Nobel doesn't have a prize for mathematics...

I don't need compliments. I will not fall prey to society's desire to turn girls into emotionally insecure neurotics who pull up their dresses at the first flattering remark. [ Indie Lydia Martin RP ] Multi-verse & Multi-fandom Check the rules before interact Tracking tag: smxrtbanshee

[anxietycarcrashes]

justkirayukimura || smxrtbanshee || nogitsunearrows

"Oh the chaos I can feel in you."

[smxrtbanshee-blog]

She took small steps back, trying to stay away from him. Lydia knows she has nowhere to run. The redhead has no way out and even though she had, he will run after her. What to do? She does not know what to do. Lydia is really feelin a caos inside, even though she was trying not to let it show.

[brittsmemes]

Send me a symbol

[smxrtbanshee-blog]

☑ - I want to RP  ✾ - I want to RP smut ♥  - I want to RP a relationship  ☄ - I want to RP an AU ❂ - I want to RP angst  ☠ - I want to RP violence/harm ✄ - I want to RP trauma

[smxrtbanshee-blog]

"What in the holy hell do you think you're doing?"

[smxrtbanshee-blog]

First thing, I'm sorry that I've been inactive without saying anything. Somethings happened in my life and I kinda needed some time from here. Anyway, I'm back. I really want to come back to rp as Lydia, but I don't know if people want to rp with me. I looked at my drafts and I owe some. The problem is maybe people lost interest in the threads, so if you know that I owe you and wants to keep our threads let me know? Also if you want a small starter, please like this.

[smxrtbanshee-blog]

"I'm back?"

[whatxthehellxisxaxstiles]

10,000 POST AND 700 FOLLOWERS!

Thank you everyone who has rp’ed with me and who has believed in me! Im so surprised i got this far i mean, im not even that good like what do you guys see in this blog XD. Stiles and Lydia hella appreciate it! THANK YOU EVERYONE FOR EVERYTHING, FOLLOWING ME, RP’ING WITH ME, ANSWERING MY ANNOYING ASK, AND PUTTING ME OUT OF MY MISERY BUT ANSWERING MY OPEN RPS!

Alright so i haven’t done one of these, frankly because im stupid and didn’t necessarily know how to so HERE IT GOES! MY TOP 35 (In no particular order)

gaelbattlechief this mun is amazing, the most sweetest person you will ever meet AND GIVES YOU HELLA FEELS! They believed in me and i was constantly rp’ing with them, there perfect, no other words.

lastscreamer omg i don’t even know what to say to this angel. First off shes my main Lydia and i love her to death.I don’t know how my site would even be without her. She is always up for everything AND DESERVES ZERO HATE SO ALL OF YOU WHO USED TO HATE ON YOU I WILL FIND YOU AND I WILL KILL YOU!

rxdioxctives amazing, thats all i can say. She was always patient and never screamed or called me out when i forgot. An amazing rp partner and she deserves the best!

lonelybrokenheartedsoul She is just perfect, so calm, a great rp partner gives so much feels like crawl into a ball dying kinda feels, i don’t even know how to explain it i just love her

notxaxtate I LOVE HER OKAY LIKE LOVE SO STOP HATING ON HER SHES A BEAUTIFUL SOUL! I miss her like crazy and she made me ship something 10times more then i ever thought i would, shes just amazing and is the best representative of Malia i have ever seen, like zero flaws! Honestly!

vi-indierp OMG THIS GIRL is just amazing okay! I miss her so much and she just makes your characters click no matter what its just so perfect it will make you cry (like i did countless times)

silverxbeta Last and certainly not least. I love this mun and this blog for so many reasons and one of them being is she gave me my first shot. She was my first follower, my first rp’er, she answered my first open! I will never be able to repay her for giving me my first shot and for sticking with me for so long. She is an amazing rp’er and portrays Allison like an angel shes perfect and i will hope we can start up stuff again! I love her!!

These are some people that i Love to death (totally don’t stalk) and people who i want to love to death (again totally don’t stalk):

alphadelameutedelycan acryingbanshee its-mama-stilinski ericareyescatwoman maliaxxtate thexallisonxargent stillderekhale snarkwolf-peter-hale-archive smxrtbanshee louveargentfleches-archived ihatefreezers jasonspookinski dereksinferno derek-predator-hale peterhaleyoung hatesninjas bigguywithclaws ihavesentimentalvalues glowing-emerald beaconsheros indiesmcallalpha stydiaahh wailingxqueenx formerlypossessed silverxredemption bowtonoman runningcoyotemalia  darkwolfhale

[thebloodyglue-blog]

the part where i explain how i'm all confused:

i don’t get it, really. I mean, there are A LOT of quality Newts out there and here you are, putting up with me and my lameness. You really are something special, aren’t you?

