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Is it dumb to want to be a vegetarian just because you're soft and don't think you should be killing things for food?

Cause that's me...

I don't wanna eat meat or fish cause they're sentient and alive just like we are...

Also I'm a pacifist and feel that I'm living better with my morals if I'm vegetarian..

Idk if I should keep eating eggs or milk tho but idk .. people say that eggs and milk don't harm the animal and it's just taking excess right?

But then some around the world don't eat eggs because it's where life comes from ....

How difficult is it to go pure vegetarian anyway?

I was going to go pescatarianism and just eat fish mainly because I found canned oden and it looked interesting and it was fish diet friendly. I say fish diet just because I can't spell the other word...

Putting way too much thought into my diet.

But I'm soft and sensitive and empathetic and don't even really want to kill insects if I don't have to. Cause we're all alive and existing in the world and on this blue marble...

Like once there was a wasp making a home in my siblings vehicle wheel well thing and we had to kill it or it would come back mad if it was attempted to be relocated...

I don't want to harm anything if I don't have to. Heck I don't want to carry a pocket knife around and just have a bell on my keychain instead ~~ it has a peace sign on it

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Which is really funny to me tho sometimes cause I alternate between making my switch 2 a nice cozy nonviolent sanctuary and then also installing games like;

Final fantasy 1-8

Dragon quest 1-3

All the shalnor legends games (shalnor legends, shalnor legends 2, the silver wind saga, the silver wind saga 2, and dungeons of shalnor)

Blossom tales 1-2

Saga of the moon priestess

Voice of cards trilogy

Shin megami tensei nocturne, maybe shin megami tensei V vengeance, and I've been eyeing the persona games

Wants to be cozy kill nothing pacifist, also likes the idea of RPGs. Also I just like retro looking games that remind me of a link to the past cause I was fine with that as a kid and the feel is nostalgic ~~

Hopefully I'm not taking pacifism too seriously... But I wonder whether I am sometimes...

Or is it just a 'protecting your peace' kind of thing?

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This is what got me into actually buying a shortwave radio a decade ago~~~

Just to find creepy numbers stations~~~

A tecsun shortwave radio that I still have BTW ~~ most I've found is radio Japan once, radio Havana that unused to try to listen to, and beacon stations that beep and tell the time and maybe weather.

These videos still exist~~~~???

If anyone watches these please enjoy ~~ and I hope it peaks your interest for shortwave radio just like it did mine the decade ago that I watched them on repeat ~~~

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my brain decided to dredge up some old memories that idk if I should share here or not~~~ so I'm going to~~

makes me wonder if I'm gay or not (this is a long while later btw but I still remember it as if it was yesterday)

the first non familial hug I had ever had was at after prom right smack at the end of high school~~~ back then I was (and still am) a legally blind, small and anxious young woman.. I'm even surprised I was even able to go to prom too...... a girl that I went to school with I guess invited me to prom (and to pick out a dress too) with her and her boyfriend at the time.........

we went to the mall with a school counselor and picked out a dress for myself..... and everything to go with it.... the thought is still so unbelievable I'd think it was a dream.......... it feels like one......

we're walking down the corridor of the mall and she asks if I want a piggy back ride...... so I anxiously say yes... and she gives me a piggy back ride...... we picked out a dress and stuff and hung around the mall a while............ then left............ dresses are very expensive T_T;;

day of the prom; we're at her apartment and preparing for prom, she takes me into the bathroom and does my makeup (only time I've ever worn makeup ever), we get in our stuff and off we go......

prom was busy and loud and I've never experienced that before... I got so overwhelmed that I had to go sit outside. and either she was overwhelmed too or just wanted to sit with me........ we were just outside the noise of the prom beyond the doors of where they were holding it at. got bored and decided for some reason to mess around in the wheelchairs outside. and she and I had fun messing around with them... lol. two awkward overwhelmed young women playing in wheelchairs at prom...

then the after prom. we all head back to her apartment and swap into regular non prom clothes and go back to the high school to party until the odd hours of the night. she got me a drink (i think it was soda) near the caffateria thing you'd get ice cream at.

I didn't really do any of the activities I guess cause they didn't seem very fun.. or I was too anxious at the time so we just sat by some lockers... we open up about our struggles or something and she shows me her arms.......... covered in scars from where she'd been cutting herself.... hence why she wears long sleeves...

we hug... a vulnerable hug at some unknown time of the morning.... by some lockers at an after hours school prom............. despite being really anxious and not wanting to be there at the time I think....... I wouldn't trade it for anything.......

my first non familial hug............. was with another girl............... I miss you and hope you're doing ok................

and hope she still has vision cause I think she had glaucoma or something...............

wherever you are...... I hope you're doing ok.......... and thank you for taking me to prom with you.................. I was anxious back then..... more anxious than I am now....... but it was a blast~~~~~

I'll cherish this memory forever~~~~~

was wearing a violet ruffled dress with a sparkly tiara type thing, a sparkly necklace thing, silver high heels (that I've never walked in before lol), and a purple flower hair pin......... a purple rose hair pin...........

it feels like a dream~~~~~

so there begs the question~~~ am I gay.........? given my liking for yuri, slice of life and romance between girls in the stuff I watch now...... I had a special encounter long before I could even put labels on anything I was experiencing............. so very likely.................. yes...........

never had I been so vulnerable and tender with anyone ever since then....

hope wherever you are......... you're doing alright............. I miss you~~~~

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