Ja, ich bin viel stärker.

unsere welt sehr grausam ist. shinra koketsu / semi-active

[soie-baiser]

▬▬✦; She is used to being alone by now. She is used to the dull silence that occupies the halls of the large, empty house. It's not something that particularly bothers her, but it's not comforting either. 

A sigh passes the lips of the kamui as she stares out the window, watching as the students make their way to school, some clearly more enthusiastic than others. When she had briefly attended Honnouji, where did she stand on that spectrum? It was too long ago for Shinra to even remember, but surely she hadn't hated it to begin with.

She is snapped out of her daydreaming by a brisk knock on the door. 

Strange, but nonetheless it would be rude to leave someone waiting on the doorstep.

"come in."

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Monster Inside Me

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He took a step forward and let out a low, animal-like snarl. His eyes glowed even brighter, lights that would rival fire. He then took a step back, eyeing the tendrils uncomfortably. Sure, he could switch form if he needed to, become his cloud.. But that would show weakness, a fate worse than his own death. 

Deciding that now was a terrible time, he sighed and turned his back, beginning to walk out. He stopped once, a smirk pressing at the side of his lips.

"Won’t you come by and visit me sometime? I got a LOVELY little hovel of a home that I’m sure you would just adore."With that, he walked on, towards the door. One small shadow left his body, flowing into the home at an extreme speed. 

Plan B, hopefully, would go better than this had. He stopped once more at the front door, and smiles softly. "No more Cuban, huh?" 

[soie-baiser]

▬▬✦; Her infuriated glance does not falter, even as the other snarls at her. 

"My, I thought we were being civil. There's no need to become beastly, Simon."

She chuckles lightly, arms crossed as he begins his retreat. Good. Shinra was in no mood to cover up someone's death, though she doubted anyone would miss him. As he speaks from the doorway, her icy gaze still remains locked on him. It shoots away for but a second, taking quick note of the shadow. 

Retracting the tendrils, the fibers dwelling within her body constricted once more. Whatever he had just sent into her home could be potentially dangerous. Though she could certainly handle it, it was best to be prepared. 

"No, no more Cuban. I like to try things once and leave them behind. You're no exception."

[rpaskboxmemes-deactivated202004]

Send Me a 'go on without me' and I'll write a short drabble as my muse at your muse's funeral.

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Monster Inside Me

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  As the tendril shot out, Simon released the grip on the knife and let it fall back into his pocket. He smirked, then shook his head slowly at her. 

In fact the knife had only been a simple one he’d found in another world, in no way would it be useful against her. He knew this in the back of his mind, the still sane part, and yet he had carried the knife anyway. 

As the tendril fell back, he pulled his arm closer to himself and frowned at her for a long moment. 

"You saying we were never friends is utter bullshit. And you know that better than I do, don’t ya Shin splints? And don’t you DARE call yourself superior to me. You are a far lesser being than me, and you know that all too well." His anger had begun to show in his voice. His eyes had begun to glow, as well, and they let off the most sickly red light they’d ever had in her presence. If one looked closely enough, beyond the hateful light was something pleading inside.

[soie-baiser]

▬▬✦; His words barely bring out a reaction from her, though the look she gave him was pitiful. Shinra could feel the power within her surging against the confines of her skin, and she was reminded of what she was created to do.

"Don’t take it personally. The whole world is inferior to me."

Her position still remained relaxed as more tendrils shot from her dress, hovering in the air above Simon. She had to restrain the voice in the back of her head urging her to plunge them into him, put the insubordinate demon in his place.

Clearing her throat, Shinra's voice dropped to a deadly low pitch that could rival ice itself.

"Leave. I will not ask again."

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Monster Inside Me

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He let out a sigh, and shook his head. What a foolish woman, or alien if the case would work. He stood and started to approach her, his hands once again balling into fists. He didn’t want to be angrier than he already was. 

"Betrayal? And how exactly did I ‘betray’ you, oh Lady Shinra?!"His lips curled back in an angry sneer, then. 

He reached into one of his pockets and suddenly stopped. She was expecting this, wasn’t she? She’d seen through him! Looked like there was no better time to act then now. He took one more step forward, standing only a few feet from her. 

"I don’t take orders from the likes of you." The sneer hardened, and he started to pull the knife from his pocket. Slowly, carefully. "Last time I checked, we were friends weren’t we? What ever happened to that, Shin splints..?" His voice still held no emotion, it was almost robotic.

[soie-baiser]

▬▬✦; "How did you betray me? Simon, do you take me for a fool? You're carrying a knife in your pocket, and it sure isn't for cutting food with."

She chuckles slightly, shaking her head in disbelief. 