Anyway, i made this blog around… what? four months ago? yeah, more or less. The point is that i never ever thought i could have this many followers, and i’m being 100% serious here. I remember setting up the account and being all excited but also super scared because by that time i’d already seen other Newts and they were hella rad, and then there was me, not knowing what was going on but being excited anyway. And you know what the best part was? That you were all extremely nice and me feel welcomed even though i was like a lost puppy in the fandom, so thank you for that! Then more and more of you started following me and i was like WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE PEOPLE????? but i tried playing it cool, loving you and doing my best and here we are now!

I guess all i have to say is thank you!! —again—, because you’re the reason i still have this blog and love doing stuff here and all that jazz. I seriously hope I haven’t disappointed you (much).

                                           special mentions

the queen of all, satan in a beanie | nuitenargxnt ;; dxfinitelyahale ;; pullxdthetrigger

being 100% honest, after everything we talked i’m not sure there’s much left for me to say, but i’ll state the obvious anyways: i love you, thank you & sorry (for anything i probs did and never realised bc i’m dumb). you’re my freaking soulmate and i guess that p much cover everything i could ever try to say #urGr9

the baes

• annie | teresatheimmune : we haven’t known each other for long, really —skipping the part in which we used to stalk each other, that is—, but i can already say some things about you: you’re the cutest person i’ve ever met!!!! like, seriously annie, how do you??? are you even human?? you’re super awesome and i’m really really glad i met you :) and don’t even get me started on your amazing portrayal of Teresa bc this will get hella long. The truth is: you’re an awesome rp’er and an even more amazing person, ily cutie <3 

• shay | optimistoftheglade : again, we have started talking quite recently, but it isn’t hard to tell that you’re hella rad. I mean, you’re not only a fucking amazing writer, but also one of the sweetest people i’ve had the pleasure to meet here :) like seriously, not many people put up with me and still want to do all the plots, memes and things we do! honestly, doing stuff with you is amazing, because i don’t feel awkward discussing thing about our muses ooc, or jumping into your askbox with headcanons or random stuff AND THAT IS JUST SO JSFHJASBHBFHFGERDDS thanks for everything, shay; you’re hella rad and i’m gonna keep ya 6ever 

• ariel | smxrtbanshee ;; runnerkeepxr : what can i tell you i haven’t already said? ever since my Stiles blog you’ve been one of those super amazeballs people who’s a gr9 rp’er and an extremely sweet person. Even though we haven’t talked much lately, i know that we can pick up from where we left whenever we have time and everything will stay the same :’) ily my bae! 

                                           hella cool people you need to follow

in no particular order, though bold means we have interacted and i’m in love with our threads, and italics means i’m stalking you from afar. If you’re not here it’s bc i’m probably dumb and forgot to write you down, or bc we have never ever interacted and we should change that asap

mxthermarie - bellexmort - baniished - dontshuckingstop - thenovamellark - medjack-b19 - knowsarchaiclatin - tobekxlledbygroupb - thestilinskithathunts - ofrisk - aimhighxhitlow - fire-stxrter - anotherargent - immunedoesntmeanliving - shuckingsister - buiilder - ohshuckme - runnxr-minho - nxtimmune - roguerunnertom - nebulouswail - brreadcrumbs - ensignfinnclifton - hisbxstfriend - c8thelistener - senthereforareason - agxnius - shuckugly - itsabloodygurl - snowflakenewt -  crranked - crankyclaus - ponyvorous - notaherodad

[wailingxqueenx]

I promised 50+ followers follow forever, the internet is back omg!

Here yee is the next 50+ followees! 

I’d love to interact with all of you’s! Honestly, message me if you want a starter or plotting or tag me, I love you all and admire so much from afar. x

All blogs I post are not in any particular order*

x dramaatic x lonexcrusader x silveresque x antipsychxtic x starttothemxall x hopexneverdied x fromrussiawithblood x kvterina x elenaloveablekotsala x witchyflame x ofjeep x bornhale x keepingwatch x studxmuffin x ofstubbornness x onceiwasrealx x tipxtoes x kingxbanshee x notjustabrokengirl x bloodyxsarcasm x whatxthehellxisxaxstiles x xlphabites x smxrtbanshee​ x xabused​ x firesadarkarrow​ x iwaspxssessed​ x xnotavampiredammit​ x evolvedxbeta​ x stilinskilittlesister​ x callmelily​   x morexwolfxthanxman​ xpoisonousxwinchester 

All y’all are amazing and should like be friends or rp buddies. 

Message me if you want a starter or something or tag me , meme me. x

I know I’ve missed a lot of people and I’m so sorry ! I love you all and if i have, message me and i’ll add you or even make something for you x

wailingxqueenx ~

xx

♔.  ♔.  ♔.  ♔.  ♔.  ♔.

