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pineapple-burgah

no one picking up my calls about seo changbin then I remembered I have tumblr lmaooooo

LOOK AT HIS FUCKING HANDS IM REELING

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strayklds

Piercing-whore > soiichan

Decided to update my handle on here to my common username ✌🏻

#usernames #name change

chronicallyuniconic

I feel guilty because to them it's "only" chronic pain & fatigue.

It's not life threatening, even though it can get there.

It's not really treatable, just sit-withable.

It's not something like cancer, that can be cut or irradiated out of you.

It's not like I have to do anything other than sleep & try to cope with the pain levels.

I feel guilty because my illness isn't seen as valid as others.

I feel guilty because funding is so minimal and research so sparse, i am only able to lay in bed.

I feel guilty because my illness isn't seen as worth caring about and by extension, me.

I feel guilty about their positive outlook when I used to have that too, but they're getting treatment unlike me.

I feel guilty for having bad and worse-than-bad days, when I used to fully function like my friends and family.

I feel guilty because nobody gives a damn about M.E

#does this make sense

mysticalspiders

I feel like we don’t talk enough about how having chronic illness and/or chronic pain makes you irritable. It makes you grumpy. It can make you a not very fun person to be around.

We don’t talk enough about the ugly sides of chronic illness/pain. The parts where you feel like a bad person not because of the pain in of itself but because everyone else thinks you are pushing them away. The times when you don’t bear it like a saint and the roughest edges of your personality come out. Where maybe you do hurt other people’s feelings. Its a complicated side of the experience thats resists an easy answer.

voidbeautiful

Another aspect of this is that people eventually start to run out of sympathy, or patience, or whatever else drives them to be forgiving at first. For me, when my conditions developed, people were ready to help without question, would say they understood when I did get grumpy and snap at them, or when I would have these meltdowns from being so overwhelmed with the constant pain. The sympathy most folks have for people is built on the idea that people get better. But when it’s chronic, that isn’t a thing anymore. You can learn to manage it, to live around it best you can, but there’s rarely if ever a cure for these things. It’s just a new normal. So eventually, when it starts being clear that you aren’t going to magically get better and go back to things before, that sympathy runs out. It’s your normal life, why are you struggling? This is your every day, so why are you angry? Why are you still complaining? Just get over it and live your life. But just like every life, there’s still bad days. It makes it all pretty hard to talk about the bad things when they are so easily dismissed with time.

strawberrystepmom-deactivated20

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soiichan

Love this idea 🥰

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marikazemus34

henstomper

im not gonna like stop using this site or anything but i can pretty confidently say this is one of the dumbest moves ive seen a site make in a while. instead of fixing the actual problems with their website ie pornbots on every fucking post, actual pedophiles, theyre just going to ban everything horny which most likely isnt going to solve those problems and is going to hurt lots of sex workers and artists as well as drive people off the site

memehumor

The fact that you cannot find any journals to back up your viewpoint MAY suggest you need to reassess your viewpoint…

tikkunolamorgtfo

Okay, but for real—I’m a librarian and I get shit like this all the fucking time and I have to be so polite about it, like “Well, actually, that theory has been largely been debunked and is not supported by the scientific community, so perhaps it might be easier in terms of fulfilling the parameters of the assignment if you were to take the opposite stance for your paper?” when really I just want to scream for twenty minutes like Jake Peralta with a guitar.