mac truck right in this little garage…

[texasgirlsworld]

Self portrait, 2023

[nailinheel]

Sedative

[slowerfunerals]

the air is getting that certain chill of me romanticizing cold hard steel again and start being attracted to mechanical processes

[slowerfunerals]

I’m not like other girls, I like spiders

[slowerfunerals]

when they’re fucking you up, you’re really fucking them up

[slowerfunerals]

Recently I’ve been exploring the cosmic themes of masochism in all granny crannies of human experience.

[arc-eye-deactivated20160121]

Merzbow - Music for Bondage Performance