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Thinking Out Loud - 22 - STEM girlie

[smiley-hun]

Forward, Always Backward, Never -Ruona

[smiley-hun]

Due to my fascination on the human condition, i can tell what ppl want and how much certain things would not work out for them. I think that this would be a fascinating point.

I can speak to their true desires and out of self preservation i leave them alone.

[miseducatedmelanicmuse]

[1-800-poetic]

[scorpionlafemme]

[thesophistiicate]

i wish more women knew beauty is an energy. it’s not about fitting the beauty standard so much as it is that tender care for your body and effort put into your outward appearance (hygiene, grooming, personal style and having fun with it) creates a magnetic energy. it tells people to regard you as important because you prioritise time and energy spent solely on yourself. it doesn’t even have to be about appearance at all if it’s not of interest - notice the same energy in people who are very skilled at something, who took the time to be great, who invested into themselves through passion and self-respect. sometimes fitting the beauty standard does help our goals, but you’d be surprised how little it can matter once you focus your energy on how you present yourself regardless of the standards. move from a place of pleasure and passion and watch it all come together.

[scorpionlafemme]

[scorpionlafemme]

[yourlilbrunette]

[smiley-hun]

Spite - My #1 motivator

The best motivator in my humble opinion.

Why in the world would people speak in the name of positive affirmation for doing things!

So I have gotten all of my education out of spite!!

[mindfulstudyquest]

gentle reminder you can rise up from everything. you can recreate yourself. nothing is permanent. you are not stuck. you have choices. you can think new thoughts. you can learn something new. you can create new habits. all that matters is that you decide today and never look back.

[miseducatedmelanicmuse]

[smiley-hun]

a man stopped me from going to Church

ewww

so I was dating this Christian guy and his whole personality was Christ. I don't have a strong identity so did as the romans do.

I lost faith in my abilities to discern love and forgot that free will is an amazing tool that people can exercise at will!

since tying that man to my faith it has been a rocky road in trying to decipher the conviction in my head.

I miss being told what to do and having a manual to life. I guess I like order and following the rules. And now I have to map out what I should do without spiritual psychosis intefering.

I also don't want to be like those people who justify their terrible actions by hiding behind a bible. So I will continue on this journey and find conviction in something once more.

I hot up and looked at myself and honey it has been amazing!

[smiley-hun]

he's in love with me

I didn't realize it before but honey child!

today just confirmed it!

i...

[pleaseeeimjustagirl]

Weekly Affirmations

♡ The luxurious lifestyle is calling me.

♡ I make money in abundance.

♡ The numbers in my bank account are always increasing.

♡ I can book the most expensive hotel in Paris.

♡ I can go to a store and buy everything I want.

♡ I will provide my family with everything they want and need.

♡ My future is full of riches and happiness.

♡ I can treat myself without feeling guilty.

♡ I have properties in my name.

♡ I’m creating my dream lifestyle.

♡ I was born to be luxurious.

[smiley-hun]

Found my thing

I was envious of those who had permanent modifications to their overall appearance. It shows character and stickability.

So I found that I just didn't like all my friends' options. So did some digging and permant jewelry is my stick.

[miseducatedmelanicmuse]

[smiley-hun]

They are mad that they don’t have access to you anymore!