OCT 7 of 2018 - dumpsite update
Its been so long since I’ve written here. Not really much of an update, even after 2 years Im still stuck. I dont know what I need or want to be completely honest. Im just so afraid of disappointing people when I know that shouldn’t matter. IM JUST SO AFRAID OT GET HURT. I dont even value myself anymore. Even after discovering BTS, I feel the same. I feel these are just excuses. I really am useless. hopeless.


















