Everything is nothing, with a twist.

Welcome to my head, full of all things - sad, funny, lyrical, sexual, and everything in between - that make me feel slightly less empty inside.

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Sweater weather is better together 🫶🏻 (at Ogden, Utah) https://www.instagram.com/p/CmrkM2puHtOQsi_q9Gq5FX0vxHyz4OVyPHBQGk0/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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“A dream is not reality, but who's to say which is which?" (at Salt Lake City, Utah) https://www.instagram.com/p/CjMpHzouOD973ZE06DUdhIy74071oGgDBj-nEU0/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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Happy 1st Father’s Day to this stud! Seeing you effortlessly morph into a dad has brought out a whole new side of you. From your one on one “daddy talks” with Rowan to listening to you sing to her during changings and bedtimes - I’m in awe watching you embrace this transition into fatherhood. Yeah, it’s been a tough transition but each day you have shown more and more compassion, love, and patience with her. She’s already becoming such a daddy’s girl only cooing for you, I cannot wait to see how your bond expands as she grows. https://www.instagram.com/p/Ce--6aNunM9ANVdeDdWQQtgEF8-XfDr5l4tH8I0/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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I love the way you make me laugh like no one else. 📷| @poiseandivy_imagery (at Solitude Mountain Resort) https://www.instagram.com/p/CYkvfXkuA8A-Qpxxy5TsTw8qonpC-zRZp5XV9g0/?utm_medium=tumblr

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Oh baby, 29 never looked so fine ☀️🌼 happy birthday to you my love, my heart, my bear, my one and only. Here’s to using my one photo shoot per year. . . . And of course - thank you, as always, to the incomparable @foxsloanephoto and her brilliantly, beautiful, artistic vision. Obsessed is an understatement. 🖤 (at Ensign Park) https://www.instagram.com/p/CPXeJqPnS8nUOwyhekTqalD17j6pYqWzF2xJM00/?utm_medium=tumblr

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The cats out of the bag and the keys are on the hook - we said “yes” to our new address! We’re excited to make this little house our first home. (at Bountiful, Utah) https://www.instagram.com/p/CNvLOVBnwyJ7am3Xo3UqnSS4YIHpaWysVZqe1Y0/?igshid=1kkloraujxr8y

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As long as you’re beside me, I know we’ll make it through. Happy Valentine’s Day to my best friend, my partner, my knight. 🖤 (at Bountiful, Utah) https://www.instagram.com/p/CLS1xRVFv4fdJhCa4mvivk0UMQ-GzMpCsZUGb40/?igshid=mbgpm80yw927

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It was so much fun having the cousins in town for the weekend. Can’t wait for our next adventures - balls in your court van Zijil’s! https://www.instagram.com/p/CKz8l7ola9Vh2w5Q2B1L-1-zIbjRdO2khEmQ0I0/?igshid=1u70nk2xev45l

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Everyone, and I mean everyone, should order cookies from the great @alison.bentz of @thesweetchalet - she handmade (baked, cut, and frosted) these adorable Hanukkah cookies for us and they tasted absolutely delicious. 10/10 would highly recommend! (at Sandy, Utah) https://www.instagram.com/p/CI1BTCZlEKbQ4PKjIwJ5VI_4F_qKBO_-MOgG3E0/?igshid=8nxte3wznj56

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Let’s take our hearts for a walk in the woods & listen to the magic whispers of old trees https://www.instagram.com/p/CIbt2DvH4CHDlQTwXrfxd3W56Q1TqcLeTEWd1A0/?igshid=yp2o1yrdqvb1

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Last weekend we closed the chapter on one journey and began a whole new adventure. Thank you to everyone who joined us to make the day so special! There are few things more beautiful then the love and support of family and friends, having all of you there to celebrate with us made this the most memorable and magical day of our lives. To view and download photos from our gallery, please visit our incredible photographer @foxsloanephoto at: https://foxsloanephotography.shootproof.com/gallery/12483656/ www.zola.com/weddings/teammash/registry (at Bountiful, Utah) https://www.instagram.com/p/CDK2g9oHztS/?igshid=u10rfbt9cmia

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We’re one week out from the wedding! I have the best bridal party ever. They created a whole “Instagram moment” photo shoot for me. 🥰 #7days #teammash #oneweek #aKnighttoremember #ohwhataKnight #weddingKnight #Knightinshiningarmor #getdowntoKnight #becomingtheKnights #foundmyKnight #thenextKnight (at Park City, Utah) https://www.instagram.com/p/CCg6lmMH7VCpQdK1fckZsGBIcBaL7lG4b5NBAA0/?igshid=q5z724ctes6p

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I’ll take any reason to dress up with this handsome fellow. Can’t wait to marry this stud! #9days #teammash #aKnighttoremember #ohwhataKnight #weddingKnight #Knightinshiningarmor #foundmyKnight #thenextKnight (at Twigs Bistro and Martini Bar - Station Park) https://www.instagram.com/p/CCbypd8Fq0OYSb0_lQE8awX71m8UVx4hT1t5WM0/?igshid=1uxrr47785daa

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Like a river’s flow, it never ends. A childish mind will turn to noble ambition. Young love will become deep affection. The clear water’s surface reflects growth. #12days #teammash #aKnighttoremember #ohwhataKnight #weddingKnight #Knightinshiningarmor #foundmyKnight (at Bear Lake) https://www.instagram.com/p/CCUDNEnH4MPWqbo6h9DCdqogZpQFrRkqYyawOs0/?igshid=gqn4905rpzkh

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To say I have the best bridal party and most importantly, the best of friends, would be an understatement. This weekend was more than I could have ever imagined - axe throwing, a scavenger hunt to all of Bear’s most important places, getting fancy and going out, and all the games we played in between - I had the best weekend ever! Huge, huge, thank you to my incredible bridesmaids’ and matron of honor! You ladies made this weekend unforgettable and I am so grateful to have each of you in my life! THANK YOU! I can’t wait to walk down the aisle with you all by my side, you are each absolutely amazing! #19days #teammash #aKnighttoremember #ohwhataKnight #weddingKnight #Knightinshiningarmor #foundmyKnight https://www.instagram.com/p/CCB2Z3EHjqeyRWEANqhZ8zggU4XrLPuwUhN9HI0/?igshid=1o95qu3jk9bl3

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DO feed the bears! Now... who’s ready to party like it’s our wedding day, because in 30 days, it will be! #30days #teammash #aKnighttoremember #ohwhataKnight #weddingKnight #Knightinshiningarmor #foundmyKnight https://www.instagram.com/p/CBl8qunHq1lNWzVDz96fjLaPoACJruRvRzScss0/?igshid=1857nrxtm97se

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Better buckle up, cause we’ve got new rides! https://www.instagram.com/p/CBjjgJXnfkKc8gFAAc-8wpWimFXxnoeXDud1vg0/?igshid=z9i2y1ezisa4