"If anything, you'd be the fool in this case. If you stab me with that, I'll just heal back up. Unless---"

Could it be a life fiber knife? If that was the case, she truly was in danger. But no, that couldn't possibly be. Even though the odds were against it truly being such a weapon, Shinra couldn't take such a risk. She stood completely still as he rose, standing only a few feet behind her. The knife would be in his hand by now, ready to plunge straight into her back.

Breathe.

Spinning on her heel, Shinra turns to face him. A tendril breaks away from her dress, wrapping around his wrist. Icy blue eyes lock on the weapon, then on Simon's own. A smirk curls up the edge of her lips as a soft laugh escapes. 

"No, Simon. I don't believe we were ever friends."

She releases his wrist, arms folded under her bust. Would he still attack her, or would he have the sensibility to leave?

"I think you forgot something rather important in our relationship, if I could even call it that. I'm your superior."

.

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Monster Inside Me

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He raised a brow at her first question, and his hand immediately stopped moving. Instead it slowly curled into a fist, and he let out another short laugh. He looked into her eyes, and his smirk started to appear once again. He lowered his eyes after a moment, letting out a sigh.

"Something wrong? Why, Shinra I’ve never felt better. I dunno why you’d ever think such a thing." 

His intentions were not quite the same. He knew he was weaker than the Kamui, but he also felt he would be more experienced. He had the awareness he’d lost when he got here. He had the strength he lacked when the daemon was dialed down. 

Her last statement made his smirk disappear suddenly. He hid the anger and shook his head slowly. She.. must’ve noticed something. He looked up at her once more, then shook his head. 

"But Shin Splints I just got here! Why would I go?"He tilted his head a little. His expression didn’t change, and most of the emotion had left his voice. His hands had become unclenched, and laid on his lap. 

[soie-baiser]

▬▬✦; Her apathetic gaze hardens, pale lips curling upwards into a bitter smile. 

"Nothing reeks more than betrayal and steel."

Leaning across the table, she looks him straight in the eye. Clearly he wasn't in a sane state of mind, increasing his instability. Even though she didn't want to try her luck, Shinra knew that if she didn't remove him at once she would have bigger problems to deal with. 

"It wasn't a request. Leave."

Stepping away, she turned her back to Simon. It was a poor choice for someone vulnerable in a threatening situation, but lucky for the kamui she was in no ways vulnerable. She could feel the life fibers in her body buzzing lightly, agitated as they often were when their host was in danger or preparing for battle. Still turned away from him, she shifted her feet slightly into a more defensive stance as she awaited his next move.

[askemmaswan]

Your character overhears someone calling mine 'a monster', what does your character do?

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Monster Inside Me

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  Hew sat down in the kitchen with a kind of silent, foreboding look around. He almost looked angry for some unknown reason. He shook his head at her question, then gave a short, slightly rude laugh. "Nothin’ for me, I’m driving."He laughed at his own joke, shaking his head. "Thanks." 

He stared at her across the the room, his face returning to a stoic expression. He had to hide this false anger, this hatred for her. It was so surreal, this feeling, almost as if her presence was one he never needed to begin with. He must’ve forgotten she was the only reason he was still at Honnouji. 

His hand started tapping on his leg once again, until one of his fingers hit something inside his pocket. A small, folding knife tucked away in the best way he could manage. He made sure to put other things in the same pocket, so he’d have an excuse if it was noticed. 

[soie-baiser]

▬▬✦; Her lips purse, eyes narrowed in observation as if she was putting the pieces of a riddle in place. He was certainly off, that was obvious. But his anger was unjustified, or so seemingly. If anything, Shinra should have been mad. He disappeared without a trace, and suddenly reappears like nothing had ever gone wrong.

"Is something bothering you, Simon?"

She locked eyes with him, pale blue clashing against blood red. The kamui didn't want to irritate him any further, though she knew without a doubt if they settled to violent means she could easily overpower him. Even knowing, she didn't want it to come to that.

If possible, she wanted to end whatever was happening quietly, peacefully. Though it most likely wouldn't happen by a long shot, it was worth a try. Shinra's eyes remained locked on the hand that had traveled to his pocket where she assumed some weapon of a sort was. She spoke, eyes never leaving his hand.

"I think you should just go."

[hatsxyuki-blog]

im over at akihxro a lot so go interact with that loser!

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Monster Inside Me

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"I have to say I’m actually offended."He frowned at her, then rolled his eyes casually. He then gave one of his best smiles. "May I come in?" 

"Unlike you, I actually have a heart, and kind of missed my friend."His eyes almost seemed to glow as he stared at her. Something about his voice was.. Different, but not too much. It was lower, and the accent behind it had thinned. His hand tapped on his leg, almost like he was nervous. 

[soie-baiser]

▬▬✦; She can't help but laugh, shaking her head. He was surely joking, of course.

"Simon, all my organs are artificial. I have no true emotions. Do you really expect some strong emotion coming from me?

