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@soladeambulo

tangina phoenix yan hindi wonderwoman

364 posts

Ponyita

Y’all molded me crooked

So.. you force me to open up when you want to. You don’t listen when I needed you to?

jesuisentraindemourir

closedforgoodbyelol

literally-a-piece-of-trash

So I stayed up all night to work on a project and it's 7:30am and I'm still working. My mom wakes up at like 6, and then comes into my room every 20 minutes telling me that I should get some sleep, to which I reply progressively angrier that after I finish it and give the presentation I have the entire day off, but until then I can't sleep.

Now she left for work, but before that, she made sure to guilt trip me for getting angry at her by telling me to call grandma cause it's her name birthday (for the normal people from normal countries that don't celebrate this shit, it's the holiday of the Saint with the same name as yours). My mom and my grandma have the same name.

I'm sorry I lost my temper on this oh so important made-up holiday mom, tonight I got 0 hours of sleep, last night I got 4, in the last month I had about 5 hours per night if I'm being generous. Our professors decided that quarantine means we have more free time so everybody doubled the workload, and you also expect me to do chores around the house. I am one dropped phone or broken mug away from having the mental breakdown of my life. But sure, go off about how I lost mY FUCKING PATIENCE FOR TWO FUCKING SECONDS ON YOUR PRETEND FUCKING BIRTHDAY

JUST FOR ONE SECOND IN YOUR ENTIRE GODDAMN LIFE REALIZE THAT THIS IS NOT ABOUT YOU, THAT I'M TIRED OF YOU ALWAYS ASSUMING THE ROLE OF THE VICTIM, I'M TIRED OF WALKING ON EGGSHELLS AROUND YOU, CHOOSING MY WORDS CAREFULLY CAUSE YOU CAN'T BE BOTHERED TO LISTEN TO ANY CRITICISM EVER AND INSTEAD JUST PRETEND THAT "HEY NEXT TIME ADD MORE SALT TO THE SOUP" MEANS "I HATE YOU AND YOUR STUPID FOOD, GO DIE" AND THEN BE MAD AND PASSIVE AGGRESSIVE FOR THE NEXT 20 YEARS. JUST LEAVE ME BE FOR 2 GOD FORSAKEN MINUTES. LET ME BREATHE FOR FUCKS SAKE. LET ME NOT WORRY ABOUT HOW I HAVE TO MAKE IT RIGHT TO YOU EVEN THOUGH I KNOW I'M NOT THE ONE IN THE WRONG. WHY CAN'T YOU BE THE EMOTIONALLY MATURE ADULT THAT CARES ABOUT OTHER PEOPLE'S FEELINGS FOR ONCE, SO THAT I, AT THE AGE OF 22, CAN FINALLY BE THE STUPID CHILD THAT THROWS THE WORLD'S SMALLEST TANTRUM OVER THE FACT THAT I'M SO SLEEP DEPRIVED THAT I FEEL MY BODY BREAKING. I'M SO GADDAMN TIRED OF ALWAYS BEING YOUR EMOTIONAL SUPPORT WHILE YOU PULL THIS KIND OF SHIT ON ME. IT'S NOT MY JOB TO BE YOUR PARENT BRUH, IT'S THE OTHER WAY AROUND. GROW THE FUCK UP

Damn this is my 1994-2016

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kindnotestoself

[psst. hey. it wasn’t the trauma that made you stronger, kinder, and more empathetic.] [it’s how you handled it] [that credit is yours.]

@thecinnamonkitten put this gem in the notes

Children/teens aren’t allowed to be sad or in a bad mood because they can get yelled at for it and ridiculed and told to ‘change your attitude or I will for you’, while adults who are sad or in a bad mood, are allowed to yell at and take their frustration out on the kids. Adult privilege huh?

And when the adult is in a bad mood, it’s the kids job to step on eggshells in order to keep them from not exploding, and when they do, it’s on them.

And when the child is in the bad mood, it’s their job to try to hide it, and when they break apart trying to, it’s on them.

What extra sucks about this is that adults literally have more experience, context, perspective, and brain development to help them manage emotions. Adults who do this are shit. We are the adults, we should not be expecting kids who are still developing and learning about the world and trying to figure out their place in it to be the ones who are emotionally mature.

People who treat adulthood like a power trip are honestly shit and should not have authority over kids.

As someone who has CPTSD due to repeated childhood abuse, trauma, mental manipulation, and gaslighting. Read this.

If this is what you have to do around your parents, that’s not normal. That’s abusive and you should place serious questions with that.

black-hearted-bat-deactivated20

I get ridiculously nasty when I get comfortable with someone

Too nasty 😉

thepersonalquotes

thepersonalquotes

crazyfacedcatthecat

humansofnewyork

“My husband got involved with a younger woman at work. I was relaxed about it at first. He’s thirteen years younger than me, so I thought: ‘Shit happens.’ But then she got pregnant. Luckily through the divorce process I had the opportunity to take over this shithole place with no heating, which I’ve turned into an art studio. And now I’m living my best life. Everything is for sale except the pink chandelier and the dog. Anyone is free to stop by at anytime. You can eat or drink whatever you want. All the young people in the neighborhood love me. I’m the oldest person in our friend group. Everyone else is in their twenties or thirties. They call me Queen Mama. I call them my adopted kids. I always help them with their school projects and resumes and interviews. I only ask one thing in return. Each of them has to teach me one new thing every week: a piece of music, a trend, an idea. Just so I can stay up to date. Before you take the photograph, let me go inside and put on some make-up. We were out until 2 AM last night.” (Amsterdam, The Netherlands)

*booking a flight to Amsterdam*

the-demon-with-no-face-deactiva

Omg look at this little cutie, how can anyone hurt them. There are only 30 of these left in the world due to illegal fishing.

Please donate to the National Marine Mammal Foundation’s last-ditch effort to capture the last 30 animals alive and relocate them to a seaside sanctuary in the northern Gulf of California. This is their last chance.

http://www.nmmf.org/vaquitacpr.html

thelovablycynicalerinmac

HELP THIS LITTLE BABY!

Reblogging LOUDLY.

I’m aware some people don’t like the notion of zoos and sanctuaries, but there’s no reset button for Extinct.

Okay so I read this and cried.

Please, please help the National Marine Mammal Foundation capture the last 30 Vaquitas. They’ll be sent to a sanctuary where they’ll be taken care of, nurtured and every attempt will be made to bolster the species.

Please.

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