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I’ll edit later this is my SECRET gay fanart blog I’m mostly on twt ask me for my handle if u don’t already know me Not nsfw but 🔞 Mostly old cartoons (hb) with the occasional distraction

[snafooey]

The reason this blog is a secret is bc I’m closeted and I don’t want ppl to know I’m gay irl and in professional life 😐 so pls don’t let my crap breach outside of tumblr ❤️ thank u

(I’m going to pin this post so I’m going to also say pls don’t follow me if u are minors or proship ppl)

Currently obsessed with venture bros and fallout I am the guy with the Orpheus x oc ship and the Benny x oc ship🫤 but I am generally interested in midcentury television/film/cartoons/comics

I have autism, I am hard left, I am closeted transgender and gay I only went back into the closet a few years ago out of fear and accessibility, I am Mexican and indigenous

My special interests are all revolving around history and media film/radio/tv history and everything I love revolves around that fixation. I love to make and share art and enjoy the few fandom things I enjoy so hello 🙂… the only modern media u will see here will be venture bros fallout and rdr

[lockssteps]

cutes

[snafooey]

[snafooey]

The impending fallout new Vegas fixation that’s happening to me….

Why do I see more art of Boone x arcade than I do of Boone x manny when manny has an actual unrequited crush on Boone in canon….. I don’t understand arcade x Boone at all tbh :( make me sad….i need to draw Boone x manny….

Arcade would be funny with Santiago or Alex the doctor if ppl are just looking to matchmaker with him 😭😭 I used to draw Benny with arcade bc I got too embarrassed drawing my courier with Benny so much and I love them both so dearly but I’m back at it again lol

And I need to draw ghouls…. And mutants…. Ugh horrible

[sideblogfor-monarchxrustyfic]

[lockssteps]

happy pride ❤️

[snafooey]

Just found this in my pocket for real cancelling my depression episode now

[snafooey]

Gay people… 🫤

[snafooey]

It’s chill though I’m good it’s cool to have a place to vent or be cringe tbh

On a more positive note I feel like doodling all this silly cringe stuff actually got me motivated to work on srs toon stuff and doodling concepts right now feels like a breeze for real 😭😭 idk how many of u are also following me on twt i know i have some mutuals but im rlly getting into that old beach boys smile session long term animation project i picked back up it’s so easy to sketch ideas now….. i might make it a little mini series since the storyboard has it broken down to like 27 parts might as well just keep it in parts and try animating it in manageable pieces

[snafooey]

Funfetti is right. I used to be so scared of being out but then i started hanging out with mostly queer people and it really helped me feel more comfortable. I agree the transition period sucks but it does get better. We'll always accept you as you are ♥️

Thank u 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺❤️

[snafooey]

As an autistic ace nonbinary person: genuinely the best way to get more comfortable about it is to be around more queer people casually. Nothing makes you feel more normal than being in a room full of people with way more "out there" expressions of gender and sexuality. It sucks to start and is hard to do but it will make you feel way better in the long run!! I really hope you can feel a bit better soon <3

:( I appreciate this I would really like to try to do this but is is very uncomfortable yah I always feel very out of place when I try I don’t really feel normal anywhere except for places focused on history 😭😭😭 but I’m closeted in those spaces

[snafooey]

Just venting again sorry I’m in my head lately 😐🫤

Being closeted actually sucks… while I already started venting idk how to make other lgbt friends irl 😭😭 I’m okay at making autistic friends but only seem to be able to keep up with older neurodivergent women and men as friends 🥺😓 other queer neurodivergent women my age intimidate me so much I end up just hoping they reach out to me and then we lose contact… and w most men my age I end up making friends w more neurodivergent men that are rarely queer and like 1/2 of the time they end up developing feelings for me in the way that a man does for a woman and it makes me want to rip my skin off and die… so I abandon the friendship 🫤 but I really want to form bonds with men as well… I don’t feel like I fit in queer communities being so asexual and repressed and not open to budging on anything I get uncomfortable with openness and sexual expression really easily 😭😭😭😭 and the way I come off gets in the way… the past few years I’ve actually really tried to just come off as “normal”as I possibly can try rly hard to not come off autistic or queer idk maybe it is a form of self harm definitely a form of self loathing but idk what else to do without feeling like I’m in danger or being judged :( making this blog fr is like a stepping stone for me to just express myself and stupid feelings and sentimentality that I still feel ashamed of even tho this is the most surface level cutesy inconsequential crap ever 😭😭😭😭 still feel like ppl will see this blog and think I’m some perverted fujoshi when I really don’t want to be associated with anything like that ever and the thought of being associated with that makes me want to decapitate myself 😭😭😭😭

[gogopangolin]

Benny messed with the wrong Courier

[be-fruitful-and-multiply]

truth is, the game was rigged from the start…

[formalfry]

benny study i guess whatever

[do2faj]

Was this done before? Anyways this is what my ipad saw before it ran out of battery

[worthlesssix]

Swank posting starts now!