[thebloodyglue-blog]

[ text » ginger know-it-all ]: and how difficult do ya think it’ll be to get a dress which makes ya look good? [ text » ginger know-it-all ]: tell the guy he need to lear what sharing means [ text » ginger know-it-all ]: sharing is caring ginger, remember

[smxrtbanshee-blog]

[ text: newt ]: Should i go to the wedding without a dress then?

[ text: newt ]: Just kidding. But seriously, i look gorgeous on this dress.

[ text: newt ]: Sharing, huh? Are you saying you have a small crush on me? He won't agree with that, tbh.

[thebloodyglue-blog]

[ text » ginger know-it-all ]: idk, you girls are that weird [ text » ginger know-it-all ]: maybe the day of the wedding you decide to use one in which you /have/ to wear a bra [ text » ginger know-it-all ]: good bye fun then

[smxrtbanshee-blog]

[ text: newt ]: Maybe i should go to the wedding with a dress that makes me look gorgeous, don't you think?

[ text: newt ]: But i probably should change it.

[ text: newt ]: The boy that i'm going to the wedding with won't like the idea that i am not wearing a bra. Or maybe he will. But he would be jealous anyway if someone else notices.

[robinandhisbatxarchive]

A sarcastic yet funny grin spread along Stiles’ lips, enjoying the pitch of challenge in the Banshee’s voice “wanna bet, Martin? Though I should warn you, I’m pretty good with bets, Sweets”

[smxrtbanshee-blog]

"You can be good with bets, Stilinski. But that's because you never bet against me." Lydia replied, the smirk still on her lips. She really doubt Stiles could ignore her and she has some plans in case he ignores her.

[thebloodyglue-blog]

[text]: I know the wedding is going to be a good time, I don't have to wear a bra with my dress [my baaaaae! Guess who's back with Lydia? u-u or kinda back lol anyway, i should write a tmr verse so that Lydia and Newt can interact xD]

TFLN meme | smxrtbanshee( status: accepting )

[ text » ginger know-it-all ]: well, suddenly this wedding sounds like fun[ text » ginger know-it-all ]: unless you decide to change the dress

[smxrtbanshee-blog]

[ text: newt ]: Is that so?

[ text: newt ]: And what makes you think that i want to change my dress?

[smxrtbanshee-blog]

outofsmart:

[smxrtbanshee-blog]

outofsmart:

Someone tagged me? .-.

[idfindaway-blog]

+ open || Void!Stiles

[idfindaway-blog]

"Exactly. Is that so hard to believe that I’d come after you?" The fox knew the girl was wondering what Stiles could possibly do in her house at that time of the night, but he didn’t care at all. Slowly he saw the realization hitting the banshee. She knew now, knew Stiles was long gone inside his own head. He couldn’t help the smirk on his lips when she looked at him again. "Hello to you too, Lydia."

[smxrtbanshee-blog]

The strawberry blonde continued to take small steps back, keeping him away from her as possible. What was he doing at her house? And why he had possessed Stiles again? What the hell is going on here? She thought all this was over and he had searched for her? Why always her? Lydia could not stand there staring at him, ready to do whatever he doing with it. She needed to get out there and Lydia turned at once, running to her room.

[sarcasmandwxlves-blog]

Stiles stared back at Lydia, dumbstruck. Sure, he knew Lydia cared for him, but those words, they were almost identical to ones he had said to her when she was being careless.  Tentatively, he reached out and gently cupped her face with his hand, gently stroking her soft skin.  "Lydia, regardless of whether or not I’m with you, we are part of Scott’s pack. I’m always going to be around and it’s always going to be a risk." He returned in a steady voice. "I want to take that risk, you’re worth it a hundred times over."

[smxrtbanshee-blog]

Lydia felt Stiles hand touch her cheek and took a while for her to face him in the eye and especially to absorb everything he finished speaking. He wants to take the risk. Why would he want to risk because of her? Lydia is really worth to the point of someone important to risk his life for her? "I-I don't want you to that. Don't risk yourself because of me, Stiles." The Banshee begged at him. She really didn't want him to get hurt because of her.

[smxrtbanshee-blog]

[ text ] i'm not going to homecoming stop telling people i'm going [ text ] you know i HATE dances

[ text ]: And what in the holly hell are you talking about?

[ text ]: Homecoming it’s an important thing of a student life! Of course you’re going!

[adellaholmes]

[ text ]: you know what else is important? x-men marathons. 

[ text ]: ….let me guess you already have a dress? -.- 

[smxrtbanshee-blog]

[ text ]: You know what else is important? Handsome boys.

[ text ]: Yeeep. I have like five dresses here for you to chose.