does anyone else feel like MaDD has made them have trouble with their sexuality/gender identity? Also, please answer this because I really wanna know: do you guys have parames with different genders, or are they always the same one as you are?
I thought for a whole year, when I was 12, before I knew about MaDD, that I was a trans boy, because my main parame was a boy at that time. Then I had some female parames, and I thought I was genderfluid. It was the hardest, saddest, most confusing year of my life
Also, I had (have?) some trouble with my sexuality too. Something among the lines of "do I like dudes, or do I only like them because I picture my males paras as bi/gay? Would I ever date a guy, or do I want to be a boy dating another boy?"
I'm almost 17 now and this is still an ongoing struggle
Not so much with gender/sexuality bc I already know what I am but with who I am definitely. How masculine my parame is, their haircut, what they're uncomfortable/comfortable with, everything about them leaves me confused as to whether I'm just trying to do something to be more like them, and I dont know if I truly want to identify/present myself in certain ways or of that's just them, and I hate it.
