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Age regressing to 22
australian / phd student / disability theorist / marxist / transfeminist / kinkster
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if we’re mutuals you can find me on discord (#griffin2048) but be warned that I text like a grandpa
you can also find me on substack, where I publish opinion pieces, short essays, and short stories
Orgasm denial. Orgasm anger. Orgasm bargaining. Orgasm depression and orgasm acceptance.
talking about feeling isolated as a disabled person is hard because chances are you're going to wind up a) being blamed for your own isolation (just leave the house more!), or b) being eviscerated for implying it's Nice to leave the house and See other human people. and like I'm not even That isolated compared to a lot of the disabled population. god
I think we need to do a better job of talking about the challenges that are intrinsic to being disabled in the world we live in without feeling like it's some huge betrayal to mention that it is indeed a Challenge. it shouldn't feel so much like a personal attack when someone mourns a lack of ability that you also don't have. but like. given *gestures broadly* I absolutely understand why it Does very much feel like that. so
talking about feeling isolated as a disabled person is hard because chances are you're going to wind up a) being blamed for your own isolation (just leave the house more!), or b) being eviscerated for implying it's Nice to leave the house and See other human people. and like I'm not even That isolated compared to a lot of the disabled population. god
why go to the grocery store or to a restaurant when you can just get food delivered why go to the mall when you can get same day shipping on amazon why go to the library when you have kindle why make art when there’s ai why go to the cinema when you can stay at home and watch netflix. we are in a loneliness epidemic btw
the loneliness epidemic was invented by BIG SHIT to sell you more SHIT
had a weird moment the other day where. I paused before talking about something disability-specific (my PT program) in a group conversation because 'I shouldn't draw attention to the fact that I'm disabled' and 'how will people react to me identifying as a disabled person?' but like. bitch. you use a mobility aid 24/7. said mobility aid is covered in disability pride shit. how is it your problem if people are shocked by you Mentioning Disability at that point?
and I've talked about this a lot elsewhere but I do think it is way too easy to get some really intense cognitive dissonance as a disabled person, because the way abled people imagine disability is so off kilter from what it often feels like to be disabled. so you get in this weird position where you all at once feel More disabled and Less disabled than people think you are. because the truth is that the things that are difficult are not what people imagine would be difficult and vice versa. it's hard to imagine yourself as a Disabled Person TM when you're constantly failing to live the imagined Disabled Life. and I'm saying this as someone who works in disability advocacy + who can't live alone or drive etc etc + has multiple complex disabilities. so I feel like maybe very few of us are immune here
had a weird moment the other day where. I paused before talking about something disability-specific (my PT program) in a group conversation because 'I shouldn't draw attention to the fact that I'm disabled' and 'how will people react to me identifying as a disabled person?' but like. bitch. you use a mobility aid 24/7. said mobility aid is covered in disability pride shit. how is it your problem if people are shocked by you Mentioning Disability at that point?
The cultural theorist Mark Fisher noticed the link between neoliberal ideology and the changing face of psychiatry, describing the shift towards individual illness framings during this period as just another form of privatisation: the privatisation of stress. Fisher saw biological psychiatry as politically convenient to neoliberal capitalism, because it pinned distress on our brains in the form of ‘chemical imbalances’, rather than our social or material conditions. If we look at, for example, the framing of the workers’ struggle since the dawn of neoliberalism, we can see evidence of this ‘privatisation’. Over recent decades, strike days have fallen while working days lost to ‘stress-related illness’ have skyrocketed. Biological psychiatry has provided us with a lens of analysis that ignores political disorder in favour of individual disorder.
