Soap 20

I post anime, cats, dogs, supernatural, selfies. And other stuff. Really I don't even know what I post sorry I'm so tired of life and so terribly depressed 85% of the time 😒

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Wore blue to match the weather x Add me on snap for your daily dose of soap #snapchat - sofabrown9876 https://www.instagram.com/p/Bp2pMK-B-B8/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=psnrrldo40pb

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Ive pink hair again and up the ra big lads (at Belfast) https://www.instagram.com/p/BnHvq8NhQUN/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=hlkkeexsmcqc

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I get less serious as you swipe right. Im consantly tired and Ive felt brutal recently im not gonna lie. Im struggling so much with everything. Stress has me constantly anxious. Ive been fighting urges to do bad things for weeks now. And i cant afford real food so when i eat its horrible for me so i feel awful over that. I have been trying tho and even took initiative to wear something that shows my legs, cellulite and all. Cause im a real human being. I love my bum and to have my bum i need bigger thighs just gotta accept it. Ive struggled with my mental health for so long i feel like its the only thing i have in my personality now. I know logically i havs more to offer. But between physical scars left on me and how i cant block out the thoughts in my head i am at a standstill of what to do. Anyway recently i moved out and ive legit been drinking and having people round cause the minute im alone they come back and i genuinely dont think I've been sober in ages. Ill be okay as always of course just used insta as a ranting ground. Peace, love, pixie dust boys and girls. Stay positive, and even when you cant remember you're loved. (at Botanic Gardens) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bm0hSxMBZax/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1fgodwb80vomd

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Im a living, breathing legend

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The views pretty even if the waters brown (at Thames River Boats)

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Formal fridays with ya fav 'lesbian couple' aka me n ma bestie (at Hilton Belfast)

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It's rare I go out without a wig nowadays. So here's a pic of me where my actual hairs on show and I was out socially. Still lonely. Still taking applications to hold my hand x

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All I've done is eat crisps I am a mess of a human Updates Relapse but Gucci I'm lonely I'm sick I wanna be more active here again I've loads of pics at the ready

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I'm uploading to let yous know I'm still actually alive 🙂🙂 just busy n on the verge so nothing new despite it being more intense than usual x

[ruinedchildhood]

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[taquito]

people who ignore friendly street cats who walk up to them are going to hell 

[retrowaifu]

My fav sex position is actually when I have feelings for someone and they have the same feelings for me too

[saviourro]

”But I believed in you…”

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[ruinedchildhood]

When he ugly af but you find out he got money

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trinity

the father

the son

the Holy spirit