It Will Be Okay. @so-many-mistakess - Tumblr Blog

Marlow.

This is a blog without a theme. It’s just me, I think.

My personal posts will be tagged -words.

-oops (as of June ‘24)

I mostly vent about alcohol abuse, depression, anxiety, anger, and a recent autism diagnosis. I tag triggers.

#words #updated June 4 2024 #updated June 7 24

Sincerely fuck you

I hate you

I hate how I feel

I hate how I am

I hate that one respects how I feel

Fuck you

#oops #vent

identitty-dickruption

every time I mention how many days sober I am I appreciate people congratulating me and telling me to keep up the good work. it is nice. but I also wish that milestones in addiction recovery weren’t still so pinned to length of sobriety/abstinence

yeah yeah I’m 50 days sober who cares. how about the fact that, when I do drink, it tends to be nipped in the bud after two days nowadays instead of weeks or months? how about the fact that drinking has been condensed to a six pack because I’m at the end of my tether, instead of browning out every night? how about my friend who has decided to stop drinking alone, and is actually sticking to that? recovery doesn’t always look like sobriety and I wish it was more normal to talk about that. yknow. when addiction is normal to talk about at all

ruffboi-mags

This this this this this this this

so-many-mistakess

I think streaks work for some people and not others. I’ve heard some people like to count the days they’ve been sober since they decided to quit. As in subtracting the relapses. Also when some people relapse and break their streak they are absolutely devastated and get a case of the “fuck its”.

Recovery is different for everyone

#oops #alcohol

venerable-thief

I am a huge fan of retiring to my quarters

somethingusefulfromflorida

In this economy you'll be lucky to retire to your nickels

quinnception

fairycosmos

I DONT CARE ANYMORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *throws up and dies from caring*

apolladay

Call me crazy but I believe ALL public buildings should be legally required to have a public restroom.

cobalt-sable

crying-over-really-dumb-things

I’ve discovered my new favorite gimmick account on twitter lmao

ruinedchildhood

howthehelldoileave

I hate that people never include the finished render when posting that. it looks so good it's a shame not to.

Ibuprofen save me ibuprofen ibuprofen save me

#oops

DO SOMETHING PRODUCTIVE

#oops #tw repetition #read clean organize check computer stop scrolling bleed

wholeheartedsuggestions

i’ve decided things will start to feel easier on april 16th. i just chose a date. i don’t know anyone with this birthday. i just have a hunch, and it gives me something to hope for until then.

wholeheartedsuggestions

queue this post to check up on april you