Micha Frazer-Carroll, Mad World: The Politics of Mental Health
I hate anything that implies Caring About the World is a sign of privilege. I hate “I don’t know, I have an adult job”. I hate the aligning and realigning of political consciousness with the elite. and I hate anyone who reifies these ideas like it’s their full-time job. marx literally warned us about this
the liberation of the oppressed is always secondary. the primary goal of any oppressed person is to figure out who it is ok to hurt without feeling the slightest twinge of guilt. the ideal target is someone similar enough to you that you have access to them, socially vulnerable enough that your actions can have a genuine impact on their life, but privileged enough that hurting them is punching up. and if they disagree about whether or not you should hurt them? then it's vitally important to portray them as a soyjack
Understanding the disagreement in these terms has, I want to argue, an important upshot for social and political philosophy. Most treatments on the nature of freedom, human rights, solidarity, and so on, do not spend much time delineating what particular contexts they are proposing their concepts for. The most one gets in discussions of freedom, for example, is that one aims to provide an analysis of political freedom (as opposed to an account of free will). But there is rarely discussion of what is meant by “politics.” What specific political circumstances does one need a concept of freedom for? For what uses? Is this a concept of freedom for the carceral system? For establishing a constitutional list of rights? For evaluating which regimes secure greater political freedom overall than other regimes (and what is the point of such an evaluation in the first place)? This background is taken for granted. Yet, if we take the idea of metalinguistic negotiation seriously, specifying the context is essential. This is because it will determine the criteria to adjudicate which concept is most useful, or appropriate, for that context. To draw the analogy, it matters for determining what concept of cold we should use whether we are talking about Antarctica or Los Angeles, and it matters, too, what we are meant to be doing (are we leaving for an expedition to rescue someone? Are we planning a party?). This contextualization implies that, on the metalinguistic model, social and political philosophy should be embedded and self-reflexive... Theorizing must begin with current practices, and must make sense in terms of those practices. We need to know what contexts our substantive conceptions of justice, democracy, and so on, are meant to guide before we know which one we should choose. Just as it would be absurd to claim that there is a single, all-purpose concept of cold that we ought to use in the Antarctic and in LA, it would be just as absurd to claim that there is a single, all-purpose concept of justice, democracy, and so on, to use in every context in which it makes sense to apply the corresponding term. Different proposals regarding the nature of justice, democracy, equality, and so on, are intended, on this picture, as contributions to what we believe justice, democracy, solidarity, and so on, ought to be for us now and around here.
Critical Theory, Ideal Theory, and Conceptual Engineering, Sangiovanni, 2023
Femininity is derided in this misogynist, patriarchial society because the traits we label feminine are associated with women. When those same traits were/become associated with men, they were/are not treated the same way, so we can see that the target is women, because of misogyny. (Women are not targeted for being feminine; femininity is targeted because it’s associated with women.)
Occasionally men are taunted for ‘being like women’ and again this is misogyny - policing the borders of an oppressed class, treating common elements among that class as markers of worthlessness is an incredibly common tactic in an oppressive society. (It’s also specifically transmisogyny; trans women are a particularly reviled class of woman and anyone who might even conceivably be a trans woman in disguse is preemptively punished.)
Femininity is also compulsory in this misogynist, patriarchial society. Gender roles, including involving presentation, are an effective tool to keep oppressed and oppressor class clearly marked. The rules for women specifically are designed around what is comforting, attractive, and useful to men. Women who do not conform to gendered rules of presentation are punished not just socially, but in measurable, quantifiable economic, legal, and physical ways.
The devaluation of femininity is one manifestation of misogyny. Compulsory femininity, and the harsh sanctions faced by those who refuse to or are unable to comply with it, is another. The root problem is still misogyny, which is men as a class benefiting from the oppression of women as a class. Women cannot opt in or out of this oppression by being more or less feminine - it merely changes the tools with which misogyny will attack us, not whether or not it will.
