relief account

He/him trans boy :)

[soacandycupcake]

TW: relief, mentions of weight and eating problems.

This page is only for my personal relief, don't repost.

[soacandycupcake]

my body is disgusting, ugly and fat, I hate myself..

[soacandycupcake]

i want to be skinny.. but I'm just a fat cow that won't stop eating

[soacandycupcake]

why am i not skinny? Why? What did I do to deserve all this?..

[soacandycupcake]

‼️ TW: MENTION OF PROBLEMS WITH MY WEIGHT AND BULLYING ‼️

I have always suffered bullying because of my weight, from when I was little until now. everyone in my family has criticized me for my weight, everyone has criticized me for my weight, someday i just want to be skinny..so skinny my bones stick out of my skin..it's my dream

[soacandycupcake]

‼️‼️ TW : mentions of weight and eating problems ‼️‼️

Personal relief ‼️

I haven't stopped eating all day,I'm sure I gained weight.. I feel miserable about it.. Will I ever be able to be a skinny and cute boy like the rest?..

[soacandycupcake]

‼️‼️ TW : mentions of weight and eating problems ‼️‼️

‼️personal relief ‼️

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Feeling like garbage has become part of my day to day... I can't see myself in the mirror without crying, With each passing second I just feel myself getting uglier and uglier.

Lately everyone tells me that I'm getting fat, my "friends", my family, my teachers... they've all told me that I'm fatter.. they don't know what affects me, my weight is a problem that has always affected me.

From elementary school to high school, I've always felt bad about my weight, it got to the point where I can't look in the mirror without feeling fat, even though I was skinny. now that i gained weight everything has gotten worse.. my eating problems got worse, comments about my weight have gotten worse...

I don't know what to do with myself anymore, I try to lose weight and I only gain even more weight..