Stepping aside, she invited the other male in and led him to the kitchen. Something seemed off about him, but she was too polite to say anything like that so openly. His jittery notions concerned her, as the boy was usually calm and collected.

Once the pair was seated in the kitchen, the pale woman turned to the other.

"What would you like to drink?"

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Monster Inside Me

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It didn’t take long for Simon to be en route once again to see Shinra. He was walking, rather nonchalantly, the grin constantly on his face. Anyone who got in his way was shoved, and any he knew that did were treated even worse. His gait had a sort of spring, something very abnormal for him. 

When he reached the house, he fell silent at the door. He stood, motionless and still grinning, at the door for a moment, then composed himself. Act normal, feel normal, look normal. He toned down his grin, then knocked on Shinra’s door. 

"Hey Shin Splints! Miss me?" he called out from outside. This was followed by a laugh, of course. 

[soie-baiser]

▬▬✦; A shocked jolt from the woman was in response to the sudden voice. Shin Splints, huh? Simon was back.

She didn't want to seem desperate or lonely, though she had missed the demon's presence. Slowly, Shinra rose to her feet, smoothing the bedsheet beneath her. Leaving the room, she walked down the stairs and to the front door. Her hand was trembling as she reached for the knob, but with a calm, collected breath her hesitation was swept away. Shinra swung the door open, staring at the man before her.

"Simon. Hello. I can't say I missed you all that much, as I never even noticed you had left."

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Monster Inside Me

soie-baiser

"Father.. It’s so quiet here."Simon looked down at the floor, frowning heavily. Of course, his father was not on the ship with him to hear him say this. No surprise, when was he ever? 

"I.. Wonder what Shinra’s doing…?"With the mention of her name, Simon’s hands suddenly clenched into fists, and he bit back an angry, low growl. He felt something sting in his eyes but he quickly wiped it away. He couldn’t even stand the thought of her right now, not with what’s been going on. He looked up at one of the walls on the boat and gave a sigh. 

That’s when he felt a singing pain in the back of his head. It was almost like someone had laid a hot poker on the back of it, and was slowly digging it in. He let out a quiet cry, then fell to the ground, unconscious.. Or, so he thought. 

The body of Simon stood up, grinning madly. He looked left, then right, then gave a low chuckle. 

"If you miss her so much, why don’t we go pay her a little visit, hmm?"

[soie-baiser]

▬▬✦; The days had continually grown long, dreary, lonely. Nobody came by to visit anymore. As if anyone did. The only guest she consistently had was Simon, but he had suddenly disappeared without a trace, his blackened room empty.

"That's not a problem."

She sat on the edge of his bed, eyes closed. Exhaling softly, the humanized kamui shook her head. She was not created for companionship. Of course, anyone in her presence was bound to disappear sometime soon. Even so, she couldn't help but miss him.

As irritating as he was, it was nice to have some companionship. Shinra, if she could feel such a thing, would say that she loved the feeling of having someone beside her. Not being alone.

"If he needs me, he knows where to find me."

[soie-baiser]

i really wanna rp with a satsuki ;v;

[heftige-konigin-blog]

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   So…I meant to do this at 200 followers…but here we are, at 261. Booyah, anyway it’s follow forever time. Let’s move on!

   I appreciate every single one of you, and I am glad you find me worthy of following. I’ve never felt so welcomed before in a RP community yo be honest and I love it. c: I can’t even begin to thank you guys for being so great. So let’s get on with the show; here is a list of people who I find are super rad and enjoy seeing on my dash regardless of what fandom they are in ( some people I casually stalk )! If we haven’t spoken before hopefully some day I will gave some strength to do so. Once again, thank you.

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maestrojakuzure — mankanshoku-family-agogo​ — marchtothebeatofthesnake​ — matiri​ — matoi-ryuuko-wielder​ — mrwildmonkey​ — mz-hxde​ — nonxn​ — nostargrudge​ — nuditatis​ — nxhilistic​ — plumpandproud​ — polyhimnxa​ — praemonstrator​ — reprehendit​ — rexgladius​ — ryuuseika​

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raubtixr— seamsteriori — sewdier — shinfoni — sharpxned — shieldofthesovereign — snarkerhacker — snowxreaper — soie-baiser — steelxfang — themanforflowers — travellerwiththecloak — tricitycosplayer — txchnologic — vxngence — wxldmonkey — xkiritsu — xncomplete — zenithcut

[thestorytellerrichardbrook]

((I made a thing. Just click and drag for an AU))

[soie-baiser]

▬▬✦; " . . . Je me sens si seul. "

[soie-baiser]

i just want to make something clear

i put time and effort into the starters that people ask me to make.

when you ask me to make a starter for you and don't respond weeks, a month later, i'm going to get irritated.

even more so when people try to make me feel bad by putting themselves down.

from here on out, if responses aren't made in two weeks i'm dropping the thread.