Put briefly, one can read Marx and Engels as arguing that language originally offers nothing more than the capacity to express commitments and distinctions that are already implicit in the wider, “material” social practices of a community (Marx and Engels, [1846] 1976: 43–44). The conceptual distinctions human beings make in language are, on this model, only properly understood when we view them as “reflecting” the practical distinctions they make in their non-linguistic, social-material practices, which are in turn to be explained by reference to the overall purpose of those practices. That our concepts (and the ideas we develop by using those concepts) “reflect” material reality does not mean that ideas are mechanically determined by material interests, but rather that how we conceptually relate to the world to a large extent expresses an underlying practical relation to the world that emerges from our cooperative practices (for the tradition in which this expressivist theory is embedded, see Taylor, 1975: 13). Marx and Engels argue that in the initial stages of human history, linguistic and intellectual practices were transparently part of larger social-material practices (Marx and Engels, [1846] 1976: 36). I take this to mean that the people who were engaged in them found it natural to revise and adapt the concepts that structure these practices in response to the requirements and purposes of their broader practical context. Marx and Engels argue that this transparency of the practical embedding of the “ideal” within the “material” disappeared only in a later, second stage. According to Marx and Engels’s historical hypothesis, the cause of this change was the emergence of the division of physical and intellectual labor. As soon as a privileged class emerges that no longer participates in physical labor but whose social function consists in (intellectual) planning, management, and the exercise of commanding authority, that class can develop the illusion that the conceptual activities in which it is engaged are not dependent or expressive of the commitments of a wider practical context… This ruling class has therefore developed the illusion that its ideas and concepts are independent of other social practices, which culminates in the idea that concepts and ideas have practice-independent validity. This is no purely epistemic mistake, however. Because groups that wield commanding power over the physical labor of others experience their intellectual activities as something that can operate without any need to take the practical purposes of their subordinates into account, they experience the conceptual distinctions they use in these activities as distinctions that have practice-independent validity, and they have the power to enforce this perspective. In other words, ideology emerges as soon as there is a privileged class that employs a certain set of concepts and ideas as if they were practice-independent and that has the power to enforce this perspective by blocking challenges from subordinate groups who want to see their own, practical interests reflected.
What (if anything) is Ideological About Ideal Theory, Stahl, 2022, pp.149-150
States of Being
We were trying to explain to some friends earlier that saying "this person is in front" and "this person is co-conscious" isn't always the most useful phrasing for us because either of those terms can mean a lot of different things. We have our own words that we like to use to describe where folks can be in relation to our awareness.
The states on this chart are still a bit of a simplification, as we flow between them and it's more of a spectrum than a discrete set, but they're close enough to the actual language that we use to do the job.
I've never seen something that describes all these experiences. Oh my god this is marvelous.
back at it for the third year in a row—how far down in your 2025 spotify wrapped playlist does the first black artist appear?
1
2-5
6-10
11-20
21-40
41-60
61-80
81-100
none (embarrassing)
every year that i post this poll people MELT down and go out of their way to misinterpret the purpose of this exercise and just say insane racist shit; the "i don't pay attention to the race of the artists i listen to" comments also demonstrate a fundamental lack of understanding of this poll's goal—which is to get you to reflect on whether or not you engage with black music and black art and artists, and if you seem to avoid doing so, to ask yourself why that is
consuming media is not an inherently liberatory action but what it does open up are new paths for gaining cultural knowledge, appreciating creative innovation that you might not have otherwise consciously sought out, and also just allows you to check out a ton of great art. if you would like, feel free to share the song/artist in the tags to share recs! always easier to begin or continue diversifying your listening habits with suggestions :)
the key to avoiding symbolismslop is sincere, thoughtful intent btw
it's fine to create art that has deer skull god (she/her) (queering it) pomegranate sun/moon symbolism in it but you need to ask yourself, why a deer skull and not another animal? what does queering it add to the text's portrayal of religion? why a pomegranate specifically? are the sun and moon the most appropriate celestial bodies to represent the meaning i'm trying to convey to my audience? what am i trying to say here?
"it looks cool" and "everyone else is doing it so i guess i should as well" are the creativity killers. inspiration requires introspection otherwise it's just imitation!!!
+ as the notes have pointed out being open to critique is also the fuel of creativity, not the antithesis of it. inviting interpretation only increases the space you have to work with and respond to!