I've received several messages asking why I'm in orgasm denial. Because Daddy said so, that's why. (The fact that I'm a big ol' denial slut certainly helps, too! 😉)
The other part of the story is that this is actually my punishment for masturbating and cumming with my Hitachi without Daddy's knowledge or permission. He had it locked up for a long while, but then unlocked it and trusted me not to use it without His permission beforehand. I've been in denial before for similar reasons, but this time Daddy put me in it for one full year because I've failed all previous goals. 😭 My last orgasm was on that very day 09.06.2020 - watching cuckquean porn, fantasizing about Daddy, and abusing my stupid, greedy little clit with the Wand. Then I confessed my transgression to Daddy and accepted His corrective measures. I told Daddy that I was getting off thinking about Him fucking other women, but that did not matter to Him as I had broken a rule.
Daddy has absolute authority in all matters like this (this is our mutual agreement as I am His collared and contracted submissive wife), so I must accept my punishment, and Daddy is proud that I've made it this far. ♥ He has serious doubts that I'll make it a full year, but He's hopeful and encouraging nonetheless.
I've said it countless times before... The ultimate goal we have both set for me as His property is to be His definition of the perfect cuckquean wife. That means being anal/oral only (Daddy fucks other pussies, but it's extremely rare that He even touches mine, much less fucks it), accepting punishment (including corporal) when He deems it necessary, and never fussing when Daddy fucks a girlfriend and totally denies me. There have been many discussions of me eventually being placed in permanent chastity (as in wearing a belt with only my asshole exposed for His use), but it honestly isn't practical for us currently. So we practice denying it by just ignoring it altogether. Daddy hasn't required no-touch denial (yet), so I am allowed to edge, but as time marches on, it's becoming less exciting for me. My focus (as Daddy so desired) has shifted primarily to my ass. Daddy trained me long ago to cum just from being fucked in the ass (and I often squirt when I do), but now Daddy has taken that from me, so I really get off (but not literally, ha!) on just having my hole used. I have absolutely loved the process of being turned into Daddy’s anal/oral only service slut/wife. Daddy fucks and teases and enjoys other pretty pussies, not mine. 😻 My pussy is not meant for use, only my mouth and asshole - and for no one's pleasure but Daddy’s. If He craves a pretty, wet, pussy, He'll go elsewhere, not to His wife. Of course, Daddy loves fucking other pretty little asses, too, but the point must be driven home that my cuckquean pussy is of no use to Him.
For those who have messaged me sort of concerned about all this and feeling it is "unfair" that Daddy "gets all the fun" while I "have none..." Well, you couldn't be farther from the mark. We BOTH agree to this lifestyle. I am an enthusiastic consenter to all of this. I mean, all I want to be is a submissive, denied, cuckquean for my Daddy/Husband. It's the driving force of my life. This is not abuse. This shit is fun as fuck and so satisfying to me, not just Daddy. I'm also rather enjoying flirting with the lines of humiliation and degradation I never thought I'd cross. Nothing extreme (yet), but I love that Daddy guides me further down the cuckquean rabbit hole. I was made for this lifestyle, and I'm incredibly fortunate to have someone who not only gets my kink, but wholeheartedly accepts it and craves it, too. 💖
