血雨探花

mrn, 25 | she/her | i'm basically just trynna make it out alive

[softenvely]

there will come a ruler whose brow is laid in thorn

[weightedlive]

every depressed person you know is posting noah kahan’s album announcement like their husband just returned from war

[cronenburger]

“One day the sadness will end.

But I don’t think today’s the day.”

David Lynch

[moonlitmartyr]

I hate ruminating on what could have been. Out here thinking "if only I locked in when I was 13" are we serious

[ashstfu]

2026 !!!!!!!!!!!

[8nin]

i don’t have a five year plan because every two years i realize i need a different life

[softenvely]

i'm in my ray era again and the problem is that i don't really have sand who'd tolerate me being like this so it's kinda just me and the voices in my head

[softenvely]

i need therapy asap its exhausting

[softenvely]

i'm in my ray era again and the problem is that i don't really have sand who'd tolerate me being like this so it's kinda just me and the voices in my head

[softenvely]

watching heart killers and it's cringe af but first has got that rizz and is so fine there so i have to keep watching. also i love the fact that style wears crop tops all the time

[softenvely]

so much time has passed and i'm still thinking about ray and how painful it was to watch him just because his wounds were so similar to mine. now's not the best period of my life and i feel that a lot of my traumas are coming back at me so i've been thinking about him a lot recently and somehow it helps me live through this time

[stuffnonsenseandotherthings-dea]

I think something I love about Moonlight Chicken is that you get three different generations of LGBTQ characters sharing the same space and you can see, through the subtleties of their interactions and their outlooks, the events and perspectives that have shaped them and how much (and how little) the world has changed.

You have Jim, nearing 40 and clearly shaped by countless people (including his loved ones) not welcoming who he is and who he loves and who believed, to a certain extent, that it was "normal" for people to think that way, who accepts himself but still has difficulty with what it means to be gay in the wider world.

Then you have Wen, 10 years younger and proud and open and comfortable with who he is and his place in the world. He knows all the lingo, he seems like a little bit of an activist (if his taste in decor is to be believed) and he's used to having discussions around sexuality and social norms.

Finally, Li Ming, even younger still and so comfortable in himself that he doesn't particularly feel the need to explore or explain his sexuality and his attraction to Heart, he just embraces it as another part of what makes him him and leaves the nail biting and the questions to other people.

They literally show us the transition from "being LGBTQ is something I must live with" to "being LGBTQ is something I must fight for" to, finally "being LGBTQ is one of the many bits that is me" without ever saying it out loud.

It's genuinely such a beautiful piece of commentary and, in my eyes, it makes the show even more meaningful and beautiful.

[softenvely]

btw if you have any good wolfstar or just marauders in general fic recommendations i'm all ears

[softenvely]

been currently obsessed with marauders' era and specifically wolfstar this shit is crazy

[softenvely]

i've just finished watching only friends and ngl it was... not as great as i thought it would be in the beginning

[tiistirtipii]

[mydemonsyourangels]

i think raymew makes a lot of sense. it just feels like one of those things that would have always been hanging in the air. sometimes two people need to date each other in order to realise how bad of an idea it is for them to date each other

[softenvely]

damn being ray apologist is getting harder and harder each episode... like honey i can't defend you all the time have some compassion